There's a hole in my heart
It makes breathing so hard
You were so young it's so unfair
All I'm feeling is despair
You left me with no warnings
To deal alone with my mourning
You were my father, my hero
You helped me with my sorrows
Tell me who will teach me now
All about life, just tell me how
How can I go on with my life
When in my chest there's a knife
You were my everything
Now I'm just nothing
Aug 5, 2017
Aug 5, 2017 at 6:36 PM UTC
I've always been the good pal
not the one you take to the bal
I'll never be girly and cheesy
people'll maybe say I'm freaky
I'd rather wear snickers and jeans
than wait for the charming prince
I'm the one who likes junk food
not the girl this guy finds cute
I thought I was fine with that
but now I'm feeling kinda sad
I know I'm more like a dude
I hope that's just the prelude
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 1:05 PM UTC
Life is just unfair
I've always known that
First you lost your hair
Then you left too fast
You were **** strong
But still it wasn't enough
Anyway it couldn't last long
I know we never survive that stuff
I'll forever think you were too young
To leave us here with a fragile memory
You'll never see my sister have a son
Or assist to her wedding ceremony
I won't share anything more with you
Because of that stupid cancer
Grandma you know I love you
Yet I should have told you before
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 4:33 PM UTC
How did it feel ?
It hurt...
It hurt so much my heart broke
And my chest implode
It hurt so bad it made me sick
Now I just want to sleep
It hurt like it never had
I know my words sound sad
It hurt because it was real
And at first that wasn't the deal
It hurt just to think of it
Even for a little bit
It hurt to know I was wrong
To think it would last long
It hurt 'cause it had to
I just need to go through
It hurt but one day it won't
Since someone will heal my wound
Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 2:52 PM UTC
I keep making mistakes all the time
Without even learning my lesson
To me, life seems just so unkind
I often wish I was still seven
I regret pretty much everything
What I did and what I couldn't do
I'm not even good at forgetting
Even though I'd really like to
Aug 24, 2015
Aug 24, 2015 at 4:53 PM UTC
As soon as you allow yourself to love someone, you allow them to hurt you.
Maybe I just didn't want to be hurt...
Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 6:29 PM UTC
I don't care we're not together anymore
I don't care I may hurt sometimes
And I'm probably full of remorses
But that's not what makes me rhyme
I understand I didn't act the right way
And I know I'm hardly lovable
So I don't hate you for what you say
I just some times feel uncomfortable
I don't cry because you're definitely gone
I can imagine what you were thinking
But no, the worst is that you moved on
And I'm here in my bed, ...sinking.
Aug 16, 2015
Aug 16, 2015 at 10:46 AM UTC
I've lived all my life acting,
Acting like I was fine.
Only pretending,
Never showing what's behind.
Then I met you, something started,
But nothing changed anyway.
I didn't want to be broken-hearted,
So I let my feelings in the doorway.
At least that's what I thought
Cause when you left me,
My world just crumbled down.
I didn't know you were the key,
The only one that count.
After a while I couldn't handle more,
I had to talk, to cry, to share.
Now I know I won't do it anymore,
After all, life's just unfair.
and acting is my shield
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 4:43 PM UTC
I don't know if I loved you,
or if I loved being in love.
Maybe my ego hurt more than my heart,
cause I feel like for you I wasn't enough.
I don't know if I miss your fingers on my skin,
or only being so sweetly touched.
Perhaps you weren't the one,
but just one within much.
I don't know if I was happy with you,
or just glad to be in someone's heart.
It might not be what love was supposed to be,
but in fact, simply a false start.
Jul 15, 2015
Jul 15, 2015 at 5:23 PM UTC
Everytime you open your stupid mouth
I just want to stab you with knives
Each time I see your face I feel sick
Oh how I wish you could end in the Styx
It's not hate it's just pure disgust
You only deserve to bite the dust
Yes you were once important in my life
But that was before I thought twice
Now I'm finally moving on
You're nothing more than an old vision
Jul 10, 2015
Jul 10, 2015 at 12:53 PM UTC