Count the seconds, the clock ticks fast.
Every breath could be your last.
You’re dying now, and I feel alone,
Your tears make my body ache to the bone.
The sparkle in your eyes echos in my memories, as if to rhyme.
I suppose eventually everyone runs out of time.
Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 4:14 AM UTC
Your actions of mental brutality,
Have become my entire reality...
I take your beatings every day.
You scar, and scilence me, leaving me with nothing to say.
I don’t wanna see you anymore, not now, not here...
But still I see you whenever I look in the mirror.
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 11:37 PM UTC
Beaten senseless by my own thoughts...
I suppose this pain I’ve brought was self taught.
I hear these voices scream your name,
All this pain, it’s driving me so insane.
Im broken over you,
And I simply don’t know what to do.
Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 8:30 PM UTC
The strange games you play with my brain,
Are simply driving me insane.
You shoot me down, and wither my heart.
With you there’s really no place to start.
When I’m with you I feel cold.
Your attitude and abuse are getting old.
I have to escape you...some way, somehow.
But I can’t, not here, not now.
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 10:30 PM UTC
Every time I become locked in a haze upon your sea blue eyes,
I feel my heart tense as, I memorize your lies.
I trusted you with everything I had.
You left me crying, and had me far beyond any kind of sad.
I watched you leave me. I saw you waltz out my door.
What’s left for me now...? Nothing anymore.
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 1:28 AM UTC
The best of my dreams are the ones in which I die.
I can see a life beyond my own, and ask, who, what, when, where, why?
In my twisted paradise all I see are perfect days,
But even in my dreams, the things I love the most tend to fade away.
Then I finally awake to my miserable life,
And I find myself asking, why I even try?
These are the moments I realize why my favourite dreams are the ones in which I die.
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 12:35 AM UTC
I told myslef that this was done.
I thought my mind had finally won.
But after all this time I see,
There really is no beating me.
My mind and my soul,
Have but only one goal.
And that is to find peace with what I’ve lost.
May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 12:15 AM UTC
One job was all it took,
I never took a second look.
Within seconds before my eyes,
My heart was struck, and I realized,
That beyond the jobs, and the red robes, she suffered, screaming for me to come home.
She’d warned me once or twice before,
But my anger sent me slamming doors.
So I look back with a smile on my face, knowing in this cruel world I hold no place.
Because in this hell you call home,
I sit laughing all alone...
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 2:00 AM UTC
Permission slips and paper clips,
One school day, pretty quick.
Then the fires began to glow,
Brighter, stronger, row on row.
They began to scream, as doors were locked,
Their visions blurred by burning chalk.
I sat back to take it all in,
Knowing they’ve paid for their sins.
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 1:55 AM UTC
Broken wife, empty life.
I tried to fix her with a smile,
She forgot me for awhile.
All I wanted was to see her
glow,
Trying with her had never left me so low.
So I forgot her, and left her to die.
She yelled, and screamed, and asked me
“why?”
I just laughed and let her fall.
I wont be receiving anymore of her calls.
So I’ve set my old life aside,
Because now I see the funny side.
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 1:50 AM UTC