So i sit here in a loss of words
Surrounded by the desert sands
How I miss the beach and fields
Where I grew up in my world
Impounded like you tied my hands
Suffering my fate is sealed
We are no more and that's for sure
I can't return to the place I love
My heart is torn in two
My actions will become impure
Like the burn of fates undone
And I won't ever let you have a clue
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 8:12 PM UTC
can i make a picture using?
just hear me out please
imagine the feel of the breeze
flowing off the beach
the taste of salt from the water
forget your bothers
watch the waves crash on shore
where life was born
smell the incoming storm in the distance
just absorb this instant
if a pictures worth a thousand words
then this poetrical image is worth....
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 10:43 AM UTC
let's be honest we dont have a clue
we just take life by the second
and we consider it true
truth be tale we got conned
here's a simple idea
tell this to them
they'll believe ya
no reason for the secrets
find a stranger
become their acquaintance
what's the danger
but here's my secret held in depths
it's mine and you cant have it
its hanging on my stale breath
all my friends were strangers once
all my strangeness will keep our distance
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 6:26 AM UTC
i smiled at her she smiled at me
it was almost instant
we smiled at dinner we smiled at breakfast
she smiled at me i smiled at memories
she smiled when she walked away
i smiled after she decided to stay
just a smile goes a long way more than any mile
so have a smile take a smile and go **** yourselves
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 6:01 AM UTC
i smiled at her she smiled at me
it was almost instant
we smiled at dinner we smiled at breakfast
she smiled at me i smiled at memories
she smiled when she walked away
i smiled after she decided to stay
just a smile goes a long way more than any mile
so have a smile take a smile and go **** yourselves
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 6:01 AM UTC
we all want to be
to be that person in the mirror
to have their strengths their figure
we all want to be
to be that person who's so courageous
to have a personality a lil spontaneous
we all want to be
to be the type who can take on the worlds
to stand strong through storms unfurled
but we cant all be those people so just just be yourself
and im sure someone will love you thru heaven and hell
you are you for a reason because there is only one
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 5:42 AM UTC
My first the curse
The inbetween
Sorry we couldn't be
My ex just ***
The inbetween
Thanks for being clean
My wife for life
The future
Isn't always for sure
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 5:05 AM UTC
My first the curse
The inbetween
Sorry we couldn't be
My ex just ***
The inbetween
Thanks for being clean
My wife for life
The future
Isn't always for sure
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 5:05 AM UTC
her hair flowed like a river dancing in the dim light of the room
her figure held secrets and whispers that came alive in the moon
her voice held the power of a volcano with the touch of a dream
she devoured me whole and swallowed my entire being
i held her tight that night and the next day she begged me to stay
she had these moments where i left and the games began to play
it was a competition that i wanted no part of for my own ambition
i wasnt second but i was top two and she only increased in friction
had me under the gun with the power of her umm
i recoiled to a place that i never showed the sun
it was the darkest of days but the brightest of nights she'll never know the joys of the static noise i followed the bond of the wrong and the places it took me then i took her there and was not something she could bear i dragged you down and we had to scratch our way out from under ground
now her touch is that of a mother and the look in her eyes is that of a lover
her voice is that of a mentor her figure is that of a struggle
her scars are proof that i exist and the fact that i do is the reason for our kids
now i see the growth it holds me close
of his birth was when you learned your worth
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 4:34 AM UTC
These glasses hold power over my liver and my best
the fluids help me get by with my time before rest
ill strike the match to burn away the bridges
take a few to inhale the smoke of my addictions
laid to bed ill worship the flesh like its my altar
write a note leave a notch still i wont falter
tragic how i became a tragedy and threw away remembrance
fantastic how i live in a fantasy of some sense of a resemblance
frozen in my ways i feel deaths cold grasp
burning with passions of old times elapsed
hiding behind a glass and exhaling my fears
will time show the wear and tear through my years
i got my good pals jack and jim to talk me through the worst
i got a cloud of malboros to retain me from urge
i have you by my side my dear but I cant be I with you
say it aint true but i cant stop what im bound to put you through
time will reveal the secrets in the dirt laid to rest i hope they burn
stand by me and your bound to wanna forget somethin u wish u hadnt learned
but ill hold my tongue and you will let yours wild heads up hands down hearts crowned
i wish i didnt have that day when ill scar your beauty with a permanent frown
as for me i wont do the best i can
so ill apologize for not being a man
you have become quite the woman that i admire
im a ********* who loves to follow desire
words are just words pain is just hurt
love is just our disease
we do wat we must just to feel pleased
and ima ghost who cant outshine my past so please dont be so quick to get unraveled
by the path that my heart seems to travel
and its a shame that the sound of my footsteps as i walk away will resonate and seem to play a song that i wont ever forget from the day that im dead to you
im a wreck and its best to see me off im a beast that cant be fixed by the natural means
i drink and inhale the chaos of my own storm its the only way i feel comfortable so i apologize but you dont have to forgive
call me wat you want but dont call me in the morning because of cause and effect of affections you still have your life to live
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 4:19 AM UTC