Unfortunately,
I'm stuck in the sea
Between you and me.
I swim relentlessly towards you,
but the sea never ends.
Tick tock and I forgot whom I'm longing for, and I'm lost in an unrelenting ocean of dread and misery.
Not knowing my starting point nor my destination, I find myself drowning in my own desolation.
I hear my name echo like thunder,
But the song of your voice resonates no more.
It lost its magic.
With all that surrounds me I feel nothing but blue. My mind no longer recalls what it means to be "Me and You".
Maybe had we met half way,
I'd still know who you are.
Aug 25, 2019
Aug 25, 2019 at 6:32 AM UTC
Anxiety... the bane to my existence
At the opportune time opposing my resistance.
Dragging me into an uncontrollable state of stress,
Where I stand idle, where I'm a mess.
All my insecurities resurface, and
I think that I can't handle this,
That I'm not that great after all.
That I'm not desirable in the eyes of all.
So I stand silent in desolation
In a state of isolation.
Where I wonder who would put up,
With this mishap of creation...
That happens to be me.
Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 1:05 AM UTC
In perpetual solitude I linger in the shadows.
Fragmented in which pieces to me are unbeknownst... unrecognisable.
Am I who I was or am I nothing but a memory of what I once were? Something other than me. A corrupted part of my insanity.
Maybe I am nothing more than lifeless flesh, rotting in perpetual solitude.
Nov 12, 2016
Nov 12, 2016 at 3:52 PM UTC
Tingling feelings in your chest,
A buzzing euphoria in your head.
The heavy breaths that fill your lungs.
The warmth of a touch long longed-for.
Lip to lip, a magic trick...
So easy to conjure
yet so difficult to come by,
A kiss, A kiss that's what I miss... in this lonely life of mine.
Two hearts racing in sync
Two souls combined.
The adrenaline rush...
A feeling undefined.
Yes truly inexplicable,
Yet sometimes described,
As hundreds of fireworks
exploding in your mind.
Aug 8, 2016
Aug 8, 2016 at 7:11 AM UTC
I'm wasting my young years,
Living in a cage of my own making.
Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 4:59 PM UTC
Walking in the midst of dark shadows,
In the silence through the meadows
I feel disconnected from reality,
Far from the world's true letality
I'm somewhere in between worlds,
A place without rules or rulers
A place without good and evil
Without any.... upheaval
It is in this place that I can be,
Be my true self, my mind set free
Thoughts run free, like horses in a meadow
In the midst of this dark shadow
Oct 31, 2015
Oct 31, 2015 at 3:57 AM UTC
Let thy soul into the darkness delve,
Where thou loses all thyself, ...Where;
slithering serpents slay so silent,
Like death's deadly scythe.
Deranged demon's deathly snare
Snatching people, unaware,
With such sweet nectar they thou compel,
So that willingly, thy soul thou sell.
A wolf in sheep's skin,
Juggling the lives of men's kin,
As if they were nothing,
but a game to win.
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 8:36 AM UTC
From within the darkest depths of my heart,
I feel it creeping start.
Shivers run across my spine
With every tick of the clocks passing time.
Slowly, slowly myself I loose,
doing things I do not choose.
My eyes turn dark, like a cloudy night
My skin turns pale, like the moon shining bright.
I hear a whisper from deep inside;
That tells me to ****** whom ever it decide.
And even though I wish not to comply,
Whatever it says, do shall I.
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC
I feel a deep void inside my chest,
where I once felt my heart.
That heart that once bet in my chest,
now can't restart.
It's dead and the hole it left;
***** joy like a black hole.
This life has shattered its core,
No wonder it beats no more.
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 2:13 AM UTC
Eversince my heart stopped beating,
My life just keeps repeating.
I can feel nothing, no sorrow, no pain;
There is something I just can't regain.
Life seems so out of reach, and;
Yet I still walk.
I eat flesh and blood just like my own,
Not knowing what is right or wrong.
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 3:23 AM UTC