i kissed her
and she said she could taste the ***** on my tongue
i told her it was the only way
i knew how to love
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 3:37 PM UTC
the sunset was stunning
just like you
the constant clickity clack of the train wheels on the tracks
remind me of the beat of your heart
everywhere i go
has bits and pieces of you
a trail of clues
for me to put together
until the sun has set
the clickity clack of the wheels has silenced
and i step into the night
and am blinded by the most beautiful light
you
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 11:11 PM UTC
sitting on top of the world
literally and figuratively
looking over a valley so gorgeous
i wasn't even sure it was real
sitting next to a girl i barely knew
whose smile warmed the chilled air around us
i watched the rolling fog
form and disband shapes
taking my thoughts with it
a moment so pure
it will stay frozen in time
not even the rolling fog
could sweep away the memory
of a simple, silent moment
spent with the beautiful girl
that i barely knew
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 7:28 PM UTC
she's wearing a sun hat
my shirt
her favorite pair of *******
she's dancing around the room
frank ocean singing to her out of the speakers on her laptop
everything frank ocean says she sings back to me
with every word she says
and every step she takes
around the room
i fall more and more in love
with the beauty of who she is
when she's herself,
the beautiful girl dancing around the room
in a sun hat
and my shirt
and her favorite *******
Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 6:38 PM UTC
im in love with you
and all the little things you do
do you think of me
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 1:08 AM UTC
heavy breathing
moaning
the alcohol in our throats burning,
the fire in our hearts raging
we're just young, dumb, and in love
laying naked among the stars
you whispered i love you
and i knew you didn't mean it because
i could smell the ***** on your breath
and it broke my heart
because i knew that when the stars gave way to the bright morning light
i would be nothing more than another drunk regret
the memory of the time we shared would fade as the sun erased the stars,
the brighter it got the more you forgot
so i took another shot
to help me forget
Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 11:42 PM UTC
i know it was for the best
but that doesn't make it hurt any less
i'm a mess
the constant weight of abandonment on my chest
the heavy burden of living out of fear pressing on the back of my neck
i don't sleep anymore
i hardly even eat
i don't want to breathe
my thoughts are stardust swirling violently around the universe of my mind
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 6:30 PM UTC
Forever
Just us
Lets turn off our phones and laptops and forget the rest of the world
For they're nothing but the raindrops on your bedroom window as we're safe under the comforter on your bed
Forever
Just us
Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 4:03 AM UTC
I just passed where the accident was
when I was little whenever we passed something like that my parents would make me cover my eyes
But this time I couldn’t cover my eyes
I saw it all
the mangled car
the skid marks which stopped at the edge of the cliff where the car went off
the police taking pictures of the wreck their faces emotionless and blank
the flaggers slowly letting people through, smoking away the stress of what they saw
I feel for the officer who had to tell the family “There’s been a fatal accident” and I feel for the family who had an officer knock on their door and say “There’s been a fatal accident”
And I wish
That my parents were there to say “close your eyes” so I didn’t have to see the violence and sadness of life and death
But this time
I had to drive by
Eyes wide
to the reminder that no one has forever
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 11:51 PM UTC
drunk mistakes
only lead to sober regrets
i hate who i am drunk
yet i keep going back
to that bottle
that burns my throat
like the words you said
when we woke up next to each other
naked in bed
the bottle
that soothes me
like the way your hand runs down my back
the bottle
that comforts me
like the way you hold my hand
the bottle
that i fell in love with
just like when i fell in love
with you
Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 7:47 PM UTC