I’ve tried to find the right words for a while now, but nothing ever feels big enough to hold what I feel for you. Still, I need you to know this — I love you. Not just for who you are, but for who I’ve become because of you. Loving you has been one of the most beautiful things my heart has ever known.
From the very first Uber ride we shared, to me flipping you off and you still reaching over to hold my hand — I felt electric. It was like the universe was quietly smiling, saying, this is someone who’s going to matter. I didn’t know it then, but that moment changed me. There was something about your energy, your laughter, the way you looked at me — it felt like home and adventure all at once.
You walked into my life and changed the rhythm of my days. You brought light into corners I didn’t even realize were dim. You made ordinary moments feel like constellations — small, bright memories that I still carry with me when everything else fades to gray.
Getting the chance to love you has been one of the greatest gifts I’ve ever received. You taught me that love isn’t always measured in forever, but in the way it shapes us while it’s here. You gave me laughter that still echoes, peace I didn’t know I needed, and a kind of tenderness I’ll never forget.
Even though we aren’t together, my heart still carries you gently. There’s no anger, no regret — only gratitude and the quiet ache of something real. I love you in silence now, in memory, in the soft moments before I fall asleep when your name still crosses my mind. My love doesn’t ask for anything. It simply exists — steady, patient, and eternal.
You are the moon to my sun — the calm to my wild, the reflection that steadies my light. When I burned too bright, you taught me how to soften. When I dimmed, you shone enough for both of us. No matter what happens, no matter where life takes us, that energy — that electric pull between us — will always live inside me.
You’ll always be the person who taught my heart how to love without fear. You’ll always be the warmth I think of when I need to remember what love feels like at its most human. And even if time moves us apart, I’ll always find myself turning toward you — like the sun finds the moon, again and again.
No matter what happens, you’ll always have my love — honest, endless, and glowing softly beneath every version of who I become. 🌙☀️💛
Dec 8, 2025
Dec 8, 2025 at 12:33 AM UTC
I still miss you, and I still cry for you
but in the end, I will never have you.
you were my young love and
the rainbow at the end of the storm
but now all you are is an ache
in my tiny black heart
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 8:41 PM UTC
I walk in
I hope to find you
I hope to see those pearly whites
That brought a big wide grin to my face
Dear white chocolate mocha
Where are you
I am looking for you
Are you looking for me..?
I listen to a man, that goes by the name sheeran
When he sings it echoes in my ear
It’s like an anthem,
So sweet that the goddess of love can surely drink to
Dear white mocha,
I want to know your secrets
I want to watch the stars glow at night
White mocha most of all
I want to know what it’s like to fall and have you catch me
I want you to be my friend
Mocha I want to be able to be in sync
Instead of two
Can our souls intertwined to be one?
Dear white chocolate mocha do you know how to fix a broken girl ?
Aug 20, 2017
Aug 20, 2017 at 9:00 PM UTC
is a memory you wish would go away
a memory you want it to live far away from
how can you survive knowing
a broken memory wonders your mind
knowing that life has a way of escaping
knowing that at any moment your memory will come back
how can you heal
when they're still around
how can you love knowing
wether or not your love is fake or not
honestly the only thing i want from you
is to leave
P.s. take your broken memory too
Feb 20, 2017
Feb 20, 2017 at 10:55 PM UTC
To the men and woman all around the world
who have a list
a list that constantly corrupts them
i would like to say
I know..
i know how hard it is to let go
i know how scared you are
Just know you are not alone
just know that i am here
I know that i am just a voice
a voice that is millions of miles away
Having no true identity to who i am
or what i am exactly
the only knowledge you have
is a simple "i know."
I just wanted to say that i know how hard it is to keep up
i know how hard life can be
but just know you are not alone.
my love
my heart
and my soul
are one
and having a list creates
punctures that only
a miracle can heal
but i am sure that you already knew that
but please just know that i am here
and i know the pain you feel
i know the terrors you have
but just know to only
BREATHE....
BREATHING.. can help ease
writing help escape
and living can help
turn your list into just another little scar
a scar that will no longer bother you
but instead create you
it will make you a new
you
i believe that we can grow
i believe that we can love
and believe that
I can let go..
Feb 20, 2017
Feb 20, 2017 at 10:42 PM UTC
To the students of my school
I would like to say
I AM AFRAID OF YOU
I am afraid of that little voice in your head
The voice know as judgement
I'm afraid that if I do something I wanna do I'm gonna get glances from you
I'm scared if I sit at a table with you
You will tell me to leave just cause you,don't know me
I don't know if you remember this
but I remember how we were taught to not belong to a group
We were taught to be ourselves
We were taught to accept others
Yet everyday when I walk into school
I still see people in groups
Don't get me wrong I love the idea of ynou belonging somewhere. I also love the idea of finding people who you bond with
But still when I Walk farther into the depths of our school I see people who sit by them selves
People who still don't have an area to belong
Too
I see kids being laughed at
We are all so quick to judge a person
I guess we haven't heard DON'T jUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER
Do we ever look inside that book
I mean what's the reason to judge a person so quickly
What's the reason to leave a person out
What's the reason to leave a person like me out
I know this may, sound all cliche like
But believe me, I wouldn't be saying this if I didn't think it would need to be said
See if you truly knew me for who I was You would've known that I don't like talking in front of people
You would've know that death is something that haunts me
You would've know I suffer from anxiety and depression
See in all honesty here, I do not like the fact how, people I was friends with no longer talk to me.
Why is it that I feel I never got to their standers
If I'm honest I never got ur rule book on how to be your friend 101
I also do not like the fact how people feel the need to think they are better than everybody else
We are all Same
Why is it that nobody will say anything
Yet I am the only person up hero
Reading this to you
Which scares the **** out of me
Now see not all of you are bad
But some you are just mean
See I'm usually small like a bug
I don't bother you yet when you see me you just wanna squish me
I don't get the meaning of this
I've told you that before ,you don't judge a book by its cover
My only request is to the students in this room
I would like to say that don't you forget what we've talked about in this room. Don't forget that the world here is different than the world out there
Don't forget everything you learned here cause to be honest everything here is what you are going to need to survive out there.
See my voice is as small as a mouse but Today MY Words were LOuder THAN A BOMB
Aug 10, 2016
Aug 10, 2016 at 12:04 AM UTC
ring ring ring this is a call letting you know that your life is about to be a nightmare. A call telling you are the reason for all the troubles. A call letting you know, how much of a failure you are. A call confirming all your doubts. A call saying that I am the reason. The reason why everything ***** After you let them talk. The caller hangs up and you start to wonder is it truly me . Was I the cause , should i have been born. Then you replay the happiest moments. You start to say " I am not the problem" . You hope that you won't cry yourself to sleep tonight. You hope that tomorrow is a new day. You try to ignore the fact that you get that call. In reality that call has been added to the pile of disgrace. In the end you will label your self as disgrace, but that's ok cause it's only temporaryYou will soon find a new label and the old label will soon fade the day will come when I look back and see all the pain that people have cause me and I will simply yell **** YOU. And leave
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 6:50 PM UTC