white as snow,
cold as the tundra
as high as everest
thats where she rests
surrounded now by
the thoughts and prayers
soul to gentil
life to short
younger cousins older now
held so close on the last walk
heavy to carry
heart and soul incased
angel on earth
finally free to fly
Mar 25, 2023
Mar 25, 2023 at 4:26 PM UTC
the sun shines,
the rays don't warm me.
the rain showers,
feel more like a tsunami
the wind whips
blowing right through these bones
the earth pulls me
i n .
Mar 22, 2023
Mar 22, 2023 at 12:05 PM UTC
ADHD
HSP
GAD
all these acronyms
telling me what I am
why i am
but i only
want to know
who I am
Mar 10, 2023
Mar 10, 2023 at 12:50 PM UTC
telling
Shouting
SCREAMING
my inner dialogue
telling me
just to
shower
Get Up
DO SOMETHING
but i cant
the executive in charge of function said
NO
Mar 10, 2023
Mar 10, 2023 at 12:50 PM UTC
Move on
Just move on.
Come on you can do this
You didn’t really love him
It's not like you spent months planning
The rest of your life with him
Just move on.
It's simple
Find another boy and move on.
But just to humour yourself
What if he made a mistake?
What if he regrets it?
Maybe it's not that simple,
One person's life is complicated and
adding others just makes it worse
So how can it be simple?
What part of relationships or
A lack thereof
Is simple.
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 11:24 PM UTC
You swooped into my life like a knight in shining armour,
Promised me the life of a fairy tale,
All the riches and gold i could have as your queen.
How was I supposed to know you were the dragon,
that guarded me from the world and took me from the one i knew.
I couldn’t see past your pretty words coming from that mouth with a serpent's tongue.
But now i can see you for all you were
Scales and all
When you flew away i could see the ruins and the towns you burned,
You told me they were the results of a war you fought,
But its clear they are the rubble of lives you came into and burned to the ground.
Feb 20, 2019
Feb 20, 2019 at 7:46 PM UTC
Every second away from you hurts more than the last,
When your name appears on my screen
There is a moment of excitement,
Then hours of pain
I don’t know when I will see you next,
My birthday?
Valentines Day?
Our 8 months together?
Not knowing is what’s killing me,
Before I could count down and it was keeping me going
But now I have nothing
No idea when I get to see you
If I get to see you.
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 7:15 PM UTC
You are my sunshine
warming my skin as you touch it
without you, my world grows cold and shady
the plants' aren't green,
and the birds won't sing to me in the morning.
the nights are starless,
clouded and cold.
with no sun the moon won't show.
My days will be rainy till you
come home.
but i always know you are there
right behind the clouds.
Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 11:45 PM UTC
I’ve been trying to speak
But with you, I have no words
To express how I feel
For days I’ve been trying to say one
Simple
Thing
I question my self for wanting
To say this too soon
But with you, everything just feels
Right
Like there is no too soon
It’s always just right
Not having words to explain the
Feelings inside of me
Is not something I ever
Thought I would experience
But with you, I am comfortable in my own silence
But first I just have one thing to say,
I love you
Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 10:38 PM UTC
Water has both the power of life
And of death
It is a gentle wave washing up on shore
And the beginning of all life
We cannot live without it
It holds the chemical balance within me
And yet in one surging wave
It can destroy everything in its path
~you were my glass of water, and are my tsunami
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 1:21 AM UTC