half fake love
but it's half real
my mind is dizzy, don't know what to feel
sad waves come back to the shore
and when i leave you i come back wanting more
try not to think of you all of the time
but more often than not you slip into my mind
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 7:20 AM UTC
half-hearted hellos and incomplete goodbyes
completely myself but judged by silent sighs
at 3 am with no one to hear my cries,
depressed at the fact that my life's a lie
i'm like a bird that forgot how to fly
used to soar high in the skies,
but now on the ground
flightless i lie
Jan 8, 2018
Jan 8, 2018 at 1:51 PM UTC
All the "I love you"s
In the world
could not make my stone heart
beat again
and my love is like medusa
he looked at my heart and it
turned to stone
and crumbled under his gaze
falling into pieces on the floor
so tiny you can't put them back together
but only sweep them under the rug
and forget that my heart ever beat in the first place
Oct 9, 2017
Oct 9, 2017 at 10:41 PM UTC
Porcelain face,
Scarlet dripping from your veins
too beautiful and vain
for this world it was pain
Porcelain eyes,
Make no disguise, Those glossy tears
they lie on your
porcelain cheeks
rosy red sheek
As you lay,
Like a porcelain dream
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 8:10 AM UTC
She cannot find words
to describe this hollowness inside her
as if her heart was carved out
and put on display
but everyone didn't bother take a second look
as they walked past her carved out heart
and they still had their own in their chest,
Pumping rythmically whilst she had not felt a beat for awhile now
but she did not ask for it to be removed,
it was simply stolen from her
By a boy with dark hair and a pale face
She'll never forget those crystal blue eyes;
as she could stare at them for days
Yet she's hollow now and his eyes were like the arctic,
Cold and indifferent
And it seemed as if he had never cared in the first place,
He just wanted her heart.
Oct 2, 2017
Oct 2, 2017 at 10:38 AM UTC
Lavender coloured tears
run down your pale face
as you look me in the eyes
and tell me i'm a disgrace
there's no emotion in your grey eyes,
not a trace
I walk away and say it's a closed case
when you tell me to come back
I pick up the pace
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 10:13 AM UTC
You seem saddened, They say
they don't have a clue
I tell them my feelings and they don't know what to do
If my emotion had a colour it'd be greyish blue
I only feel happy when I'm with you
and through all of the lies this is true
But I'm antique, and you wanted someone new
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 8:01 AM UTC
My eyes feel heavy
as i lay my head down on my desk
and start to rest
lately i haven't been feeling well and haven't been the best
i think that i should message you but you think i'm just a pest
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 7:47 AM UTC
If you don't think you have a purpose,
then make one for yourself,
don't give up on your dreams or put them on the shelf
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 7:35 AM UTC
She would cry every day
ask why it had to be this way
why was she the one that had to pay
and how her emotions swayed
her life was quite delayed
she spent all her time inside
But not because she wanted to hide
It was just to confide
in false emotions and lies
At school no one would hear her sighs
or her bathroom cries
And no matter how hard she tries
she'll always just be the girl that cries
At every situation
And people are so toxic it's like radiation
But it's not funny when she ends up on the news station
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 7:30 AM UTC