larna-kira-kourtis
English
I guess you could say I'm a little bit rebellious and as long as you stay on my nice side you don't have to see the bad side of me, And I do not plan on being an arrogant annoying idiot, Don't judge me and I won't judge you, I love harmony and peace but if someone disturbs me I will fight back it's just the way I am.
Chaos
There is a sound in here that is near to often,
I'm left hoping that the raged voices will soften,
In here is a tendency to bickering,
leaving my eyelids tense and flickering,
At the end of the dispute I quiver and tremble,
the dominance of silence feels like the air is wearing a suit,
leaving me submissive and humble,
and when the air is finally clear I feel delight,
no more do my senses smell a fight,
but now the surroundings are beautified,
although I have won nothing I have accomplished peace,
leaving me slightly glorified with a chance to breathe,
I do hate these moments of brevity,
caused by stress and angry sensitivity,
now that peace is cement I should celebrate the unexpected and meant,
and I shall keep changing the versatile atmosphere in here,
the end of quarrels and chaos is near.
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
2015
April 30th; Thursday.
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 11:23 AM UTC
*******
Never date an *******
their attitudes stink,
his neighbour is nuts,
and he pees in his sink,
His hair is always a mess,
and he struggles with cleanliness,
and sometimes they're completely hairless,
Never date an ******* He'll think you're a **** and this thought he has of you will stick,
Never date an ******* you piece of ****
Lol just kidding peace<3 haha
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By Larna Kira Kourtis
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 9:55 AM UTC
My Suppressed Anger
I hold it all in,
everything they've said,
I mold it all in,
inside of my head,
We all go through it,
me and you,
Yes you've all been,
in my shoes,
I don't want to listen to what others have to say,
I wake up thinking negatively every day,
I care about those that feel like me,
I think I can help but then I realise their not as ****** up as me,
I sit in my awkward posture,
here I am,
corner of the sofa,
once again
same place every time,
thinking of words with paper cuts and pens,
with a mouth jibbering like I just ate a lime,
I'm not good and I'm not fine,
and if I say I am then I am lying,
I'm not happy and I'm not free,
not as free as I'd like to be,
When I'm in a group of people I'm not shy,
but I'm not charismatic either or sly,
I don't always show my emotions but I don't always hide,
Although I suppress all of my anger inside,
I don't want you to deal with my feelings,
I don't want you to tell me how to get by,
I don't want you to tell me I'm a human being,
sometimes I want to die,
But you can't help me when I'm down,
the most you'll get from me is a smile or a frown,
Even though I'm not happy like you,
I can pretend,
a little false smile,
just for a while,
I'll think of the good times in that split second,
and reminisce in memories that have come to an end,
I can be anybody for a day,
but I'll just be me,
once you go away,
I'll just sit there like a lazy bear,
hibernating like a rabbit,
I don't give myself any care,
but staring at my spots became a habit,
I don't like to attention seek,
but I don't mind sharing in an artistic form the secrets I keep,
Well I'd like to speak to a person who cares,
But I've not found that person just yet,
So I'll just learn how to draw manga,
listen to depressing *** music
and write a poem about my suppressed anger.
14/01/15
~Peace~
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 4:52 PM UTC
It's About You
You give me false hope and lead me to a fantasy world,
You don't understand how hard you make it for me to cope,
You give me promises that you never keep,
You leave me to be alone and weep,
I'm starting to feel sick,
I'm melting away like a the wax on a candlestick,
I can't save you from yourself,
considering I am a danger to myself,
I wouldn't know what to say,
Wouldn't know what corner to lead you too,
I just end up begging you to stay,
But my heart once again has been lead astray,
because you can't see what is in my way,
You take all your anger out on me and you catch my soul,
Sometimes you make me feel like a f***king rag doll,
I hope for the truth in you, only to find lies,
once again my conscience is being chased by flies,
I only have one question to myself,
Why have I let you get this far,
you only flash water on my inner star,
Sometimes I wonder who you are,
You hide behind the oak cracks of time,
like a trickster you tempt me into your world of fresh wood and pine,
It could be days or weeks and you will still manage to poison my mind,
I don't know what to do,
I just want to bite you,
until your blood drips, and then feed it to you,
You have no idea how much I want to drain you,
Because all of this you do to me,
It's my turn baby,
to torture you,
let's see how long you see through,
You think you know it all,
In my sweetest bitterness of words baby,
you don't have a f***king clue,
Now read my words my poisonous prince,
and know that it's about you.
13/01/15
~Peace~
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 10:52 AM UTC
I'm Sorry
It seems like our arguments are never-ending,
you don't seem to think that I have a right or an opinion,
I was all-out for you, I did so f*cking much for you,
but you don't even know, infact you don't have a clue,
how much you hurt me and yet I still loved you,
I'm sorry that you make me cry,
I'm sorry that I'm honest and I see through your lies,
I'm sorry that I try,
I'm sorry that for us, we are lost in time,
I only wish that you could see,
how much you mind-f*cked me,
I'm sorry I'm not accepted by your family,
and mine gave you food and a place to sleep,
I'm so very sorry that I'm not like her,
I'm not a sheep.
10/01/15
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 5:33 AM UTC
Under His Breath
In my dreams we have true romance,
with souls intertwined we are holding hands,
you say beautiful things to me and you listen and understand,
In real life around you I am happy,
even when I feel irritated and snappy,
You make me giggle,
and it feels like you're my best friend,
but I am so afraid that our friendship may come to an end,
I beat myself up in my head, tell myself that I wish I was dead,
but he reassures me in a magical way,
I'm only left here to be patient and wait,
I'm holding my heart,
been doing so from the start,
and I will wait till my death,
just to be under his breath.
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
06/01/15
~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 5:42 PM UTC
Listen To My Tears
These tears of a million pieces are drowning in your arms,
these tears have a million memories,
save me from self-harm,
This shadow that follows me,
never smiles, no, but I can try but I won't,
because it doesn't feel right,
Because these tears are all I have in me,
every negative thought I have somehow finds me,
It's hard to carry on hiding,
these tears are blinding,
So dissapear, I say this to myself,
I cannot take another long glance at myself,
This poison under my skin,
is the first reason for my bleeding,
Yet my heart keeps beating,
and these tears hoard the feelings,
the ones that I like to hide from you,
All I want to say is I'm sorry,
sorry for hurting me,
I am the one, I betray myself,
and I am my own personal bully,
My number one enemy, it's me thats hurting,
I wish you could see what is happening to me,
this pain is unreal and it makes me peal,
every flaw off of me,
I don't want to hurt me anymore...
That's why I stare at you,
waiting for you to notice more,
and I adore everyone, I truly love you all,
It's me I hated all along... and afterall,
I am so hateful to myself, I can't wait,
To love, to feel like hope is here,
like it's all crystal clear,
But first you need to hear,
Listen to my tears.
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
06/01/15
~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 5:40 PM UTC
*Where Did We Go Wrong?
When I was born my mother had to be strong to bring me into the world,
the same goes for everyone who has been born into the world,
But where did we go wrong?
Was it the politics, the corruption?
I was taught to be strong, brought into a world that only made me weak,
everyday I fall to my knees,
Where did we go wrong?
Was it the animals we've killed against their will?
Where did we go wrong?
Was it the pollution in the air, the fact that our government do not care?
Where did we go wrong?
Was it the war? Or the fact that we know there will be more?
Was it when we let the blood into the ocean, was it the trees we've chopped for money?
Was it religion, the conspiracies?
Was it colour, race or disorder? The army's and their harsh orders?
Where did we go wrong? Please do tell me,
I'd really like to know,
Where did we go wrong?
Was it the suicide from all of the children that cried inside,
where did we go wrong?
Was it the anger? The frustration, the controlling manipulation,
Where did we go wrong? Was it everything we've ever done?
Was it the crime or the law, was it the dead birds that fell from the heavens to the floor, was it us? Is it our fault?
And if I go to hell,
I will not blame me I will blame this cruel world,
Where did we go wrong?!
Why won't you tell me,
Oh how do I carry on,
why can't you tell me how to be strong?
How to move on away from the unanswered question,
Where did we go wrong?
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose.
06/01/15
~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose
© 2015 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)*
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 5:38 PM UTC
*Philanthropist.
She is a philanthropist,
as simple as it's said,
a considerate individual,
with a passion that is colored red,
A charitable giver,
for those who are in need,
a positive entertainer,
and a creative brain inside her head,
There is no other word for it,
it is really what it says,
A cheerful philanthropist,
Living up her endless days,
To all those who aren't balanced,
she fixes up the scales,
To all the propaganda,
she gives truth to all the tales,
Though she is aware,
that with all the gifts she gives,
she doesn't get much in return,
She will continue bringing back the peace,
simply hoping the human race may learn,
Giving is a gift,
of an angelic sort,
and to give this gift,
Is a caring thought,
So if you give more than you get,
but you give to those in need,
know that you are a philanthropist,
and your care could of fed a hungry child,
And you will help clear the world of greed.
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
Aged 14
~Peace~
By LkSkyFlyRose*
© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 7:21 PM UTC
Should Have Never Met From The Start
Being without you makes me feel like a baby
But bottles and milk doesn't wake me up daily
I wanna hug you and never let go
But I ain't got your love now so I'll never know
I am going down to the most hurt part of my heart,
And what's hurting the most is knowing that we're apart
You should have talked to me because then I wouldn't of said those mean words
And now I just feel like an idiot
But you made your choice and now we're apart
Too many times have we made a new start
But now I'm all alone And even though it's still warm I feel the coldness of the snow,
I should have never met you because then right now I'd be okay
Instead of heart broken so desperate that I'll pray,
I wish you knew how much love I meant to give to you
But you refused it and now I'm broken and feel like a ghost
Just a memory at least hopefully I'd be
Not just a girl you met that you clearly don't want to see
I do not think you realize how much this affected me,
I fell so **** hard to the ground for you
But you clearly didn't fall for me
Because I give away the game too much
I just beg too much
I'm not a player but indeed you are
I'm just always bowing to my knees
and god **** do I feel weak
And now I feel naked,
Because I am a painting on the galleries
Waiting again to be ripped apart
I didn't want to see us apart
but as the clouds depart I realize that
We should have never met from the start
By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 6:05 PM UTC