life-is-hard
I'm Sea. I am whoever I want to be. I can't find my way in life most of the time. My poetry reflects on that. I do not want to offend anyone because of my writings. I'm a junior in highschool with a part time job. fIts really hard just to get by. i know I always told my parent that i can't wait to be an adult but i don't want to be just an adult. I just want to be me.. / I just want my followers and those that have read my poems that I truly appreciate you for even looking at my things. You all are the reason I am writing. I strive to write the best to my ability for everyone. I love you all.
The pain of today has brought me to my knees.
Today is an anniversary of something that happened 2 years ago....
I disgraced my family.
I harmed myself.
I can't take it back either.
It's been haunting me since.
I got help but it didn't help me...
It gets worse but then it gets better.
Things have changed since then.
I've changed.
But not by much.
Even when things got to be too much I locked myself up...
I pushed people away.
I still do.
Nothing will change that...
Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 3:47 PM UTC
Anger
Throws one punch.
I can't fight it.
Ducks from another punch.
Why can't I control it.
Throws two punches.
I hate this feeling.
I am going to break and lash out.
Punches a wall.
Can't things go back to normal?
Nov 12, 2015
Nov 12, 2015 at 9:39 AM UTC
Why must love be so different.
I love many things but..
staying in love and not getting hurt.
Thats the problem.
Every time I fall in love wtih a guy or gal..
I get hurt.
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 3:32 PM UTC
Why am I so scared?
When will I be able to be who I really am?
Will I ever be accepted into society?
Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 10:00 AM UTC
Where have I gone?
Where is the real me?
Where is the little Siearra that doesn't care who laughs at her?
Why can't I be my old self again....
When can I stop caring?
Will I ever be the same?
No one should care about me...
Oct 22, 2015
Oct 22, 2015 at 11:27 AM UTC
What if we all were already dead?
What if we were sleeping in a fake reality that no one knows about?
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 10:15 PM UTC
Why does he not see that I'm in pain...
Can't he see that when he doesn't talk to me that it hurts..
Why does he do this?
I may be me but that doesn't mean he is hurting...
I try so hard but its not the best i can do i guess
Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 9:25 PM UTC
J.C. you make me feel like I'm the only person in the world when I'm with you. You make me so happy that no one can take you from me.
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 1:10 PM UTC
Why do people get mad?
What people do shouldn't get to you because it's their choice.
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 8:37 AM UTC
After all this life is young.
You may be old in your mind but you are young.
Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 10:10 AM UTC