I am at peace with my pain
I feel the flames
and I no longer mind the burning
They cook my skin
sizzling
smoking
And I do not mind
I feel the holes burned in my body
And I do not mind
They are just there
A part of me in the same way that my nose sits on my face
Or my tongue lives in my mouth
I have stopped fighting
And I feel at peace
Feb 6, 2020
Feb 6, 2020 at 4:31 PM UTC
leave me where you found me
rotting among the flowers
the roses almost cover the stench
and if you squint
i'm almost pretty
the pink petals compliment my green skin
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 2:48 PM UTC
It’s easy to give up
When there’s nothing left to fight for
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 11:50 AM UTC
I guess she was the one
And I was just for fun
I don’t blame you
I don’t want me either
Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 11:35 PM UTC
You’re crying right now
I’m not
And there’s nothing that hurts more
Than to know you’re hurting more than me
Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 4:33 AM UTC
Everyone deserves love
Not everyone deserves your love
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 3:49 PM UTC
This pounding in my chest
It hurts my love
It hurts so much
Because my mind well it's decaying
And what used to help has stopped
Everything has stopped
So I need you
I need you to do me a favor
Take my heart
And unravel the veins
Like you're untying your shoelaces
Then kiss me tenderly
Let me close my eyes
And weave flowers in my hair
(daisies if you can)
And tip the mortician so she does a good job on me
Then when my body turns cold
And my lips are sealed with glue
Just know in my final moments
I was thinking of you
So wipe away your tears and get rid of that frown
Cause baby I'll be happiest when I'm in the ground
Apr 24, 2018
Apr 24, 2018 at 5:01 PM UTC
I just want someone to look at me and think
"How precious."
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 2:53 AM UTC