I wish I were as powerful and beautiful and mysterious as a storm.
I want to be the biting sting and soothing saturation in every drop of rain.
I want to exist as the current of electromagnetism that surges and scintillates through every bolt of lightning.
I want to be as elusive and unpredictable as the unsettled wind.
I want there to be no doubt I AM here, no doubt I WAS here, and absolute uncertainty of my return.
Aug 16, 2020
Aug 16, 2020 at 11:44 AM UTC
Three years ago today, the moment he walked through the door, it wasn't deja vu, it was a memory of a fantasy I played out in my mind hundreds of times as a little girl, as a teenager, as a woman, finally catching up in real time - a fantasy of a man I would meet someday who would be all I could ever desire in a lover, friend, and husband.
Three years ago today, the moment he walked through the door, standing 6' 14", I recognized him immediately as the nameless, faceless man I imagined for years and I finally felt alive! authentic! electric!
Three years ago today, the moment he walked through the door, I fell irrevocably in love and I never want to put myself back together again.
Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 11:27 PM UTC
Regardless of our struggles, stresses, worries, and insecurities,
I love him.
I could lose everything in this world, but as long as I still have him,
I have everything.
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 11:47 AM UTC
Like a sinful seduction, I slip off the edge of sleep,
my eyes are drawn to the darkest shadows of my room... kinetically searching...
I seem to penetrate them, my mind breathes life into them,
they begin to stir and morph into the preludes to my peculiar dreams,
bizarre at first until inevitably familiar,
as if I had lived them indefinite times in the past... and infinite times in the future... remembering... becoming... unfiltered and unaffected...
my subconscious is my truth, awakened by my dreams.
I long to remain lost in this ethereal bliss.
Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 8:51 AM UTC
Every day, I am convinced I couldn't be any more in love with him, but I will be...
Next week, tomorrow, even minutes from now.
I used to feel as if love was contained solely within my heart, but not with him;
With him, I am BECOMING love...
with my entire being.
Apr 11, 2018
Apr 11, 2018 at 11:35 AM UTC
He is my ambitious sunrise
He is my blazing setting sun
He is the seduction of cobalt twilight
He is temperance undone
He is my luminous moon
His celestial eyes, the only stars within my sky
He is my world
He is my love
He is my why
Mar 12, 2017
Mar 12, 2017 at 7:38 PM UTC
Do you recognize me?
I remember YOU.
No, we will not SEE each other after death;
we will BE each other after death,
as we also were before life.
You will realize that I am you and you are me;
we are everyone and everything, even now.
We are synchronous... simultaneous... endless...
We are LOVE...ALL of us.
❤
Jan 30, 2017
Jan 30, 2017 at 7:33 PM UTC
There he is...standing in my doorway...
towering...smiling...glistening with confidence.
Is he real? Am I awake?
I have fallen so hard and so deep.
I no longer care where I am or who I am,
as long as he is mine.
Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 6:47 PM UTC
when I tell you I love the rain
it is because I love the way it feels on my skin
when I tell you I love the moon
it is because I love the way it looks back at me
when I tell you I love you
it is because I love you
May 14, 2016
May 14, 2016 at 9:37 AM UTC
voice in whispered tone
like breathy saxophone
I hold a longing moan
within
fingers through my strands
ruin all my plans
the way your calloused hands
grip skin
lips that taste like truth
of gin and dry vermouth
pierced by sinking tooth
and sin
I memorize your face
as I fade from this place
forgetting all that time and space
has been
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 9:33 PM UTC