...fell down and shattered into a gadzillion pieces.
It was an accident.
It was fate.
It was moment of weakness.
It was meant to be.
It was a gadzillion pieces of
broken words,
unkept promises,
unspoken hopes.
It was a gadzillion
drops of tears,
gusts of emotions,
jigsawed thoughts.
All those pieces swept into the wind,
spread across sand and sea,
whispered under every breath
and buried... buried.
They unfold and twist,
collide and explode.
Pressurized and purified,
proven true, it
lands back to the very heart of where it started--
with You.
Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 7:30 AM UTC
What no ears have heard nor eyes have seen
Peppermills and pancakes
Love
like no other poetry
to perceive
the beauty
in life
in pain
in darkness
in sin
What no mind can see nor hearts can hear
The secret
byways and highways
Untold
Unkept
In allways
I've not met you
I've not known
Yet,
in noways and nothing is everything in you.
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 9:00 AM UTC
Flutter of an evening chill
the black rain, bores into me
Another diamond
engulfs me
Opaque
Tarnished
Branded
Announces
a failing
flickering candle
then smoke
The lower breeds
Lust
Consumes
Jun 4, 2019
Jun 4, 2019 at 11:38 AM UTC
The ebbs and flows
of withered grass and moss green skies
Alone
I still hold your hand
watch seabirds fly
The pond searching between my toes
and i fly with them
Still holding your hand
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 11:45 AM UTC
there are things worse than death. death is a release. A culmination
of things, of who you were. i come here to think
of all the things i can be thankful for.
the low lights are drowning the stars tonight.
they push them deeper into the heavens
like a fetus refused its way out.
a plane flies by where birds used to flock.
the sound of sirens and construction
pounding and clicking is acceptable tonight. i can talk to you
and not feel awkward. the crane rotates next to me.
i've never seen one of those when i was young.
workers carry on, laboring for minimum.
the gusts of wind blankets me with a chill. i embrace it.
the freedom of the wind. not knowing where it comes from or where it goes.
it could be you.
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 6:21 AM UTC
En Soul-ment and tone
Will never fade away
The undulating skies and fervent seas
The bowels of grass and ****
The mighty winds
Careless tangles of swarms and open bridges and catfish and crayfish and
The reverberations of sounds and laughter
Sonorous and somnolent and alabaster
Mounds its way through the desert storms and wingless chills
Panafery conglomerates itself
Call me
It calls me
And extolls itself
Exaults itself
Highly highly praise and praises be
Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 10:24 AM UTC
You say and i heard -
the ease of this pain,
the taming of the winds.
Howling the unspoken,
never knowing the light of things
is easily dismissed.
An imagined feeling,
a dreamful wish and such fancies.
How many times have you visited
and left messages and crumbs?
Seeing the entirity
before it ended,
and your footprints lifting me
until i flew across the sky
this dead night in the daylight.
Every snake and folly trampled on
and the dirt roads travelled us far from each place,
led me back without you.
So i listen now,
the silent vows fulfill themselves
in time.
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 9:18 PM UTC
I want to hold you until a certain time
of day when the sun lays his head
on the winter grass, gazing steadily unto you.
We turn our eyes and avert meager glares and
hoisted brows.
Alas!
What makes this day unlike any other?
The telltale signs of freedom and solitude
whispers
among the dreams and fairytaled wonders we foresaw.
I want to hold you one last time.
-----•○●*●○•----
Look ahead
Buried deep in the ocean's array of waves
Evening passes
The screaming nights
The deep silence
And the stillness of
This moment
This eternity
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 9:03 AM UTC
Blue and somber white, I ask that
you ponder in your waking dreams and solid songs to bare the fruits with these eyes
like children and horses and such.
Naked and trembling. You frighten me.
Words of a thousand suns are witness.
They cross out the years of servitude and grace.
Absolutions. They yearn
to survive until they crave mortality.
I am about to give way. To see you with fresh sight,
hear the voice of another betrayal. Thus far,
there is only One
I have never seen
I have never heard
I have never known.
Cruelty abates
itself, shuns itself.
We wait in silence and petulance,
longing for a day to last
a thousand days
and more.
Dec 20, 2018
Dec 20, 2018 at 7:25 AM UTC
II silence
"I fear I may lose myself
before our first kiss..."
Fifty calls later
we still talk
about nothing
And nothing
is certain
Not the wildfires
Not the rainstorms
Just this beating
of the clock...
Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 1:41 PM UTC
