I'm sorry I'm not the perfect wife.
I'm sorry that all I do is sleep.
I'm sorry I'm so depressed
I'm sorry I can't do anything right.
I'm sorry I wanted to feel like I mattered.
I'm sorry I made you angry.
I didn't want to make you angry.
Dear god How I didn't want to make you angry.
I'm sorry I'm losing myself
I'm sorry I couldn't just smile always.
I'm sorry I cut a little bit.
They aren't deep. I promise.
Please don't be angry.
that's what I'm scared of
But what I'm scared of most.
Is that you mean it when you said
You didn't care what I did anymore.
And these tiny cuts
Will be the push.
For you to want a divorce.
I'm such a failure.
I'm so ******* stupid.
I ****** up the only love I'd find again.
I didn't cut deeply because you'd be so mad if I did.
You're still gonna be mad at me.
I already know it.
Please... Please don't be mad.
I was bad. I'll do better
Just please.
don't be mad
Feb 13, 2017
Feb 13, 2017 at 4:26 PM UTC
For a moment
I would like to say
No matter what
I will always love you.
And that even if
It's just for a moment.
lie to me
And tell me you love me too.
Feb 13, 2017
Feb 13, 2017 at 4:13 PM UTC
From Falls first embrace
From what I had known
To be Winter's second kiss
And all twas shown
To be Spring's warming love
Into Summer.
Oct 24, 2016
Oct 24, 2016 at 2:37 PM UTC
Once I came back
I read some of my work
And I can't begin to recall
Who you are.
You see, my memory has been fading for awhile my dear.
I only seem to remember the important things.
I guess you weren't one of them
Aug 3, 2016
Aug 3, 2016 at 2:48 PM UTC
I don't know your true intention.
While I'm playing Red Dead Redemption.
You seem to make me smile in a way nobody else can.
I just mean....what the **** man?
Your attitude changed so abruptly.
I don't know what I did.
But you think the only way to feel better about your situation, is to drown yourself in alcohol.
***** preferred.
Just to make your thoughts slurr.
In a blur.
And put your head in a spin.
This isn't how you win.
Our love is like the Joker and Harlequin.
We're both clowns.
But your emotions aren't a joke.
I can't let you choke.
As I suffocate on my own tears.
You supply all of my fears.
May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 8:29 PM UTC
We share a special thing you and I.
We share a mother.
We used to share a home.
We shared our toys
Our secrets.
But you never shared love.
You're my sister.
You're some of the only blood I have.
And when you say
Those words
**** you"
In my direction
I keep it a descression.
Because I can't believe you'd say those things to your only sister.
You can't lie and say you don't miss her.
You miss what we had to share.
Especially our mother.
Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 1:37 PM UTC
Reality isn't what it seems to be.
Imagination holds true power over that.
Nothing you say is in fact, real.
Not to me anyway.
You can't make me change!
My blood is boiling at the very thought of normality.
Just because I see things differently
Just because I'm different.
Does that give you true power over me?
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 3:46 PM UTC
People are so ungrateful for what their voices can do.
People would rather sit idly by and let things happen without question.
But not me.
I have the power.
I refuse to be a test subject.
A sheep.
I am a wolf. Alpha.
I have the power to change.
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 3:37 PM UTC
How
Could Could
you you
Build Break
Me
&
*Love me
At the same time?*
<3
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 3:30 PM UTC