lakota - Hello Poetry

Even though they say things happen for a reason no wise words gunna stop the bleedin had to go toe-to-toe, face-to-face with my demons my loved ones moved on while I'm still grievin I'm here holdin on for all the little ones life ain't easy but I can wait till my time comes . .

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Apr 1, 2015

Apr 1, 2015 at 11:49 PM UTC

still holdin on

Even though they say things happen for a reason no wise words gunna stop the bleedin had to go toe-to-toe, face-to-face with my demons my loved ones moved on while I'm still grievin I'm here holdin on for all the little ones life ain't easy but I can wait till my time comes . .

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Sitting here thinking about back in the day, Trying not to want my old ways, Its time to grow up im no longer a child, I know my life's been kind of wild, All I can do is hope for a new tomorrow, Get off my *** and forget the sorrows, Life Is alright I ain't complaining ..

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Apr 26, 2014

Apr 26, 2014 at 4:54 AM UTC

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Sitting here thinking about back in the day, Trying not to want my old ways, Its time to grow up im no longer a child, I know my life's been kind of wild, All I can do is hope for a new tomorrow, Get off my *** and forget the sorrows, Life Is alright I ain't complaining ..

7

I thought things would be different, I though they would change in an instant, I refuse to believe my thoughts are wrong, I've come a long way. I consider myself strong, I'm still young with big responsibilities, Used to move from group home to group home. And other facilities, I got out to be with family, But it seems like its only me,

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Apr 25, 2014

Apr 25, 2014 at 2:34 AM UTC

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I thought things would be different, I though they would change in an instant, I refuse to believe my thoughts are wrong, I've come a long way. I consider myself strong, I'm still young with big responsibilities, Used to move from group home to group home. And other facilities, I got out to be with family, But it seems like its only me,

8

I used to smoke **** and Drink everyday life was ****** and I didn't pray didn't wear any colors but black and grey if you looked at me, pain is what you'd see ask everybody I know, then you'd believe me tried to change everything all I needed was a little shove my mama told me baby girl it's tough love I didn't understand, well .. kind of since then I've been locked up got my **** together but the homies say whatever I smile, cause I used to be wild now its time to grow up, I'm no child the system helped me become wise **** the ******** holding me down, I'll rise life is hard, but I'll give you a hand I was like most of you, with my future unplanned I got off my *** to take a stand for once in my life I'm in command

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Apr 15, 2014

Apr 15, 2014 at 12:11 PM UTC

Tough Love

I used to smoke **** and Drink everyday life was ****** and I didn't pray didn't wear any colors but black and grey if you looked at me, pain is what you'd see ask everybody I know, then you'd believe me tried to change everything all I needed was a little shove my mama told me baby girl it's tough love I didn't understand, well .. kind of since then I've been locked up got my **** together but the homies say whatever I smile, cause I used to be wild now its time to grow up, I'm no child the system helped me become wise **** the ******** holding me down, I'll rise life is hard, but I'll give you a hand I was like most of you, with my future unplanned I got off my *** to take a stand for once in my life I'm in command

19

laying here trying to occupy my time feelin boxed in losing my mind leaving this place in less than 7 days scared I might go back to my old ways grew up in the world of drugs when you look at my family all you see is thugs not many people understand me but they always actin friendly I got secrets of my own but I don't tell many was livin the fast life getting money met a lot of people but I still felt lonely now, my family are my one & only its time to move on .. I know I know do good, everybody tells me

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Apr 14, 2014

Apr 14, 2014 at 3:56 PM UTC

2.28.13 - 4.18.14

laying here trying to occupy my time feelin boxed in losing my mind leaving this place in less than 7 days scared I might go back to my old ways grew up in the world of drugs when you look at my family all you see is thugs not many people understand me but they always actin friendly I got secrets of my own but I don't tell many was livin the fast life getting money met a lot of people but I still felt lonely now, my family are my one & only its time to move on .. I know I know do good, everybody tells me

14

If i had wings, i would fly away a lot of things on my mind thoughts not all that kind day dreamin that i'm at home I come back to reality and I'm alone 17 years old forced to be grown in and out of the system on my own alcohol addiction marijuana addiction tatted up, gangs and hittin lick missions mama always told me "your smarter then that" but I didn't listen now look at me sitting here in my 4th group home wishing i would have listened ..

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Mar 6, 2014

Mar 6, 2014 at 8:47 AM UTC

Reality

If i had wings, i would fly away a lot of things on my mind thoughts not all that kind day dreamin that i'm at home I come back to reality and I'm alone 17 years old forced to be grown in and out of the system on my own alcohol addiction marijuana addiction tatted up, gangs and hittin lick missions mama always told me "your smarter then that" but I didn't listen now look at me sitting here in my 4th group home wishing i would have listened ..

14

Days go by, I'm rotting away I'm telling myself it will all be ok they think it's funny they think it's a game their making me go insane could you look in my eye's and see pain ? If i show you my weakness will this all go away ? Rez Life has me hoping for riches I'm dreamin everyday but, I'm telling myself it will all be ok ..

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Feb 27, 2014

Feb 27, 2014 at 12:14 PM UTC

Going Insane

Days go by, I'm rotting away I'm telling myself it will all be ok they think it's funny they think it's a game their making me go insane could you look in my eye's and see pain ? If i show you my weakness will this all go away ? Rez Life has me hoping for riches I'm dreamin everyday but, I'm telling myself it will all be ok ..

13

I'm sitting here thinking about my life, wondering what to write i've been sad but i'll be alright i won't give up so i'll live and fight feels like i jumped in a pool of emotions i'm getting tired of all these expectations people trying to tell me i owe them an explanation if i really wanted to i'd be silent but instead i'd rather write and vent ..

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Feb 24, 2014

Feb 24, 2014 at 12:25 PM UTC

Drained

I'm sitting here thinking about my life, wondering what to write i've been sad but i'll be alright i won't give up so i'll live and fight feels like i jumped in a pool of emotions i'm getting tired of all these expectations people trying to tell me i owe them an explanation if i really wanted to i'd be silent but instead i'd rather write and vent ..

9

My life is like a puzzle everyone has a piece of me some of me here, some of me there as i'm sitting in my cell, trying to piece back my life i want to scream and yell songs are going through my mind reminging me of the good times then i start to remember the bad my emotions become deranged i look out the window feeling like i'm going insane i pace back and forth slowly deciding if i should get on my knees to pray for the lack of misery trapped inside my brain causing this mental pain but instead i want to sit here and write to you, to tell you my hopes and dreams i know will never come true you used to tell me, i could always come and talk to you ..

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Feb 24, 2014

Feb 24, 2014 at 12:12 PM UTC

Thinking

My life is like a puzzle everyone has a piece of me some of me here, some of me there as i'm sitting in my cell, trying to piece back my life i want to scream and yell songs are going through my mind reminging me of the good times then i start to remember the bad my emotions become deranged i look out the window feeling like i'm going insane i pace back and forth slowly deciding if i should get on my knees to pray for the lack of misery trapped inside my brain causing this mental pain but instead i want to sit here and write to you, to tell you my hopes and dreams i know will never come true you used to tell me, i could always come and talk to you ..

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