lostcause - Hello Poetry

i used to be independent making every move on my own. but now i seek guidance on everything i need done. i want to say i lost myself but i don’t know where. it’s almost as if the further i get away from you i slowly disappear. it’s been years since i’ve even seen you, or heard your soft voice. but i know you still think of me because you’ll check on me every few months. i tell you i’m doing great because in reality i am. but beneath the layers there’s pain that i don’t think anyone knows that’s there. i try to stay busy and keep people near but i have so much emotion that it’s hard to conceal. i still run from my problems if you ever wondered i don’t have the strength to face them head on. i lost that in you and never regained that. but one thing you did teach me is how to love deep and that is something i’ll never forget just like you i’ll never forget.

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Nov 16, 2019

Nov 16, 2019 at 8:36 PM UTC

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i used to be independent making every move on my own. but now i seek guidance on everything i need done. i want to say i lost myself but i don’t know where. it’s almost as if the further i get away from you i slowly disappear. it’s been years since i’ve even seen you, or heard your soft voice. but i know you still think of me because you’ll check on me every few months. i tell you i’m doing great because in reality i am. but beneath the layers there’s pain that i don’t think anyone knows that’s there. i try to stay busy and keep people near but i have so much emotion that it’s hard to conceal. i still run from my problems if you ever wondered i don’t have the strength to face them head on. i lost that in you and never regained that. but one thing you did teach me is how to love deep and that is something i’ll never forget just like you i’ll never forget.

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if i wrote my future all would be changed from the way i was raised to the thoughts in my brain if i wrote my future no love would be lost so i’d stand right beside you no matter the cost if i wrote my future i’d bring nothing but peace and save you from sorrow and the darkness that creeps if i wrote my future you’d still be here but you wrote my future and i did nothing but stare

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Jan 31, 2019

Jan 31, 2019 at 12:36 PM UTC

If I Wrote My Future

if i wrote my future all would be changed from the way i was raised to the thoughts in my brain if i wrote my future no love would be lost so i’d stand right beside you no matter the cost if i wrote my future i’d bring nothing but peace and save you from sorrow and the darkness that creeps if i wrote my future you’d still be here but you wrote my future and i did nothing but stare

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look up, you’ll see the stars look down, you’ll see the grass look back, you’ll see your past look ahead, you’ll see your future me, i see you in every direction you are there always

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Jan 19, 2019

Jan 19, 2019 at 7:10 PM UTC

compass

look up, you’ll see the stars look down, you’ll see the grass look back, you’ll see your past look ahead, you’ll see your future me, i see you in every direction you are there always

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i’m so tired of the way i live, with no sense of purpose a book with no end but once i met you my life was reborn, i feel that suddle spark i once felt before and although i am frightened by the power you hold, i will give you all of me in hopes you’ll love me whole

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Apr 29, 2018

Apr 29, 2018 at 11:28 PM UTC

another fall

i’m so tired of the way i live, with no sense of purpose a book with no end but once i met you my life was reborn, i feel that suddle spark i once felt before and although i am frightened by the power you hold, i will give you all of me in hopes you’ll love me whole

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you are not mine, but sometimes i pretend that you wish you were i created this dream that you secretly wanted me but i often forget its just something i've made up

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Jan 17, 2017

Jan 17, 2017 at 11:21 AM UTC

blue dream

you are not mine, but sometimes i pretend that you wish you were i created this dream that you secretly wanted me but i often forget its just something i've made up

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i look to the sky as if it has all my answers the sunrise, the sunset, the stars but what if it lays further then the eye what if its what you feel when you look into the sky.

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Jan 13, 2017

Jan 13, 2017 at 11:27 AM UTC

a n s w e r s

i look to the sky as if it has all my answers the sunrise, the sunset, the stars but what if it lays further then the eye what if its what you feel when you look into the sky.

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to my beautiful mess - you were my rock when I was weak, you were my anchor when I was crazy, you were my calm when I was wild.. but I never got to show you because my pride stood in my way. I look for you still, and hope one day to find you.. but until that day comes.. I wish you the best.. I love you

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Mar 16, 2016

Mar 16, 2016 at 12:17 PM UTC

Angel

to my beautiful mess - you were my rock when I was weak, you were my anchor when I was crazy, you were my calm when I was wild.. but I never got to show you because my pride stood in my way. I look for you still, and hope one day to find you.. but until that day comes.. I wish you the best.. I love you

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today I sat in an empty parking lot listening to everyone of your favorite songs.. guess I'm not over you

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Mar 2, 2016

Mar 2, 2016 at 4:43 PM UTC

exchange