crumbling sand castle
weak walls swept away by tide
build yourself back up
again and again
oh, sempiternal cycle
just let me crumble
tide water rises
ocean blue, suffocate me
can't keep the walls up
Jun 22, 2016
Jun 22, 2016 at 7:10 AM UTC
We break ourselves,
Trying to become whole.
The countless hours spent
Popping pills,
Smoking,
Drinking.
Just trying to fill in the cracks,
Between my fractured pieces.
Cutting
Crying
It was never enough
It never will be
"Stay strong"
I don't want to anymore.
My body wants to ease into the comfort
Of letting go.
Let me go.
Let me drift off
into the calm unknown void
The pain I cause
trying to mend my broken pieces.
Is no use.
I am broken.
Past the point of "damaged goods"
I've been at the bottom of the clearance bin
Inevitably to be thrown out
If only they'd remember I was here
Tears fall,
Blood oozes,
And I still feel empty.
Let me go
I want to give in.
My fractured soul
Can't be fixed.
Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 5:29 PM UTC
its hard,
to let go.
i never thought,
that i would say goodbye.
im still suffering.
i feel like im nothing.
im just a desperate nobody
wishing to have somebody
to call my own
Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 5:15 PM UTC
people are drugs
they make you forget
they make you numb
but theyre toxic
u were ******
made the pain go away
but u werent any good for me
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC