in the darkest of my nights,
in the worst of my days,
the only thing that i could control
were the calories i ate
and the numers on the scale
Aug 16, 2020
Aug 16, 2020 at 6:13 PM UTC
All I remember from my childhood
are screams
and shouts
and endless arguments
and me panicking
and crying
and begging for happiness
and begging for silence.
May 10, 2019
May 10, 2019 at 8:24 AM UTC
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
suicide is not an option
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 5:54 PM UTC
you talk about her
as if I wasn't here
as if all you say
didn't affect me
I have feelings
-just like you-
and you hurt me
-just like I do-
you've been through some ****
but don't forget that I have, too.
you're not the only one
who's still grieving;
you're not the only one
who's not over her lraving.
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 3:14 PM UTC
i don't feel anything
at all
sometimes i wonder
if i'm still alive
after all
my life is passing
and i'm just watching
like it's the worst TV show
that you've ever known.
Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 3:57 PM UTC
how awful it is to say:
some days
i wish
you were
d e a d
- shut the **** up
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 3:19 PM UTC
chill out
sometimes
it's OK
not to be
the best
.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 3:17 PM UTC
they say
"time heals everything"
but it still hurts when I see you
after all this time
I guess time
just makes you forget
but it does not heal
anything
-they were lying
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 3:15 PM UTC