Can we just talk about nothing?
Don't know if I'm ready
To go yet
Don't know how to keep you
here
around me
Can't we just talk about nothing?
Silently
Speaking
Silently
Screaming
Life without a meaning
But with a meaning
Meaning nothing
Can we just talk about nothing?
Don't go yet
What does it mean
to say nothing
I don't know yet
But the feeling in my head
Makes me wish I wasn't dead
But I wanna be dead
But I don't
Wanna be dead yet
I wanna talk about nothing.
I wanna feel nothing.
I don't want nothing.
Nothing wants me.
I can't ask for nothing,
What does it mean?
It can't mean nothing.
It has to be something.
Anything is everything.
Why does everything
feel like nothing
to me.
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 4:05 PM UTC
There's a time to laugh,
and theres a time to cry,
but if we only ever cry,
then we'll soon surely die.
If we only ever laugh
we'll surely be seen as,
a mere sociopath,
who is too unattached,
to ever be sad.
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 12:57 PM UTC
the way the rain peppers itself across the pane
giving spice to my plain, dreary, life
i lock my fingers with my own
as if to numb the pain
of being alone
the way
you
look at me
gives me hope
like no other before you
i do not feel the need to hide
the parts of myself i feel arent worthy
i never wonder why im the way that i am with you
because to wonder is to distract myself
from the wonder that is you
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 7:22 PM UTC
everything is ******* tainted
by the taste of your lips
by the memory of the words you used
the way you painted a picture
in my brain
an eclipse of life and love
it filled me up
and now that its done
i get an uneasy feeling
when i hear a song she says she likes
the way her eyes flutter in the light
the way i imagine they do when she looks at you
the way you held her like you do
and i feel sick, too
sick
i hit pause
and its a shame
its a good song
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 8:25 PM UTC
I always remember the moments
The most insignificant close pins
dropping on the tile
its been a while since we smiled
in each others direction
that heavy convection
the last syllable of the love
ever heard of
the last time i heard your breath
on the other end of the line
the last time i looked in your eyes
and whispered "you're mine"
the last flex of your fingers
intertwined
arms gripped me tight
the last time I felt like I might die
was too recent
the taste of your lips far too decent
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 10:30 PM UTC
My fingers curl around the pen
A silent plead
The only thing I need
Is to know where you've been
Tapping it against my temple
Hour after hour
Don't cower
I've only just begun to lose my mental
Let the silent flow know
Behind this pain
My strength speaks volumes
Waves can manipulate a crowd
To follow you
Gentle vengeance against a series
of unfortunate events
The suspense is what gets you
Not the multiple texts
Nor the 'I don't care' pretense
I've sent
If you'd just spent hours
Waiting on me
you'd be angry
But you see
I'd rather be
pain free
The beginning of a phone call
is the end to all
we've been through
The sweet relief of a phone line
click
without an "I love you"
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 7:37 PM UTC
Swing swing
Kick a pebble into the distance
My sneaker leaving tracks in the dirt
Beneath me
The shadow of the tree
caresses my cheek
And I feel free
On the upswings I am happy
On the down I am "okay"
If I am pushed I may fall
If I am pushed I may soar
I close my eyes
Recline my mind
Inhale and realize what life
is truly for.
Apr 9, 2015
Apr 9, 2015 at 8:14 PM UTC
lonely street lights
guide us home
show us the way
chilled to the bone
I wanna get out
out of this town
scream in the city
dance all around
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 10:37 PM UTC
sit on the bus
shiver in pain
don't know where to go
needed out of the rain
shaky knees
squealing brakes
doors open wide
welcome the embrace
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 10:36 PM UTC
tin roof rain
is my favorite thing to hear
when i'm all alone
and my thoughts
wont seem to stop
the tap dancing precipitation
putting on a show
easing my frustration
lets me know that you are near
this is the first time
in a long time
i thank god
my thoughts wont stop
because its you thats on my mind
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC