
Left in the dark
walking, crawling, crying
Out of breathe
trembling, suffocating, dying
A faint sound
beating, stimulating, overwhelming
A spark of light
running, living, smiling
A rose that grew through concrete..
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 5:55 AM UTC
Poems are endured and love by the sad only
Songs are enjoyed by the ecstatic one's
To the broken, ignored and left lonely
The pure, loved and who smile like the sun
Everyone search one truly majestic
Only to be fooled, betrayed, a tragic
Soft touch and sweet kiss, love is chaotic
Climb, run, jump, save the world and be epic
Strange how the mind works, full of mysteries
And we become outsiders to ourselves
But we find ourselves making great stories
We alone suffer this fate to ourselves
Breathing, evolving to beautiful beings
Poems are written and the blissful one's sings
Nov 19, 2015
Nov 19, 2015 at 2:33 AM UTC
I walk
on a park so serene that birds gather on the tree tops to sing
a song that so nostalgic in a way you lighten up
and smile to embrace the setting sun an overwhelming feeling nonetheless
and you cannot ignore the view of the diving sun splattering depths of maroon
to the innocent clouds co-waltzing by with the grey blue sky so obvious
which only shows a beauty the nature can offer to the mortal eyes to see
the scenery is alluring that I would rather enjoy to sit under a tree
than to relax my body on a bench that are lined in an amusing way
facing the performance of the slow warm afternoon
I write
under a tree to feel the fullness of this afternoon scribbling poems
because in this way I feel amazingly close to nature that I appreciate every bit of it,
watching the butterflies playing a game of hide and seek while the one hiding
are the little pretty flowers rooted near the trees and the other rooted under the bench
and how I notice the trees are laughing cause the butterflies can’t seem to find the shy flowers
because in this spot I can see clearly what’s happening around me every bit of it
kids running around full of innocence and happiness not minding the butterflies
a lovers embracing each other like they are the only sweet thing around
and gaze at each other’s eye that seems likely make the time lingers
and look at the bench again that is not so far away from me
an uneasy feeling, a feeling of familiarity, a feeling of connection
just like me sitting alone under a tree a girl alone on her bench
I look
at you partly because you’re alone like me enjoying the dawdling afternoon,
partly because you have the beauty my very heart so desire,
partly because you make my heart skipped a beat this past few days,
partly because my love for you is growing every day I see you here and
it is not that hard to focused my all attention to you ignoring everything around me
even the love the couple emits with their embrace but you seem to be in trance
with the love the couple radiates and closely in your eyes melancholy tears fell
but still your even perfect when you cry and even angels weep to see you cry
maybe you miss the love you once have, maybe you feel so alone and so absorbed
that you feel there is no hope for the right one for you but only if you would look at me
here by the tree and I’ll give you a hope, I’ll offer you a smile so warm
but I can’t tell I’m the one only you can, but I’m sure I could kiss your tears goodbye
and you’re the only one I see myself dancing and holding each other’s hand
to stand near the tree when the sun sunk and this is all I’m hoping tell you about it.
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 6:24 AM UTC
This room gives me unhappy thoughts
As I sit grumpily and down
I never listen, all self-taught
None make me smile even a clown
Early I know but still sleepy
My mind temps me to dream freely
I should be there outside running
There in the cool river swimming
There’s a movement on the girls side
Curiosity aroused inside
Our teacher came all settle down
Then called a name new to my ears..
Curiosity fills my dull soul
I look up and my time slow
A sudden bliss ignite my heart
Oh, Monday not a bad start
There standing in front of me
This naked mortal eyes to see
Young and innocent, an angel
With a pretty charming name "Belle"
A star fallen to the earth
With a face that glows in every smile
Her warm voice a sweet symphony
What a thrill she's my new classmate..
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 9:37 AM UTC
This soothing cool night I can't sleep
Because the bliss lingers so deep
As my soul lay in my soft bed
The night so eerie like the dead
There lay in the table untouched
The symbol of pure love and life
Driving me crazy and restless
I will keep the flower to death
Cold lose to warmth, dark lose to light
Morning smile to everyone's sight
My thrill drop dead, I hate Mondays
Goodbye Saturday and Sunday..
Morning air rust my very core
I dislike school more than my chore
School means cage in my young small mind
You're force to do things like a blind
Face the wall, you did something wrong
Always make homework all night long
Composition, projects I'm chained
Every school day is like pain
Cold water knocks me to my sense
Sullenly I move, dull essence
Mom so furious now, I must dash
In seconds, I’ am gone in a flash..
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 9:35 AM UTC
O, morning that brings thrill and peace
Will revive my physique at ease
My core ignited by the sun
A dream to see her having fun
Down the road walking, wondering
There she is playing and singing
O, this sweet black haired creature
Undisturbed, an angel so pure
Wish she could turn around and look
I'll do whatever to show-off
She stand up and our sense connected
My soul exploded unprotected
Instantly I ignore her eyes
And gaze the lovely butterflies
I drain myself to capture one
To present to her but she's gone
She's walking toward her big house
I ‘am down cause she never look back
She paused outside and throws something
I dash to fetch the lovely thing
Innocently laid on the ground
A beautiful floret, I'm bound
To pick and lay it near my heart
And I walk a beautiful start..
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 12:32 PM UTC
My frail heart avoided a beat
Now I'm staring at my small feet
Waiting for my very reply
Not a single word I spoke, why?
My cheeks changes to warm and red
I desire I'm on my safe bed
My daydreams are her coy smile
Beautiful in her own style
As my lonely feeble heart burn
Mind said escape and never turn
Around and not ever look back
I scamper fast not coming back..
Inside my bedroom I rejoice
I still hear her sweet shy voice
Her honeyed shy voice makes me fly
My gut now fills with butterflies
First time her pure coy smile so real
Crazy and in-love all I feel
But wait, reflect back what happen
I think I made a big mistake
A sudden bolt of pure sadness
Struck me hard to unmixed madness
Life inside me evaporate
I'll sleep weary and never wake..
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 10:36 AM UTC
Act 1..
I never went outside and play
Watching kids I stood and I stay
Minutes circles to hours at home
Sometimes I study, cry alone
I see their faces with big smile
Feeling sad makes me run a mile
Away from home and loneliness
Be with her full of friendliness
I dreamed, outside we are playing
She who is beautiful and sing
My weak heart beats, I saw her pass
To my small window a clear mass
Steal a peek, lovely she walk
I hide, run close behind and stalk
Wind blows carries her honeyed smell
A pleasing symphony of bell
Takes me to a melodic daydream
In love, unaware, sleep walking
Her honest hair gloomy as night
Introduce yours truly, I might
Be amazing as a valiant
But to speak close to her, I fright
"HI" I try to whisper the words
"Hello" with a beautiful smile..
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 1:07 PM UTC
many important messages unsaid
deep in the soul of my heart keep
sentiments that are so beautiful
yearning to be expressed to her
you see, my mom and I are not close
I know in my heart this is my loss
wishing every moment I can express
but I was born like this to care less
I saw everything in my own eyes
like watching field full of butterflies
in her walk she make my father smile
my siblings, she comforts them don’t cry
how she faced, embraced problems with smile
with grace she knows if you tell a lie
how I envy my friends relations
to their mother, they express in passion
writing this make me wonder and dream
that myself came out to the door clean
a change person who express his feelings
walking, running, talking and breathing
now I show to my mom how I feel
this message, this words, that are so real
I’ll weary the words “I love you Mom”
unexpected event she is gone
I cried and cried and cried this is hard
this emotions, this love stings so bad
message untold makes my soul unclean
suddenly I woke up, it’s just a dream
Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 9:21 AM UTC
Is there good in fading goodbye
Left me crying in the rain, why
Hours walks slowly to empty days
More odd weeks starts to passed away
Staring snows on the window pane
White cold will take away the pain
Listening to the playlist you’ve made
To the nostalgic picture you’ve take
Your sweet smile in my worried head
I hope I’m sleeping like the dead
How I love you so much it hurts
How my deep trembling heart would burst
My cold heart slept but did not sleep,
Live but did not live in a way,
Gently humming, gently vibrating
Softly flowing lifeblood in the center
I don’t know what to do anymore
A vague stirrings of unease to me
Lawns are empty, the trees empty,
The street empty and my heart empty
I don’t know if I miss you anymore
What it’s like to miss you anymore
I can't do this anymore
Hope to never say goodbye again
Sep 24, 2015
Sep 24, 2015 at 3:27 AM UTC