It's hard to walk by you
without a look, or a word.
Like we never had anything.
But we both know we did,
and we both know,
that what we had,
was special.
And you can act like you don't care.
And you can act like we're strangers,
but baby I know more about you
than most people do.
And I've seen more of you,
than anyone else did
Mar 11, 2014
Mar 11, 2014 at 4:06 PM UTC
we're always looking for someone
who will love us,
who will take care of us,
who'll make us happy.
But as soon as we find someone who does,
we push them away.
Maybe we're just afraid to love.
Because the most painful thing is
losing someone you really like.
And maybe we're just afraid to be happy.
Because happiness can turn into sadness
so quickly.
Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 10:33 AM UTC
They always ask me
"Why is it so hard to trust?"
But the problem is
I tell people I love them,
when I don't.
I tell people I'm fine,
when I'm not.
So how can I trust others
if I can't even trust myself ?
Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 4:29 PM UTC
I love when everything is quiet
and all I hear is the sound of rain
ticking on my window.
It makes me feel comfortable
and calm.
And when I listen closely,
when I only focus on the rain,
I might even forget everything
for a little while.
Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 8:24 AM UTC
I love you
and I miss you more than anything.
And it hurts, that you´re not mine anymore.
And maybe it hurts even more that I caused it.
But believe me, I was just afraid.
What we had was beautiful.
But something so beautiful, can break so easily.
And I guess that´s why I pushed you away.
It wasn't my intention
to hurt you or to make you sad.
You were my all, and the most wonderful person I knew.
but now we're nothing more than strangers with memories.
I know we won't get back together and I'll accept the loss
But even though I don't deserve you,
I still hope that one day,
you'll walk back into my life, like nothing ever happened.
Nov 4, 2013
Nov 4, 2013 at 4:43 PM UTC
I wear my scars everyday
on the inside and outside
and it seems like they won't disappear
it seems like they want to stay
because they only become bigger
by every time I get hurt
every time I'm getting offended
and no one seems to care enough
to make sure that I get rid of them
I just need someone
who'll kiss my scars
instead of laughing at them
Someone who will love me for who I am
every single day
so that they won't grow bigger
so that I can be happy
for once ~
Nov 4, 2013
Nov 4, 2013 at 2:19 PM UTC