Just as quickly as the night came
he stole the bolded parts
that said what fines could not
breath that was once seen
now simply steam escaping
like tendrils forgotten
As it scoured the air
Found the warmth that was you
Time was still frozen, cold
but comforting just the same
Laying with you, in the frigid air
My heartbeat, it quickened
Though time slowed, thoroughly my thoughts raced
as did the droplets on the glass
Hurry, hurry
Our love quick to sprout
from nothing, to something
It went in a stream to the sill
Not the end,
although reminiscent
Dec 15, 2022
Dec 15, 2022 at 6:17 AM UTC
To see from above
as one with the wind does
The gusts hit my lips
as I call out for you
I cannot see, all though I know
The beauty that is beyond the sea
The trees they align, with
all that awashes
Time, told not by hands, but by the rays of sunshine
And when it darkens;
seconds,minutes, hours,
still emanate you
Dec 15, 2022
Dec 15, 2022 at 6:04 AM UTC
I laugh
And with every bellow
A ploud of sand arises,
catching light with each grain
The roar hits my ears
As tears dry by the sun's
light
Dec 15, 2022
Dec 15, 2022 at 5:56 AM UTC
Drawn alongside one another
All the colors bled together,
with sprinkles of new life
Sometimes hard to see, but always understood
The smither of life blurred
the prismic light we emitted,
refracted, perhaps?
A pair of mirrors, we were
Not like those flat, picturesque reflections but wavy,
like that of the wind and sun
imperfect but untraceable
Dec 15, 2022
Dec 15, 2022 at 5:47 AM UTC
As I dove into you
I felt the weight of pain abundant
Rolled into the light above
To make all beneath the surface clear and oh so vibrant
Salt cleaning wounds with no regard for the pain,
but simply the gain,
Of life to be loved
And not forsaken
Brought to the shore
A shell to call home
Widen that view you have of the sea, you
And be who deep down
the moon calles you to be
Waves, they rise and fall,
As do the beaus
when I call
From beneath the surface ,
Within you I am,
Whether breathless or
Endowed
I paddle to find clarity
Despite the view so clear
My eyes still stung with fear
Of where we will
wash up
Dec 15, 2022
Dec 15, 2022 at 5:29 AM UTC
I haven"t written anything in a long time. I've experienced many things since the last time I was on here. Heartbreak after I never thought my heart could love again (from previous heartbreak.) I feel stuck where I am.. quicksand holds me in place while the world around me keeps moving.. am I doing what I should be? Where will I be ten years from now? Somewhere self sufficient I hope. I'm tired of feeling helpless, like the heart I have doesn't work, or maybe it only works for one person.. I'll move slow like a turtle and hope you catch up to me. (Only he'll get that) and probably never will because what would he be doing on here? I miss you so much, my best friend was taken from me along with the love of my life. It's sad I feel the need to post this.. might be the four glasses of wine or just the fact that I really miss you rn, but I needed to write this, maybe not this in particular, but something. I feel so unoriginal.
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 12:09 AM UTC
I feel so stupid. I'm angry. I thought I knew you, the deepest parts of you. How could you do this? How could she do this? The same place we had done it before. There I was sound asleep in my bed, probably dreaming about a future with you.. and you.. you were with her. Maybe it would be easier if I knew you did it to hurt me.. I know you made a mistake, but that mistake is killing me. I can't breathe or speak or do anything without thinking about that night. About you and her. Together. It's been months since it happened, and last night is the first I'm hearing of it. What, were you just planning to keep this frok me forever? Every moment you looked in my eyes and told me you love me and that I'm the most beautiful girl in the world, every time you held me and told me I'm your only.. those things aren't true. They were lies. These past three months have just been one clusterfuck of a lie. I want to ***** I want to scream and yell and cry and laugh at myself for being such a ******* fool. I love you, I always will, but is that enough? What if this pain is stronger than our love? What if I can never be with you again without thinking about her? Have I wasted more than a year of my life? Has all of this been for nothing? My mind is spinning and running and jumping up and down with thoughts and emotions that I am too ******* overwhelmed to process. So I will just go on with my day, and smile, like th content little girl they want me to be. It's easier that way, right?
Jun 18, 2017
Jun 18, 2017 at 2:32 PM UTC
Sometimes things don't go how you planned. I don't understand my own mind and that scares me. I used to write poetry, but now when I try to write, nothing happens. I wish I knew why. I am unsure where I belong. I live in a home that isn't mine, with people that aren't my family. I wish I could find the switch in my head that makes me know what to do. What to say. How to fix things, how to be happy. It's so hard to go through the jumble of thoughts in my head to pick out the ones that matter, the ones that are real. I have so much to say, until it's time to say it. I am so tired.
Feb 15, 2017
Feb 15, 2017 at 7:50 PM UTC
no matter how deafening my voice
nobody really hears me
Feb 15, 2017
Feb 15, 2017 at 7:44 PM UTC
My arms and legs move
connected to strings
that I do not hold
Feb 15, 2017
Feb 15, 2017 at 7:22 PM UTC