i've written you too many goodbyes, but right now ill tell you see you later because I know that one day we’ll cross paths with each other again, remember who we used to be, smile at each other, and say i love you quietly.
until then, just be okay.
-m.m
Sep 19, 2021
Sep 19, 2021 at 2:53 AM UTC
sweet pretty girl
i carry you on my shoulders
left and right, my angel or devil
honey eyes and strawberry lips,
face of constellations and words of a poet
trembling fingers to touch and pounding head of thoughts
is this right or this wrong
a girl, not a boy, a girl
my lover, my sin
sweet pretty girl
Jun 16, 2021
Jun 16, 2021 at 2:44 AM UTC
thank you for telling me not to worry,
for singing me to sleep,
and for running your cold fingers through my hair
thank you for holding my hand during a horror movie,
kissing my head for reassurance,
and for dancing to songs that shouldn't be danced to with me
thank you for memorizing my chick-fil-a order,
getting me coffee with too much milk and too little sugar,
and for going on rollercoasters even when you were scared
thank you for coming when no one else did,
for being my comfort during the uncomfortable,
and for loving me when i was unlovable.
Jun 15, 2021
Jun 15, 2021 at 2:09 AM UTC
i am nothing but a lovesick girl
i taint my heart with lies and tell my head to shut up
i can get lost in his eyes, and ill try to convince myself I'm not in love
his smile is warm and pure comfort, with him i can paint a pretty picture and find art in clouds
his voice is safety and his laugh is life
he's not perfect in any way, but his love is like listening to frank ocean when it's too late at night
Jun 4, 2021
Jun 4, 2021 at 4:21 PM UTC
my face winkled and crumbled under the sheets
my salty tears flooded my eyes and burnt my cheeks
my throat in a chokehold and my heart being poked at
my hair is grey and dead, my lips are cracked and blue
my body a black hole, my arms reaching out to nothing
i don't scream a mothers cry
i weep a childs tear
Jun 4, 2021
Jun 4, 2021 at 4:10 PM UTC
i cried to the moon last night about them
i cry every night, starting at least half-past ten
i miss them, i love them, what did i do wrong
we all grew up too soon,
what a shame, but what can you do?
I've held on too tight, my hands are now a fright
my shoulders can no longer carry,
our friendship is a poisoned berry
too sour, bitter, and everything in between
i cried to the moon last night about them
i cry every night, starting at least half-past ten
May 23, 2021
May 23, 2021 at 2:16 AM UTC
I am my own destruction,
my own monster,
my own chaos,
my own critic
I am my own healer,
my own lover,
my own carer,
my own supporter
I am my own soul,
my own mind,
my own heart,
my own light
I am my own
what a wondrous thing it is to be a human
Apr 28, 2021
Apr 28, 2021 at 11:45 PM UTC
we laugh about death
yet it still lingers at the end of our breaths
Apr 22, 2021
Apr 22, 2021 at 2:35 AM UTC
how dare I fall in love with you
with a silly, little boy
with a tipsy grin, and soft skin
how dare i
how dare I miss you too late, and you love me too early
the rain is no longer an invitation to dance,
and the clouds are no longer paintings
and there are no words to describe the both of us
the chaos we were, a mess, a beautiful chaotic mess
how dare you
how dare you fall in love with me
a love so fragile, like glass
how dare you fall in love with me
just for it not to last
Apr 22, 2021
Apr 22, 2021 at 2:31 AM UTC
I hear a distant melody outside my window
being swarmed by the music of crickets,
and the sighs of the cold wind
it gets fainter and fainter
with every sad breath
and every heartache
my distant melody
Apr 22, 2021
Apr 22, 2021 at 2:16 AM UTC