lindsey-mccarty
American
My name is Lindsey McCarty, I am Thirteen Years old, I may be young but writing is a huge part of my life. It is the biggest passion of mine, and I plan on going farther into the writing business as I get older. I have already been published one time, and It will hopefully not be my last, I am one girl, with a lot of potential.
the world has not yet met the peace, when this battle's taking place
the men in their camo, doing us right
loved ones, and strangers doing their best
to keep the world peaceful, they fight
for all that is good in the world
they sacrifice by leaving their land behind
we pray for the strength of the courageous
and we give out our all to the ones who have died
while our loved ones are over seas serving
we'd love them to be safe and unharmed
although she's away, i'll think of her today
while she lays her pride down, and bears arms.
while we await their return from the treacherous journey
families eager and anxious to finally embrace
with their trooper that has been gone for so long
to finally see her face to face
they unboard the passengers, dressed head to toe in grey and green
as women men and children jump ut of their seats
cuz we all know, that now she's home
that hole in a families heart, that missing part, is finally complete <3
Dec 18, 2010
Dec 18, 2010 at 1:11 PM UTC
I don't care where were going
Or how we get there
If it carries my freedom
I'll travel anywhere
I want to run free of shackles
And breathe in the pride
I swear I won't waste one more second
Of this beautiful ride
Now that I've actually
Seen and been through bad times
I must come together
And hear the Earth's chimes
Listen carefully
To what he had to do
He sacrificed his life for us
For the sins existence of me and you
So look over his actions
And don't waste your life
Live every moment as if it's last
Overcome all grief and strife
Take a walk through a meadow
And listen to his creations
For what he's made there's nothing like it
His extraordinary sensations
Jul 15, 2010
Jul 15, 2010 at 6:24 PM UTC
Baby, there's no other,
No someone else,
It's hard to balance this love,
Feelin' like my heart's on stilts
Can't look down,
No, I can't turn around,
They say to love with your life,
But, I don't know how,
Baby, these walls,
They're crashing down,
Just wish you were here to see me now.
Her heartbeat gets faster,
At last her,
Lungs give out,
She's bleedin,
Just wishin' she was dreamin',
She don't want this life no more,
So used to droppin' and leavin'.
But this game she's playin',
All it does is mess with her heart,
Her soul shatters,
And falls apart,
At the scene,
Left with senseless scars.
Now she's screamin',
As her death's redeemin',
"I don't want this pain in my chest!"
Lord, put me to rest!
Never wake me up, bury me deep,
Make sure it's deep enough that n one will hear my screams.
No rear windows,
Can't change what's done,
Her soul lifts beyond the sun,
It wasn't supposed to be her, she wasn;t the one.
Lucky for her, the guilt lies within the holder of the gun.
Jul 15, 2010
Jul 15, 2010 at 6:18 PM UTC
So this is my fate?
This Rock hard
Silver Slate
Of Metal...
Stick it to my wrist, then shove a little.
Leads me t my thrush holding dream
Take me away to destiny,
Fantasy,
All my blood inside of me
Gushing Out,
Rushing out,
No other ways to get out!
So I depart,
Broken heart, new start.
No more decisions to be decided
No more laws to be abided
Hell, Imma do what I want, and say what I like,
Yah know why niggah'? I run this life.
Ain't no one gonna tear me down,
Shoo, listen hear baby, I own this town.
Don't waste yur time trying to flip a frown
This one's solid, like cemented ground
If yah like what yah see
I'll break down to my knees
Begging you to set me free
Emotionally, mentally
Anyway, let go of me!
Burst my brains out, so I know how you feel
Baby, these emotions are too unreal
As I leave your ring
Beside your bed,
Kiss your head,
Light the match,
No lookin' back,
Burn myself to the mother ******* ground,
Ashes, ashes, my body falls down.
Jul 15, 2010
Jul 15, 2010 at 6:08 PM UTC
You're my honey, my sweetheart, my one true love,
Your touch releases me, as twelve freed doves
Everytime I dance into your unescapable stare,
I frequently realize the pure burning we both share
As our feelings flee, hands melt to eachother,
When I look into your eyes, I can't dream of loving any other.
I couldn't imagine a life, with any meaning at all,
As i sink into my black hole, you are there to catch my fall.
You made my heart beat with a more vast sensation,
Your lips on my neck, now I'm losing concentration.
The love and lust are what keeps my soul alive,
You were what was right for my spirits to rise.
Jul 15, 2010
Jul 15, 2010 at 6:01 PM UTC
Will we ever see eachother eye to eye?
Or will everything you told me turn out as a lie?
Everywhere I turn, I see your name, it's on the wall.
Too weak to bear this heartache, my hope begins to slowly fall.
Hope for happiness has vanished, nothing to look forward to.
Wearier to discover my love was but a joke to you.
My whole body begins to shake as I imagine a life without a guide.
I still feel the spark between us, even after you cheated and lied.
I'm beginning to notice all of this is a game you've created inside your head.
I set my heart to every lie you fed me, believed every 'I love you' said.
As I wollow, becoming more hopeless with every shortened breath.
To careless to live, awaiting for the day of my welly yearned death.
My dripping wrists are being scraped with this tiny shard of rust.
So this is my alternative to our passionate lust?
If pain is all that gives me drive to live.
I'll pick up every scent of my blood and breathe it all in.
I've replaced the moaning and pleasure for sobs of agony.
If only you did care that soon, you'll be the death of me.
Exempt from a heart beating in my chest, I start to drift away.
Her whole body, numb and broken, getting sicker everyday.
No one cares for her goodbyes, as she prepares to leave.
Her only choice was to die without love, or so she did believe.
With bloodshot eyes, and her soul still shading rotten.
Her red blood goes out to the girl this cold world has forgotten.
Jun 25, 2010
Jun 25, 2010 at 10:26 PM UTC
Why do I try oh so hard
For love I never will recieve
I convince myself to fall for you
And your sickening lie, I believe
I give it my all, for us
To be passionate together
But I'm wobbling on this platform
And your heart controls the lever
My heart has been blackened
Beyond what most would attempt repair
Left sobbing in pure darkness
With brown eyes flooded with despair
Heartbreak's first form of agony
Awaiting pain to slash me deep
Just when I starve for your warmth the most
My heart to cold for you to heat
So I scream to the heavens "Why do I live?"
Am I doing this only to breathe
This forsaken love, that never existed
In which I still try to believe.
Jun 16, 2010
Jun 16, 2010 at 8:58 PM UTC
His voice so soft, his stare is controlling
My head's way up in space, he has my eyes rolling
They are so far back in the pit of my head
So I can picture him holding me closely instead
As I sit, his arms embrace my touch
When I fall for him, he'll be there as my crutch
I listen to his heartbeat, racing in the dark
We lay under the moon, just counting the stars
I twine my fingers into his nicely
We both get lost under the whoosh of the night sea
In one another's stare, hearts pulsing and burning
Getting closer each moment to what my lips are yearning
He reaches slightly forward, wipes the bang from my cheek
Through the pushed strand, he makes it so I cannot speak
We melt as one, as he kisses me, my head's in mars
He holds me tight, forever, as we lay and count the stars.
Jun 8, 2010
Jun 8, 2010 at 6:03 PM UTC
I try and keep it camoflauged
So no one else becomes alarmed
Since I keep it shadowed so well
Twice as badly I get harmed
Attmpts at doing away with this pain
To start off A new day fresh
But all I can see are these echoed memories
That keep on burning through my flesh
Screaming out, I'm on my knees
Alone with nobody to catch my fall
Keep getting shoved down further
To save my breath, I start to crawl
Spasms burst straight through my chest
My torso sinks to the tile floor
Right when I thnk it finally has ended
It's round two and round three, leaving me bruised up and soar
Clueless, I am dying
With not one person to lend me a hand
Way too weak to move a muscle
Feeling as if I never will stand
As depression explores the rest of myself
Spreading through like a fatal disease
I relentlessly let it **** me
The pain in my heart is finally at ease
Jun 8, 2010
Jun 8, 2010 at 5:50 PM UTC
Memories, darkness, unforgettable pain
My weariness is your sickening gain
Falling into your stupid, mind-boggling game
Each and every time, it's always the same.
This trickery has led me straight into a deep black hole
They call it depression, I say it's my soul
Sit, cry, review my sorrow
Hoping and wishing I see no tomorrow
These scars I have thrashed so deep in my wrists
Are all my crushed dreams will consist of
When you abandoned me, terrified, alone
I accepted hell was my only home
Getting used to the hurt, entering day in and day out
Now that my mind has freed itself, nothing else to think about
To call this suicide, would simply be a crime
This reoccuring process, is what has caused me to die
As i pick up the barrel, this seems like my only escape
Finger hesitates on the trigger, eager to enter my only fate
Sweat gushes out, and tears pour out of my eyes
At innocent gunpoint, because of your lies
This room's getting darker, spinning as my vision blurs
She fires a bullet, his selfishness was what murdered her
As she lay deceased, sprawled out in her ****** blood
Tears and fear dismiss her body, her hope begins to flood
Free from the sopping red river, she is away from all anguish
How she begs god to forgive her, this was her only wish
As god began to speak, in her life, he took control
He did what he thought was right, before the devil plunged her soul
When her family arrives, to her flesh on the floor
The scene will leave them confused and soar
All she would say, is the pain had led her to a style of strife
She took the one exit that would exempt her from her life
May 18, 2010
May 18, 2010 at 6:09 PM UTC