**** my ****** up heart
with it's
****** up love
and ****
Apr 1, 2020
Apr 1, 2020 at 4:21 PM UTC
I miss the pitter patter
the wake ups
the chit chat
moments of waiting for coffee.
I miss the dread of knowing
this was it
but I was still
I was still in it.
The game I would
make of it
in my head.
The current state of things
just feels
all too familiar.
Thank god for the
music though.
The music brings me
back to
excitement
memories
and life.
Bye E
Apr 1, 2020
Apr 1, 2020 at 4:17 PM UTC
If they can love....
But is she dependent
on her love to him
to secure her own identity?
Feb 17, 2020
Feb 17, 2020 at 3:14 PM UTC
and with fire and color
and all her might,
she charged at the world
without any fright.
because she did not want to waste
any more of her days
without having those sunrays
in her life.
she knew she was dying
just as everyone else,
and with this mindset,
a beautiful life manifested itself.
May 22, 2019
May 22, 2019 at 4:23 PM UTC
count, count, counting
the numbers will hurt
trying to fit into that skirt
thinking all of your body is amounting
each bite and breath
pause to question each piece
but you know the battle will never cease
the best outcome may result in death
everything that you once had will be stripped away
the flesh, bone, and skin
will make room for that clothes pin
until you realize you're in a tailspin
but you thought you were really happy anyway
Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 2:51 PM UTC
Hi.
I told you.
I whispered it to you in the night.
But the moon rays
and the chilled wind
swept my words away
before they met your ears.
To be continued.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 3:27 PM UTC
Somewhere through the trees, there's a break.
A break where the light can shine through to light up the earth.
The ground cracks
and crumbles
and becomes green again.
Allowing life to persevere.
Bear steps once,
and bear steps twice.
And eternity can go on
through memories.
Images of the past that last all of a lifetime
in the sun's eyes.
We can only know that that
the greatness will grown
and the bear will keep going.
But the sun knows it all.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 3:26 PM UTC
Real life is on our fingertips.
The flick of a feather.
Real life is on the tips of our tongues.
Words stuck in the middle of your open throat.
Real life is in the air beneath our feet when we run.
But every time we leave the ground,
gravity announces our place
on this earth once more.
Real life floats through our minds.
When that song
begins to play,
and the rhythm
makes our bones become alive again
But the song must come to an end eventually.
Real life
is out there.
Every day.
We're making it.
We're making it.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 3:23 PM UTC
I did it.
That's all she wrote.
But she didn't understand
it had all
just
begun.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 3:17 PM UTC
Pin needles in my head
in my arms.
My feet feel sharp.
My knees won't bend right.
Can't support my own weight.
Try
and stumble.
Try again
and fall.
I am weak with strength
and I am happy with weakness.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 3:16 PM UTC