when i look back to see if could turn back time
i couldn't
i aged , grew taller and more miserable
from beginning to ending
i knew nothing.
i forget not my struggles
my eyes glisten with tears
relinquished from every thought.
heartbreak , loss , suicide, failure
and ostracization.
betrayal has also become my middle name.
i'm not hurt , i'm dying and it all shall soon end .
Nov 11, 2020
Nov 11, 2020 at 7:39 AM UTC
I cry my mercy tears,
begging for that righteous forgiveness,
lest I be abstained from sin,
my boyfriend left me shattered near the purple moor,
outrage and an outroar,
I cry endlessly,
I'm sad and lonely
but no one understands the mercy tears.
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 4:49 PM UTC
I'm penniless and heartless,
London did it to me,
I'm strong and also fatherless,
London did it to me,
knocked off and aimless,
London did it to me,
being poor is not a choice when you earned a first degree,
rummaging through my bag,
nothing left...its not because of you its because
everything in London is hard up.
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 4:46 PM UTC
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Jul 31, 2019
Jul 31, 2019 at 12:48 PM UTC
**** love I’m done trying,
My heart is big but beats so quiet,
My love for you was so unknown,
But I have not seen you since you have last grown,
God willing I kiss your soft lips again,
Engage in that beautiful tasting ,experience,
My love don’t forget me but instead i say,
**** love I’m done trying...
Jul 31, 2019
Jul 31, 2019 at 12:46 PM UTC
You left me at the doorstep,
Packed all my **** and left,
You did me *****
Again ,again and again
Ride or die,
I never was,
One and only,
Nope I never was,
You shoot your words like a flamethrower ,I barely finish my sentences,
You accept beating me,
Not once but twice,
With the sharp cutlasses ,
I don’t even care anymore because I love you,
But love should not hurt when I touch you...
I’m alone again.
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Jul 15, 2019
Jul 15, 2019 at 6:31 PM UTC
Uh, to sleep is to die another day,
Not every one makes it to see the glorious Sunray,
The dead be left alone as the night sky,
But us men continue to let things pass us by,
No, I’m not saying you are idle or boring,
No I’m saying take a day off,
Rest assured knowing that till life is done ,
Take everything and lie under the sun,
just so you can live not another day when you sleep.
Jul 14, 2019
Jul 14, 2019 at 5:21 PM UTC
Cry no ,cry no,cry no
Illogical and untrained,
Bullied,victimised and left for dead,
Felt so low
How am I expected to grow,
When I didn’t feel the love of man
My spirit is drained,
Night are so long ,
I’d rather smoke and be using my ****
Leave me be,
I stay in that dark space like the Capricorn,
At least I’m ridden with pain.
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 7:37 AM UTC
At the time I laid my hands on the soil,
The sky had darken,
For God had turned away from me,
I thought my enemy was smitted,
But no the veil still remained,
I never refrain,
I always cry out,
But don’t worry the 9th hour will always free me...
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 5:54 PM UTC