you're like sunlight, you light me up and show me the way when i'm around you
but
i cannot stay with you for too long or you'll burn me.
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 11:04 PM UTC
it seems like you've disappeared, vanished, evaporated from my life. have you forgotten about me?
or do you just not choose to acknowledge my cries for me?
i chose to believe in you, everyday, but it seems like you do not believe in me.
have you given up or me?
am i a lost cause?
perhaps this is why you haven't been answering my prayers.
God, are you listening to me? i need you.
hello?
its me, are you still there.
Jul 8, 2019
Jul 8, 2019 at 12:51 AM UTC
his dark hair,
his olive complexion,
his mysterious eyes,
drew me in like a moth fleeing to a fire.
but like the moth, going into what seemed good, ended with me getting burned.
May 4, 2019
May 4, 2019 at 11:19 PM UTC
have you ever ate so much much that you started to feel sick?
you're full but they just keep feeding you and feeding you.
you get so fed up until you just *****
and then after you *****
you feel empty
and shaky.
fragile
that's what my relapse felt like.
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 3:10 PM UTC
highschool
*drug deals and parties,
drunk texting and ***
condoms and bathroom make-outs,
diets and binges.*
highschool
Dec 21, 2018
Dec 21, 2018 at 12:48 AM UTC
breakfast:
"I'm not hungry, mother. I will get something at school."
No, I'm starving, but I cannot eat breakfast because I have to thin.
Lunch:
"Oh, why am I not eating? I just had a big breakfast, friend."
No, I skipped breakfast because I have to be thin. I will not eat lunch because I want to a have a skinny waist.
Dinner:
"Oh, Mother, Im not hungry mother. I had a big lunch!"
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No, I skipped breakfast, I skipped lunch. I am starving, but I cannot eat because I have to little thighs *
Dec 19, 2018
Dec 19, 2018 at 6:56 PM UTC
im so sad
im so sa
im so s
im so
im s
im
i
im
im s
im so
im so f
im so fi
im so fin
im so fine
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 3:37 PM UTC
No,
I don't want your filthy hands caressing my curves.
Please remove your hands from my chest, you're hurting me.
I am begging you, don't take away the only innocence I have left.
No, I don't want you on top of me, you're crushing my fraile body.
Stop it.
Get off of me.
No.
Please.
Shouldn't these pleas be enough for you to stop?
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 6:32 PM UTC
don't tell me you love me.
don't tell me you loved me if you broke me.
don't tell me you love me if you manipulated me.
don't tell me you love me if you wanted her body.
don't tell me you love me if you left me.
don't tell me you love me,
because you're lying.
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 6:25 PM UTC
sometimes to fix a broken heart,
you have to hurt it even more than the last time
it was in pain.
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 6:21 PM UTC