lilianmike - Hello Poetry

Drag me down I don't want to be found Drown me in You're a beautiful sin Just like a cigarette Inhale me into your lungs And I'll flow through your veins The addiction will drive you insane. Don't exhale me out You're the oxygen I need I'm far too deep Without you I'll no longer breathe.

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Jan 31, 2016

Jan 31, 2016 at 12:31 PM UTC

You.

Drag me down I don't want to be found Drown me in You're a beautiful sin Just like a cigarette Inhale me into your lungs And I'll flow through your veins The addiction will drive you insane. Don't exhale me out You're the oxygen I need I'm far too deep Without you I'll no longer breathe.

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And i'm a dreamer, my reality is a schemer take a look through my brain you'll see insanity is what keeps me sane. I drown in feelings that i can't explain, stumble upon people who wouldn't feel the same. I ponder the question of why it wouldn't change. Doubt myself? yes, all the time. For something so beautiful to believe could ever be mine. So much to confess, to set off the stress can't seem to say a word and don't wanna be depressed. Kinda like a gravitational force, you hold me down When in silence I still hear your enchanting sound. I try to keep my distance but what if ill actually have a chance. wait, i kid myself too much someone like me; would never be enough. I'm sorry I'm not her, I won't try to ****** you to get your attention Let me earn your time, show you i care. A one time thing is not in my intention. All those little things about you I wanna be able to see it all through. Crazy, maybe Ive been lately I don't know you yet, but you could be the missing part of me. If you don't want me to, ill let you be. Tell me i'm in over my head But i know your fragile heart has been misled. Your mesmerising eyes have had enough tears shed. i'm sorry for hiding behind poetry, it's the only way to tell you my story. You're probably caught up on someone else and your friends don't think my feelings make sense. It shouldn't take so long when you're sure I wanna get to know you, that's all I'm asking for. We never know what lurks beneath the sea and just like the sea you're a mystery there's more to you than what they see a smile to cover up the missing pieces. You deserve the time and effort someone to give you shelter and comfort. maybe you want to leave it all behind the pain, the lies, and the things that messed up your mind. I don't know all of you but it wasn't hard to know you're one of a kind. i'm not coming off too strong, please don't get me wrong i just had to get it out of my chest before it devours my very last breath.

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Jan 31, 2016

Jan 31, 2016 at 10:27 AM UTC

confession

And i'm a dreamer, my reality is a schemer take a look through my brain you'll see insanity is what keeps me sane. I drown in feelings that i can't explain, stumble upon people who wouldn't feel the same. I ponder the question of why it wouldn't change. Doubt myself? yes, all the time. For something so beautiful to believe could ever be mine. So much to confess, to set off the stress can't seem to say a word and don't wanna be depressed. Kinda like a gravitational force, you hold me down When in silence I still hear your enchanting sound. I try to keep my distance but what if ill actually have a chance. wait, i kid myself too much someone like me; would never be enough. I'm sorry I'm not her, I won't try to ****** you to get your attention Let me earn your time, show you i care. A one time thing is not in my intention. All those little things about you I wanna be able to see it all through. Crazy, maybe Ive been lately I don't know you yet, but you could be the missing part of me. If you don't want me to, ill let you be. Tell me i'm in over my head But i know your fragile heart has been misled. Your mesmerising eyes have had enough tears shed. i'm sorry for hiding behind poetry, it's the only way to tell you my story. You're probably caught up on someone else and your friends don't think my feelings make sense. It shouldn't take so long when you're sure I wanna get to know you, that's all I'm asking for. We never know what lurks beneath the sea and just like the sea you're a mystery there's more to you than what they see a smile to cover up the missing pieces. You deserve the time and effort someone to give you shelter and comfort. maybe you want to leave it all behind the pain, the lies, and the things that messed up your mind. I don't know all of you but it wasn't hard to know you're one of a kind. i'm not coming off too strong, please don't get me wrong i just had to get it out of my chest before it devours my very last breath.

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Tell me it's okay Tell me I can't say anything to make you stay Tell me im not the reason you're walking away I'm out of breath And we are out of time I guess I'm not good enough I was holding onto something that was never mine I don't want to say goodbye but I'll see you in my dream tonight And darling you'll be my kryptonite.

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Jan 31, 2016

Jan 31, 2016 at 10:15 AM UTC

Tell me

Tell me it's okay Tell me I can't say anything to make you stay Tell me im not the reason you're walking away I'm out of breath And we are out of time I guess I'm not good enough I was holding onto something that was never mine I don't want to say goodbye but I'll see you in my dream tonight And darling you'll be my kryptonite.

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And this is where the story ends you see things that you don't expect you realise everyone only pretends and you are left alone to pick up whats left pain changes people and feelings fade can't seem to learn from the same mistakes you've made friends,hugs,smiles and love ain't it all fake all those secrets and excuses just to not break hide it all inside knowing you aren't fine we know all we have is time, but let's compromise there's no solution to the mind games and there's no one but yourself to blame. I tried my best to be everything you wished for but you still left me no solution but walking out the door again we're not lovers, we're not even friends I smile at your face but my heart is filled with disgrace because I was foolish enough to believe your lies I am not complaining but poetry is just my disguise you were a mistake and I learned my lesson I want to be with you now and you're still guessing So go ahead and enjoy your life without me at the end we'll see who will be laughing and who will be in misery I know I don't need you but I was just hoping this would last I have gotten over you you were my first but you're not going to be my last.

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Jan 30, 2016

Jan 30, 2016 at 9:05 PM UTC

final words

And this is where the story ends you see things that you don't expect you realise everyone only pretends and you are left alone to pick up whats left pain changes people and feelings fade can't seem to learn from the same mistakes you've made friends,hugs,smiles and love ain't it all fake all those secrets and excuses just to not break hide it all inside knowing you aren't fine we know all we have is time, but let's compromise there's no solution to the mind games and there's no one but yourself to blame. I tried my best to be everything you wished for but you still left me no solution but walking out the door again we're not lovers, we're not even friends I smile at your face but my heart is filled with disgrace because I was foolish enough to believe your lies I am not complaining but poetry is just my disguise you were a mistake and I learned my lesson I want to be with you now and you're still guessing So go ahead and enjoy your life without me at the end we'll see who will be laughing and who will be in misery I know I don't need you but I was just hoping this would last I have gotten over you you were my first but you're not going to be my last.

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Get me high Then Give me a paper and a pen And I will fill it with words That you can't even comprehend Ill take you on a journey beyond ancient history further to the future you can be my student I will be your tutor dive into my criminal mind but try not to drown seeing too much might get you blind it's a roller coaster that goes round and round endless doors to open many secrets hidden sins that can't possibly be forgiven pure love that's forbidden decisions mixed with confusion a mystery with no solution journey of illusions your reality is filled with false conclusions Just as the high wares off and the clouds are above my head again I put aside my pen And the journey comes to an end.

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Jan 30, 2016

Jan 30, 2016 at 9:04 PM UTC

high

Get me high Then Give me a paper and a pen And I will fill it with words That you can't even comprehend Ill take you on a journey beyond ancient history further to the future you can be my student I will be your tutor dive into my criminal mind but try not to drown seeing too much might get you blind it's a roller coaster that goes round and round endless doors to open many secrets hidden sins that can't possibly be forgiven pure love that's forbidden decisions mixed with confusion a mystery with no solution journey of illusions your reality is filled with false conclusions Just as the high wares off and the clouds are above my head again I put aside my pen And the journey comes to an end.

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Here we go again, here's where i start to complain and you pretend to know my pain. each time it's harder to explain, when i'm always feeling the same. My mind is stuck in a maze and i thought it was just a phase. I can't seem to run or hide The silence is killing me inside. My feelings are kept aside where my heart is left on a broken ride. like adam levine says "I lied to my heart because i thought you felt it" and now i'm trying to forget it. Take the very last breath left in me exhale it into the sea, let it flow and i'd finally be free. The light begins to fade away and my skies are filled with grey I get on my knees and pray, pray for a godforsaken light as I sit alone in this cold lonely night. I wanna tell you how i feel, yell out to you so you would hear but every time i see you nothings clear, i close my eyes and you disappear. They say i'll know when love is real, but it's hard to believe when you're committing to a devils deal. Love is a curse and a damsel in distress we are fooled by what we see angels that are devils in all reality. We inhale toxic that are human beings we let them in so deep, they clog up what we need in order to breathe. They devour the blood in our veins, leaving us with nothing but insanity in our brains. I'm a train wreck and I've mislead my way trying to find a will to live another day. I can honestly say i'm lost, there's nothing left of me but my ghost.

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Jan 30, 2016

Jan 30, 2016 at 9:00 PM UTC

ghost

Here we go again, here's where i start to complain and you pretend to know my pain. each time it's harder to explain, when i'm always feeling the same. My mind is stuck in a maze and i thought it was just a phase. I can't seem to run or hide The silence is killing me inside. My feelings are kept aside where my heart is left on a broken ride. like adam levine says "I lied to my heart because i thought you felt it" and now i'm trying to forget it. Take the very last breath left in me exhale it into the sea, let it flow and i'd finally be free. The light begins to fade away and my skies are filled with grey I get on my knees and pray, pray for a godforsaken light as I sit alone in this cold lonely night. I wanna tell you how i feel, yell out to you so you would hear but every time i see you nothings clear, i close my eyes and you disappear. They say i'll know when love is real, but it's hard to believe when you're committing to a devils deal. Love is a curse and a damsel in distress we are fooled by what we see angels that are devils in all reality. We inhale toxic that are human beings we let them in so deep, they clog up what we need in order to breathe. They devour the blood in our veins, leaving us with nothing but insanity in our brains. I'm a train wreck and I've mislead my way trying to find a will to live another day. I can honestly say i'm lost, there's nothing left of me but my ghost.

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drowning in tears, drowning in sorrow said you'd never leave and you're gone by tomorrow. I can hear you whispering my name deep down memory lane. we keep arguing and it's driving us insane, you can't hear me and I can't hear you but we're both bleeding in pain. we're too busy keeping our pride when our love is being pushed aside. I can't promise you to be perfect or what you've always wanted but one thing for sure I'd never take you for granted. yeah my heart is small but my love is big I don't ask for much just don't treat Me like **** I act strong to defend myself it doesn't mean that you're not breaking through my shell. I care too much that's why I'm always kept on a shelf and I have no one else to blame but myself. I see the good in evil and the evil in good. trying to deny myself from loving you is one thing I never could. I make mistakes and so do you but if you hold it against me then there's nothing else I can do. why do we hurt the ones we love? when we know we can't live without them. we let the devil in with his venom flowing through our veins not giving a chance for the madness to get washed up in the rain. what happened to "I'll fight for you" now it's like I'll fight against you. does it truly matter who's right or wrong if it means losing the one thing that's keeping you strong? why can't we keep our madness to ourselves treat each other with love and respect that's what shows loyalty and I'm no royalty but I'm still a person who needs sympathy.

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Mar 21, 2015

Mar 21, 2015 at 3:41 PM UTC

Not a poem.

drowning in tears, drowning in sorrow said you'd never leave and you're gone by tomorrow. I can hear you whispering my name deep down memory lane. we keep arguing and it's driving us insane, you can't hear me and I can't hear you but we're both bleeding in pain. we're too busy keeping our pride when our love is being pushed aside. I can't promise you to be perfect or what you've always wanted but one thing for sure I'd never take you for granted. yeah my heart is small but my love is big I don't ask for much just don't treat Me like **** I act strong to defend myself it doesn't mean that you're not breaking through my shell. I care too much that's why I'm always kept on a shelf and I have no one else to blame but myself. I see the good in evil and the evil in good. trying to deny myself from loving you is one thing I never could. I make mistakes and so do you but if you hold it against me then there's nothing else I can do. why do we hurt the ones we love? when we know we can't live without them. we let the devil in with his venom flowing through our veins not giving a chance for the madness to get washed up in the rain. what happened to "I'll fight for you" now it's like I'll fight against you. does it truly matter who's right or wrong if it means losing the one thing that's keeping you strong? why can't we keep our madness to ourselves treat each other with love and respect that's what shows loyalty and I'm no royalty but I'm still a person who needs sympathy.

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Have fun like a teenager Play like a kid And be mature like an adult.

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Dec 23, 2014

Dec 23, 2014 at 2:39 PM UTC

just sayin.

Have fun like a teenager Play like a kid And be mature like an adult.

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I want to take back all the smiles I put on your face, all those memories I wish I could just erase. I don't wanna miss you or the look in your eyes cause every time I reminisce I remember the lies.

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Dec 21, 2014

Dec 21, 2014 at 1:41 PM UTC

I Hate you.

I want to take back all the smiles I put on your face, all those memories I wish I could just erase. I don't wanna miss you or the look in your eyes cause every time I reminisce I remember the lies.

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People tell you to speak your mind and we both know,you aren't worth their time. You begin to keep it inside and lie but yet you're still being criticized. They don't wanna see you sad but they also hate seeing you fine. They envy your happiness and are annoyed by your sadness. Truth be told, it's a cruel world.

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Dec 21, 2014

Dec 21, 2014 at 1:22 PM UTC

You can never please anyone.

People tell you to speak your mind and we both know,you aren't worth their time. You begin to keep it inside and lie but yet you're still being criticized. They don't wanna see you sad but they also hate seeing you fine. They envy your happiness and are annoyed by your sadness. Truth be told, it's a cruel world.

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