I'm running, from what I do not know.
It's dark, and everything seems to jump out at me.
"Make it stop!" I scream as I jump awake.
You wake up and hold me gently,
rubbing my back, whispering sweet nothings in my ear.
I hold onto your shirt, clinging to the first real thing.
Your low rumble of a laugh wraps around me,
sealing me in its warmth, like a giant blanket.
You trace my jaw with your finger, lifting my head to look up.
"I will always be right here... I promise..." You say.
I bury myself in your chest as you turn out the lamp and hold me,
You hum some song that I don't remember as you hold me,
trying to get me to sleep.
"Tomorrow, it'll be okay, my love." you hum as my eyelids close
Jul 7, 2018
Jul 7, 2018 at 5:56 PM UTC
I hold one of your fingers, like if I let go, I wont have you.
You laugh and smile down at me, your Little Girl.
Nothing has mattered more to you, than being your Little Girl's protector, hero, everything.
I cuddle under your chin, your strong hands on my back.
the smell of your cologne is refreshing, like chocolate and lavender.
People look at me weird when i'm being your Little Girl, but I don't care.
I will be your Little Girl until the end of time...
your warm breath on my hair keeps me calm, comforts me when I have nightmares, and lets me know that you will always be there.
your laugh makes me happy,
your cuddles are the best.
no one can take away my Daddy.
Jul 6, 2018
Jul 6, 2018 at 11:07 PM UTC
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry i wasn't active.
I'm sorry for all the wrong i did.
I'm sorry for not being there for some people.
I'm sorry that I put myself before my fans, my poetry, and my friends.
I'm sorry
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 11:44 PM UTC
You walk through life, thinking, wondering.
you always look down, afraid of spoiling the end.
you never look up to see anything, but your feet shuffling along.
nothing can shake the feeling you get when you look p to see another human.
you feel ach, and nervous, and sad all at the same time.
you cant help it, it wont go away
it never left
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 3:37 PM UTC
Ever know what ripping your cage apart feels like?
The blood flowing onto the page,
The crimson ink turning into words you never knew?
Sure the pain is terrible,
but in the end,
you help someone,
you get famous,
you find love,
you get it all.
The pain goes away, eventually.
the scar heals slow.
the words last forever
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 8:54 PM UTC
Nie wiem, jak się lepiej czuć
kiedy wszystko co mam ochotę to gówno
(Translation)
Title: Feel Better
Poem: I don't know how to feel better
if all i want is ****
May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 5:59 PM UTC
I used to be alone.
I used to watch people.
I wanted someone.
But I hated people.
Then I met you.
I had been alone for so long.
I knew you too.
Everyone said it was wrong.
I've become addicted.
You are the drug I can't live without.
I'm addicted.
You are the thing I can't lend out.
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 9:32 PM UTC
You think its gonna be a friendship.
You tell yourself, "No, hes not like that..."
its one drink after another....
next thing you know, hes got you right where he wants you.
he's got you panting his name among other things...
Then your his wifey... his boo... his shorty....
you do everything for him.
you clean the house, you dress up nice, you give him pleasure.
he's out late, comes home drunk and high.
Momma told you that he was bad news.
Dad wont even talk to you.
you act concerned, but your in too deep, you love the son of a *****
then it hits you when he hits you.
you say hes just mad, he'll calm down in an hour.
Yeah, an hour turns to a day, then a week, then a month, then a year. it never ends, the river of tears.
You are scared to leave him, but youre scared to love him too.
maybe you should have turned down that drink.....
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 12:07 PM UTC
the hardest thing to do right now, is choose.
May 12, 2018
May 12, 2018 at 12:58 PM UTC
"Don't worry about the monsters under your bed, honey...
Worry about the monsters inside your head..."
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 2:51 PM UTC