The deep pain in your eyes that you harbor
Anchored by the shackles of your own past
You keep it inside, never saying more
For you hoped this feeling would never last
But thirty years later nothing has changed
You are still drinking beer to keep afloat
And in those bars you wonder to no end
Like a sailor lost in his drifting boat
You do not know how to untie the ropes
That would definitely help set you free
So you ignore the leaking mess that drops
Each time the wind blows and angers your sea
One day you will reach shore and realize
That what you let drown truly mattered most
That so close you came to your own demise
And you will get why you came back to coast
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 3:08 PM UTC
It’s a longing that runs deep
It’s a fire that lights it
It’s a blaze that you seek
It’s a desire that falls neat
It’s a blush that you heat
It’s a lust that you whip
It’s a whisper that feels cheap
It’s a lump that you dip
It’s a tear that you lick
It’s a feeling that leaves quick
It’s a Lover who felt sick
Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 2:19 PM UTC
I long for a love that knows no bound
I long for a love yet to be found
I long for days spent in a daze
I long for days that set me ablaze
I long for your touch, so reverent
I long for your touch, so dependent
I long for a love that you could give
I long for a love that could never live
I long for the day you finally see
that we were wrongly meant to be
Dec 1, 2024
Dec 1, 2024 at 11:16 AM UTC
Sometimes I feel I don’t belong
And wonder, is it me who’s wrong
Should I lie in order to change
Or would I rather seek revenge
Fight for my life and my true side
That’s been hiding so deep inside
Or just decide it’s not worth it
That maybe right, was the culprit
What is the path I should follow
For what to choose, I do not know
Hero or foe, what will I gain
For in the end, one shall remain
Aug 29, 2023
Aug 29, 2023 at 10:50 AM UTC
I wish things had gone differently
That I’d no longer feel lonely
But that ringing in my ear
Oh is it killing me my dear
And why is the silence so loud
As sharp as noise heard in a crowd
Here staring blankly at the wall
I wonder, why can’t I be whole
The answers I have no yet found
To these questions stuck in my mind
Or maybe it’s that I am blind
And to all ‘ them I’ll remain bound
Apr 30, 2023
Apr 30, 2023 at 7:58 AM UTC
Maybe I was too much
Maybe I wasn't enough
How could I know?
My mind’s running wild
Please, will you shut it down
My tears are streaming down
I wish I could see your smile
My lover, my friend
So many holes that cannot mend
Had we known how it would be
Had we known it wasn't me
All those memories
They can tell so many stories
I wish I could share them with you
You'd realize how much it’s true
Maybe I was too much
Maybe I wasn't enough
How could I know?
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 9:34 AM UTC
I don’t know what love is
I don’t know how it feels
I don’t know the secret
I don’t know, is it kept
I wanna learn
I wanna earn
I wanna shout
I wanna doubt
Will it ever be found
This love waiting for me
Will it ever be found
This feeling deep inside me
Or am I just
destined to be...
... lonely.
Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 8:13 AM UTC
Tonight I have a heavy Heart
They shoved me in the dirt
Tears rolling down slowly
Why can’t I just be
Tonight I have a heavy Heart
Cannot control the hurt
Feelings are crushing me
Why can’t I just be
Tonight I have a heavy Heart
I wonder, will it stop
Ô my, heavy Heart
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 4:54 PM UTC