humanity, you're too much.
humanity, with your colors & your voices & your cries...
humanity, with your death, & your loves, & your lies.
humanity, i cant breathe
humanity, i cant see.
humanity, its all too much
humanity, i just cant get enough.
humanity, i've fallen into the well
humanity, i cant say things are too swell.
humanity, i have found myself in a rut
humanity, why are there so many cigarette butts?
humanity, why do i need this drink?
humanity is all gone within a blink.
humanity, you're too much.
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 2:46 AM UTC
once upon a times
& happily ever afters
were never real
but you are
forever...
but we're so young?
Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 7:34 PM UTC
my desires & my needs are two completely different things
I crave you
& your touch
& your voice
& your words
but I know it's all a sham
filled with empty promises
& distances in the middle of the night
you want me
& I want you
but it can never be
& that kills me
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 1:03 AM UTC
I listen to your songs
& my heart is heavy
there's an unbearable pressure on my chest
& it's constantly lingering
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 1:12 AM UTC
get away
go to some far away new place
with new loves & new faces
play your music & relish in the opportunities
do not think of me.
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 12:06 AM UTC
mixtures of disappointment & guilt
paired with euphoria & bliss
blended together with anticipations & dreams
but muddled with expectations & faithlessness.
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 12:04 AM UTC
you only write when you're in love
& it's extraordinary
but when you delete it
what does that really mean?
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 2:47 AM UTC
you continue to look through old poetry
instant nostalgia consumes you
what do you feel?
is it how you felt while writing it
or is it how you feel reading it now
watching ages pass as an innocent bystander
waiting
for the moment to come for you to have a chance to speak up
shout into the void
do you dare enter it?
or leave it untouched?
wallflowers are funny
empathy is magical
comprehensible things aren't really comprehensible, are they?
what you think is what you imagine
thinking in the past will only make you yearn for that sweet kiss, that soft touch
everything is all over the place
sprawled out across the floor
do you want to clean it up, or continue to let it pile?
you're hoarding
burn it
burn it all
watch the embers dance in the air
& the flames wave with the draft
& the smoke consume the sky
cough. choke. cry. suffocate.
become reborn.
you're a Phoenix & your life is up.
begin again. sprout from the ashes & start anew.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 1:58 AM UTC
sitting at a diner
early morning hours
I check
is it to bring relief? because it will eventually bring my ruin.
I'll read new words & conjugate hypothesese & the images will come flooding in.
I know what it means
& you can hide & keep & sly your way through
but just know,
I know.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 1:52 AM UTC
my bed is a cloud
one giant pillow
& I'm sunk
but cravings
they're calling me
reaching out their tired arms
I'm almost at their grasp
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 1:39 AM UTC