Before my eyes I see girl in blue
As tears to recognize
Anger, frustration in glue
Now we jeopardize
She may have issues
It doesn't mean that she is insane
There were a hundred times I miss yous
Who´s to blame
Children despises her
She went to a hospital for having to cause herself to die
Knowing that it will never be the same ner
They now want her to talk or priy
Can't tell if it is the answer
She told me that she killed someone
Most of the people in the prisons have mental issues it is somewhat cancerous
Blinding fears of a ton
Now she runs with anger and sadness
The police is trying to get her
She can't hide in fondness
Now we lur
Telling by her eyes she was abused
I couldn't tell by the news
Knowing that she was the accused
The mischief brews
We are all human
I know she was in love with her
The parents refused in truman
When she was with her the reality was blooming furs
Love is a powerful nature
She knows it's not nomenclature
Believing in no matter what they will still love you
I noticed that she hung out with boys when she was two
The winds that blew had whispered a secret in her ear
She knew that marriage to a woman is what she wanted
Fear
She cries that the wind was harsher than said
When the girl was in her room
I see that it will be too late
She boomed
Maybe it was fate
She tells her I'll be there soon
As she waits for me to glee
Talking to others don´t see
Now the story is in toon
Many people argue about same *** marriage
She tells me that she was the one
I fidget on my chair see a carriage
What tone
Mirror image that reflects it twisted in red
She sees the pain that I feel
The plans are in thread
I feel a shock from an eel
Why so homophobic
I mean love is love
people bullying is critic
She sends her letters marked with a dove
In the day you were killed
Now that days have changed we erase the bad ones
She was willed
Now she is talking up on her phone
Her parents still beat her in rage
Somehow the girl is in my frame.
She was in a cage
She was not the one to blame
We are all human
The kind of reason that was changed
She tells me about the crewmen
Now her life is rearranged
No need to make it worse
Blood won't **** her first
Bang, Boom,Bro I see a hearse
She is blessed with a curse
She is her flower
The passion in counting
Meowing
It wasn't funny sounding
Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 5:42 PM UTC
see the only problem with her is that she's not you
not you when she smiles
not you when she wakes
not you when she cries
and not you when she breaks
I don't want to hurt her but..
she's just not you..
I mean she's a beautiful girl who's into me but i'm just too busy on looking back....
and the way she looks into my eyes.. i'm pretty sure anyone would **** for that...
just not me..
because it's not you
Oct 5, 2016
Oct 5, 2016 at 2:23 AM UTC
My history of love kinda *****
i've been abused
accused of things I didn't do
left in a mess
and broken that led me into loneliness
I've tried giving second chances for them to change
but I guess the thought of changing their ways, hurt their brains
Although once I became blind
they said they've changed and I believed
well stupid ******* me...
I should've known they'd leave me again all alone
I guess I should have listened when I was told..
I was told love can ruin your life....that love is a dangerous thing... and to be careful
well at the time I loved the sound of dangerous and I thought I was a daredevil
but now that i've become broken...
I hate it and i'm scared to fall in love again
Love is like the trust fall...
You fall in love with someone and you trust them
As you're falling you think they're going to catch you
but in reality they've turned around and ran and left you
but instead of falling and maybe laughing
You fall and shatter into tiny pieces that you can't put back....
Sep 24, 2016
Sep 24, 2016 at 4:11 PM UTC
Remember when you wrote that poem for me?
titled " My poem for her "
It says...
" From the beginning of time,
I was destined to fashion these lines into this cute little rhyme.
So my feelings for you can shine
No longer can I act like a mime
I am for you, like red is for wine."
and after all these months i've realized that red isn't the only color for wine... and that's what tears me up on the inside...
yeah, I tried making you jealous by getting with someone... it worked on you when I was with Jazmine but it didn't work when I told you I was dating Madison..
Instead of you being jealous, I got jealous
because you said you were talking with someone and it got me upset... i'm sorry... I just can't stand it..
and I can't help the fact i'm still deeply in love with you even though you don't want me to
I just want you back... really, really bad
Sep 21, 2016
Sep 21, 2016 at 10:18 PM UTC
I'm such a ******* ****** you say?
hahaha no.. i'm insane
Yeah i'll admit I got ****** up thoughts in my brain
Like for example my last writing I wrote 15 minutes ago
yeah, that's ****** up but I was sitting here doing it while writing about doing it...
I don't word things correctly, but who cares?
I sure as hell don't unless i'm giving a speech
If I don't word things correctly then, i'd freak
oh yeah did I mention I'm an idiot too?
My ex-girlfriend called me that and I agreed to that and also me being a fool
wait those are the same things, right?
Hahaha i'm out of my god **** mind
Sep 20, 2016
Sep 20, 2016 at 11:40 PM UTC
It's either cut and bleed and die quicker or use a sharp pencil and cut a little deeper, bleed a little and get led poisoning and slowly die...
I think I'll do the second one, It'll build in my body and make me sicker and sicker till I die...
yeah, second one.
Sep 20, 2016
Sep 20, 2016 at 11:17 PM UTC
Everyone walks, talks, works, breathes, and sleeps
they do it with ease
but it's not that easy for me
I fall when I walk
I stumble my words when I talk
I can't concentrate when I work
Breathing feels like choking to me
and I never get sleep
But I can do one thing with ease and it's crying
I've been filled with deep sadness and I can't control it,
crying has become a daily routine for me
Instead of sleeping I stay up all night weeping
Hell, I even do it while cleaning and eating
oh yeah eating....
I need to stop...
I'm so fat I feel like if I continue to eat, a button from my pants will pop off..
Sep 19, 2016
Sep 19, 2016 at 9:24 PM UTC
The way you said my name and called me babe
calmed down every violent thought in my brain
even a part of me sang..
but one day the sky was filled with grey clouds and rain was pouring down
We were in the hallway
I turn around in the empty hallway and see you looking me in the face
You said,"we need to talk about something" so I said,"Okay"
You told me that you needed some time alone, as you walked away, my heart was beginning to break
I later asked my best friend why you broke up with me and she said," Because of Kaylie"
i already knew what she had done
She told you she had liked me..
Kaylie always got mad when she saw you with me..
She even ripped up the apology letter I gave you.
Ever since then we've been on and off like a light switch
One of us likes the dark and the other likes the light
So I left town leaving you with nothing to say but,"Goodbye"
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 5:14 PM UTC
What if i move back to town?
What if I wrote you a book on why I love you?
What if I gave you a rose everyday?
What if....
I should stop cause I know you'll never love me again..
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 4:59 PM UTC
I have constant battles throughout the day
but I have to say
I can't keep living this way
I fight battles that I don't want to fight
It driving me crazy and making me hate my life
I never win so what's the point
I'm done
Demons... once again
You have won
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 12:44 PM UTC