lanico - Hello Poetry

time is not happy with us now time is not on our side and the clock keeps tic-toeing having my days counted leaving an aching feeling in my chest time is over now and there's no turning back, because it is angry with me and all the moments and feelings i’ve lost and buried

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Dec 20, 2019

Dec 20, 2019 at 11:29 PM UTC

time loss

time is not happy with us now time is not on our side and the clock keeps tic-toeing having my days counted leaving an aching feeling in my chest time is over now and there's no turning back, because it is angry with me and all the moments and feelings i’ve lost and buried

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the mountains keep laughing, and mocking me from afar. they keep mocking the useless attempts i make to feel like i’m worth to feel like i really am enough. they keep pointing at me telling me i’ll never be like my little brothers’ violin; or that i won’t ever be as clever as bright as wit as my big brother is. they keep reminding me that i won’t ever be as sufficient as i want to be.

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Dec 20, 2019

Dec 20, 2019 at 11:26 PM UTC

insufficient

the mountains keep laughing, and mocking me from afar. they keep mocking the useless attempts i make to feel like i’m worth to feel like i really am enough. they keep pointing at me telling me i’ll never be like my little brothers’ violin; or that i won’t ever be as clever as bright as wit as my big brother is. they keep reminding me that i won’t ever be as sufficient as i want to be.

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time is not longer by our side

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Sep 8, 2018

Sep 8, 2018 at 2:01 PM UTC

deficiency

time is not longer by our side

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oh, he was the love of my life; he was the universe in the sky. he was the spark that lit up my heart and the lighter that burn out my cigar oh, he was, indeed, the only thought i had in the night before closing my eyes and the first thought i had in mind when i opened my eyes with the sunlight oh, he was my sun, the one who gave me life everyday and made my petals bloom and my face bright oh, he was my moon in the noon, because every day at 6pm he would knock on my window telling me to open up so we can watch the starry sky together and after that, whispering into my ear that my eyes shone bright; bright as the stars in the sky. oh, he was, indeed, the love of my life; the one who broke my heart and never shown his face

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Mar 12, 2018

Mar 12, 2018 at 12:14 AM UTC

oh, he was

oh, he was the love of my life; he was the universe in the sky. he was the spark that lit up my heart and the lighter that burn out my cigar oh, he was, indeed, the only thought i had in the night before closing my eyes and the first thought i had in mind when i opened my eyes with the sunlight oh, he was my sun, the one who gave me life everyday and made my petals bloom and my face bright oh, he was my moon in the noon, because every day at 6pm he would knock on my window telling me to open up so we can watch the starry sky together and after that, whispering into my ear that my eyes shone bright; bright as the stars in the sky. oh, he was, indeed, the love of my life; the one who broke my heart and never shown his face

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i've been feeling so dark lately that not even the diamonds in your eyes or the brightness of your smile can make me laugh

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Jan 24, 2018

Jan 24, 2018 at 9:30 PM UTC

again in darkness

i've been feeling so dark lately that not even the diamonds in your eyes or the brightness of your smile can make me laugh

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i wish i could stop this feeling inside my chest, i wish that these... feelings of selfishness just fade away but how can i stop them if all i want is to have you? how can i stop these feelings of greed growing inside my veins if all i can think about is your face, the way the corner of your lips go up whenever you smile or laugh or the way your eyes shine so bright in the dark and the merely thought of having you laying down in bed beside me is storming inside my head? i've been feeling this selfishness inside my chest inside my heart, my lungs, because i want you for my whole own self i don't want anybody else, anybody else but you and i want you to have me to have me and anybody else but me

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Jan 12, 2018

Jan 12, 2018 at 2:18 AM UTC

feelings of selfishness

i wish i could stop this feeling inside my chest, i wish that these... feelings of selfishness just fade away but how can i stop them if all i want is to have you? how can i stop these feelings of greed growing inside my veins if all i can think about is your face, the way the corner of your lips go up whenever you smile or laugh or the way your eyes shine so bright in the dark and the merely thought of having you laying down in bed beside me is storming inside my head? i've been feeling this selfishness inside my chest inside my heart, my lungs, because i want you for my whole own self i don't want anybody else, anybody else but you and i want you to have me to have me and anybody else but me

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i’ve been thinking about how to fill this blank space, to fill this missing piece, to fill this hole in my soul in my heart, to fill this tear in my heart to finally mend this poor soul but, how can i feel these spaces these empty holes these emptiness in my heart if you, your face, your eyes, your lips, your smile, your back, your laugh, the softness of your hair and the cold spot beside me in the bed are the only thing i can think about?

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Jan 12, 2018

Jan 12, 2018 at 2:06 AM UTC

empty space

i’ve been thinking about how to fill this blank space, to fill this missing piece, to fill this hole in my soul in my heart, to fill this tear in my heart to finally mend this poor soul but, how can i feel these spaces these empty holes these emptiness in my heart if you, your face, your eyes, your lips, your smile, your back, your laugh, the softness of your hair and the cold spot beside me in the bed are the only thing i can think about?

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