leahwillis - Hello Poetry

I am so tired. Right down to my core, my heart is tired. But not tired in the traditional sense. Tired where i dont want to live. I don't want to live in a city. I don't want to work a dead end job. I don't want meaningless relationships. Tired of life. This life.

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Jul 29, 2022

Jul 29, 2022 at 2:24 PM UTC

Tired

I am so tired. Right down to my core, my heart is tired. But not tired in the traditional sense. Tired where i dont want to live. I don't want to live in a city. I don't want to work a dead end job. I don't want meaningless relationships. Tired of life. This life.

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I’m fighting the urge to talk to you. I keep typing out the message and erasing it at the last minute. Hoping that if I keep doing that you might text first. But you won’t. Neither of us will. It’s been settled now, It’s all over We said goodbye to each other on that late night drive last year, Call it our own little leaving party. We both live in the same area but will never talk again. And that’s okay It’s safer that way For me at least But sometimes, I miss having someone to talk to. I wish I could talk to you. I want to tell you about the books I’ve been reading and the places I’ve visited that I know you’d love. But I can’t. And that’s okay. I miss having you to talk to. - Leah

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Apr 18, 2021

Apr 18, 2021 at 4:51 PM UTC

Someone to talk to

I’m fighting the urge to talk to you. I keep typing out the message and erasing it at the last minute. Hoping that if I keep doing that you might text first. But you won’t. Neither of us will. It’s been settled now, It’s all over We said goodbye to each other on that late night drive last year, Call it our own little leaving party. We both live in the same area but will never talk again. And that’s okay It’s safer that way For me at least But sometimes, I miss having someone to talk to. I wish I could talk to you. I want to tell you about the books I’ve been reading and the places I’ve visited that I know you’d love. But I can’t. And that’s okay. I miss having you to talk to. - Leah

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I dream of you sometimes, It's like im taking you in small doses to keep myself going. reducing the amounts bit by bit so i can finally live without you. but today, god, today. I couldnt stand the loneliness so now ive taken it all. i rang you to finally be all consumed to find i dont exist in your life anymore. some of us go cold turkey like you and some of us arent that brave and want to hold on with every last bit of hope we have. but now that hope is gone. gone goodbye - leah

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Jan 21, 2021

Jan 21, 2021 at 6:02 AM UTC

Small doses

I dream of you sometimes, It's like im taking you in small doses to keep myself going. reducing the amounts bit by bit so i can finally live without you. but today, god, today. I couldnt stand the loneliness so now ive taken it all. i rang you to finally be all consumed to find i dont exist in your life anymore. some of us go cold turkey like you and some of us arent that brave and want to hold on with every last bit of hope we have. but now that hope is gone. gone goodbye - leah

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I had a thought today. About you and me. And it was that. I’ve never wanted a little version of me ruining around. But god do I want a little version of you.

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Dec 21, 2020

Dec 21, 2020 at 5:42 PM UTC

Little Version.

I had a thought today. About you and me. And it was that. I’ve never wanted a little version of me ruining around. But god do I want a little version of you.

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Sometimes it’s not that I want to be alone, it’s that I need to be. I need to hear nothing but my own thoughts, to hear my body breathing to remind myself that there is blood flowing through these veins. To be able to sink back into my mind and have a conversation that doesn’t exhaust me because it’s only with myself. Sometimes. I just need to be me. - L.W

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Oct 14, 2020

Oct 14, 2020 at 2:42 PM UTC

Sometimes.

Sometimes it’s not that I want to be alone, it’s that I need to be. I need to hear nothing but my own thoughts, to hear my body breathing to remind myself that there is blood flowing through these veins. To be able to sink back into my mind and have a conversation that doesn’t exhaust me because it’s only with myself. Sometimes. I just need to be me. - L.W

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I know it’s over, and it has been for a while. But I don’t know what to do with all this love I have for you. It’s just sitting in my chest with no one to call home. Because the only one it wants, is you. - leah

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Oct 9, 2020

Oct 9, 2020 at 10:27 PM UTC

all this love.

I know it’s over, and it has been for a while. But I don’t know what to do with all this love I have for you. It’s just sitting in my chest with no one to call home. Because the only one it wants, is you. - leah

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I’m not scared I won’t fall in love again, I’m scared that I won’t love him as much as I loved you. - Leah

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May 24, 2020

May 24, 2020 at 12:06 PM UTC

Scared of love