You held my emotions in your hands,
molding them into what you wanted me to feel.
I let you—
until I realized
the shape you made for me
was never mine to begin with
Apr 27
Apr 27, 2026 at 10:10 PM UTC
Maybe that’s why I miss you when I’m by the lake.
I was used to tsunamis
waves of chaos,
drowning me.
But you were still water
deep,
quiet,
the calmness I searched for
everywhere,
but you
(June 2025)
Apr 6
Apr 6, 2026 at 5:57 PM UTC
I am the temple
he worships in
I am the Goddess
he worships to
Whispers pretty words
in my ear
reciting them --
his holy scripture
Each breath,
a chant
each sigh,
a hymn
for I am his adoration
He wraps me in lust
I am baptized in his sins
the sacrament of confession
His touch lingers
our hands meet in grace
a prayer of thanksgiving
His gaze is pleading
for my heart to echo his
a silent supplication
He kneels and I let him
but I cannot grant forgiveness
I, too, am unholy
searching for salvation in his sin
(2025 -- P2 to "My body is a temple")
Apr 6
Apr 6, 2026 at 12:39 PM UTC
And if you look deep inside his heart
You'll find my name
Carved in tiny letters
A wound,
That will never heal
(2025)
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 7:35 PM UTC
My body is a temple
I lay in the comfort of his arms
Soaked in the venom of his lips
Mesmerized by the whispers of his tongue
Touched by the sins of his fingertips
Every breath is a cry for help
In the midst of self destruction
Every gasp of instant regret
Please apologize to my mother
Every moan inflicted pain
Of the parts he will uncover
But if my body is a temple
And my breathe the choir's song
He will be allowed to come in
He will be allowed to worship me
Please forgive me
For I am wrong
(Jan. 2019)
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 4:54 PM UTC