I'm guna miss you tonight
I"m guna release all of my feelings inside
I"m guna break down and cry
tonight
i'm just going to lay here and miss you and cry
and by tomorrow i'll be alright.
Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 3:46 AM UTC
What if I was crazy?
If the thoughts in my head were more real to me than real can be
and
If the tears I cried
were from a cutting pain deep down inside?
If I never slept because I was afraid
of the thoughts that would come out in my unconscious to play.
To tug at my emotions and tangle my strings
and to remind me of a past I've tried so hard to leave.
What if this is a secret
I've kept for a long long time
and the crazy inside of me is just waiting to burst out
and shine?
It wants to take over, I'm trying to hide
these thoughts of crazy inside my mind.
What if all of this is true?
I'm not making it up,
will you still accept me and my crazy?
or will it be time to pack your **** up?
and run for the door
and jump on a train
and get away from this girl you don't know anymore
a girl who's insane.
Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 3:44 AM UTC
I crave the way you touch me
with your lips
and the way your fingers
float across my hips.
I crave the way your legs
go in between mine
and the way your smile
gives me butterflies inside.
I crave hearing your voice
the way you say I love you
and I crave falling asleep
feeling safe and sound next to you.
Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 3:42 AM UTC
Sometimes in life
I feel like I have it all together
I feel content with where I am
I am agressive towards reaching my goals
I am secure in my life style
I am happy with the person I am becoming.
Other times
I am uncertain and anxious
I complain about little things
I am insecure about myself
and I am weak.
I wish I could be the first person
all of the time.
But is anyone?
Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 3:41 AM UTC
That was the summer, I fell in love with morning.
the way your tired eyes would find mine,
the way you would tell me it was time for the day to being, with your light morning kisses
the way you reluctantly got out of bed, turned off your alarm
and came back to me, all wrapped up in your sheets.
Each morning held a promise of excitement and laughter.
That was the summer, I fell in love with the morning.
That was the summer, I fell in love with the night.
the way your lips found mine for the first time
softly, easily, and patiently
the way the stars always seemed to shine brighter for us
and the way each evening consisting of wine and goodnight kisses
flowed gracefully into morning.
That was the summer, when I fell in love with the night.
That was the summer, when I fell completely in love.
every morning felt like Sunday
and every night felt like a cozy summer rain.
each day merged with the next
and time seemed as if would go on forever.
That was the summer,
where I fell completely in love
with you.
Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 3:40 AM UTC
she wanders through the dark
and sings to the stars.
and dances under the moon.
and smiles to herself
a happiness only she knows.
How lucky she is
to have a secret with the night.
Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 3:38 AM UTC
There is something inside all of us.
No one is really sure what it is.
But it's there.
There's no name for it.
There's no explanation.
But we can sense it.
It's a weight on our souls.
It anchors us to our bodies.
and to each other.
Nov 23, 2012
Nov 23, 2012 at 6:24 AM UTC
You make me furious
You make me yell
and make me burst into tears.
You make me want to throw things
and brake things
and punch holes into walls.
But, you make me want to take chances
You make me want to dance
and to sing as loud as I can.
You make me want to create
and to try new things.
You make me feel things I have never felt before.
and for that.
I love you.
Nov 23, 2012
Nov 23, 2012 at 6:21 AM UTC
what is it like to hurt?
to feel sad?
to feel pain?
are they all the same?
Nov 23, 2012
Nov 23, 2012 at 6:17 AM UTC