Have you ever felt the invisible weight on your shoulder that drowns you to the deepest hole of sorrow?
Have you ever betrayed by the most beautiful thought of yours?
Or are you simply not alive?
Jun 23, 2023
Jun 23, 2023 at 1:55 AM UTC
I'm just a lonely ship,
sailing in the sea.
When the wind hits me,
it sounds like a glee.
I once a sunken ship,
swallowed into a hellhole.
What an agony,
I went from hero to zero.
Like a bliss in a dark place,
you give your all.
Now I'm standing in grace,
having you as my anchor.
Feb 7, 2023
Feb 7, 2023 at 1:22 AM UTC
Thousand miles between us
Drown me into an ocean of thoughts
Thousand unrealized kisses
Tearing me apart like a sword
I wish the wind could whisper to you
"I miss you"
I wish the gravity could pull you down
Into my loving arms
Feb 7, 2023
Feb 7, 2023 at 1:11 AM UTC
Has your tongue ever lied to you?
Has your lips ever lied to you?
Has your eyes ever lied to you?
Has your hands ever lied to you?
No?
Did you just lie?
No?
Then why does your tongue says you're okay?
Why does your lips stay smiling?
Why does your eyes holding those tears?
Why does your hands trying so hard to stay still?
Or are you lying to yourself?
Dec 3, 2021
Dec 3, 2021 at 10:51 PM UTC
When the blade touch your skin
Will it bleed?
Or will the blade be in love with your skin?
Does it love to hurt?
Does the blade know?
Pain
Who never feel pain?
I guess everyone does
But can you feel other's pain?
No, darling
You can only knew their stories
But not their pain
You're not in their shoes
World
No matter how many people live in it
You'll always left alone
Who truly cares?
They care when it's too late
They care only if it's worthy enough
You
Stop expecting
What do you know about other people?
Don't ask God
He remains silent
Just stop expecting
Or the blades will cut deeper
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 1:16 AM UTC
You used to be the sun to me
When I was kept in the dark
You were the only one
Who made me feel like I was ready to give it all out
You were the one who I trust the most
Maybe I was wrong
You used to be the one who listened even when you're at your worst
But now
Every single word that come from my mouth
Every little thing that I used to do before
Makes you want to walk away
Walk away from me
Maybe we're just tired
Our love still remain
Maybe the time become so cruel
That we have to leave
Maybe it's the distance
That makes us hard to understand each other
And it's time for me
To walk away
and never come back
Jan 2, 2020
Jan 2, 2020 at 8:37 PM UTC
Each day
I have this urge
To drown myself into the deep dark river
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine"
No, I'm hurting
I'm hurting because of you
"Okay, I love you"
"I love you too"
No, you don't
You wouldn't do this, you wouldn't hurt me
You don't love me, you just don't want the others have my attention
You don't love me, you just want to feel needed
Feb 20, 2019
Feb 20, 2019 at 8:25 AM UTC
Maybe it's the way we see the world that makes us different.
Maybe it's the way we see each other that makes us learn how to love.
Maybe it's our anger that separates us.
or maybe...
Your love is gone and you don't want me anymore.
Jan 13, 2019
Jan 13, 2019 at 10:09 PM UTC
Tears falling down
Heart has been shattered
Empty gaze
She was never good with words
She was never good at showing her love for him
She was drowned by the reality
She was lost
He is the sun for her
She lets herself burnt, trying to hug him
Never knew, love could be this smother
It slowly kills her
Suffocated
Dying
If only he knew
How much she cried
How much she hid the tears
How much the pain she felt
But he didn't care......
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 8:28 PM UTC
Distance
an amount of space between two things or people
That's what I knew of what distance means,
before I met you
Never seen distance as a barrier,
but here I am
Wishing this barrier to be vanished
and be held in your arms
right in this moment
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 2:06 AM UTC