When she sees him
it feels as if she has fallen down the rabbit hole
her heart pounds out of her chest at the sound of his voice.
overwhelmed
emotions overtake all logic
day is night and night is day
two souls were never so star crossed
he was the darkness
she was the light
one could not be without the other
and together they created beautiful masterpieces in the sky
but their togetherness was always so fleeting
moments that could not fully be captured
one always hoping to catch the other
always wishing their time together could last longer
but time never stood still long enough.
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 1:03 PM UTC
I’m screaming your name
but no noise comes out.
The air is suffocating
Walls are crashing down around me
I'm lost in this world
It's moving so fast.
Just Blurred lines
solid figures.
I need you to hear me
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC
All it took was a glance
a quick look out the corner of my eye
I was spiraling
I didn’t know
what to do
what to say
who to be
who you were
at that moment
so much time had passed
we were different you and I
both of us lost in this big world
not really sure what to do
one of us more so than the other
you seemed okay without me
but I wasn’t okay without you
You purposely hurt me
flirting with other girls in front of me
taking names, numbers
we were supposed to be “friends”
even though we could never be friends
we liked each other
or so I thought
It worked so well
but failed so hard
Im stuck on you
and a glance was all it took.
Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 8:11 PM UTC
Heavy eyelids,
Sleepless nights,
Trying to fill a void within,
Cold toes,
socks on,
A stranger settles in
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 8:03 PM UTC
I remember that it hurt, seeing you hurt.
These lives we lead so different but intertwining;
Each filled with its own pain and anguish.
I don't want it to hurt.
I just want everything to be the way it was before
When I was slowly falling for you
When there wasn't a care in the world
There was only you & I
But right now,
everything hurts.
Being with you hurts.
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 10:30 PM UTC
My toes are numb,
My fingers ice.
I'm freezing like the winter ground.
There's a drafty window the resides within.
I can only hope to feel warm again.
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 6:46 PM UTC
tick I cannot be the one who saves you,
tock for I cannot save myself.
tick My happiness is not the issue,
tock it's the darkness that breeds within.
tick Dreams turn into Nightmares,
tock always drowning in the end.
tick Gasping for breath,
tock tight hands around my neck.
tick A flashing white light
tock before the darkness surrounds me.
tick There's a monster in my closet,
tock please don't let it in.
tick My blank expression
tock scares you.
*tick Well, I'm too scared to
tock let you in.
tick My thoughts are filled with turmoil,
tock hidden from all I know.
tick I don't know how to express myself but,
tock I'm feeling rather numb
tick You're all sitting,
tock waiting for my explosion,
and time is running out...
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 6:37 PM UTC
Life passes by like a pendulum swinging...
Back and forth...
Back and forth...
Fast at first, but eventually slowing to a halt..
Where it stops until it's able to begin again...
May 5, 2013
May 5, 2013 at 5:21 PM UTC
I want to be the tips of the branches of the tallest tree..
Forever touching the sky,
Wind constantly flowing around me...
Through me.
Apart of the earth
But skyward bound...
May 5, 2013
May 5, 2013 at 5:20 PM UTC
I'm alone.
Secluded.
Left with only my thoughts.
The barren cold environment fills my lungs with frigid winter air.
Sharp and painful.
May 5, 2013
May 5, 2013 at 5:19 PM UTC