
ladyofthepantomime
Pakistani
I don't know yet...i'm in the process of building it...kind of...sort of...hopefully i'm not breaking it.... / *crossed fingers* / *eyelash wishes* / *dandelion seeds* / *birthday candles* / *tip-toe* / *wires* / *sometime miracles* / *Occupation: fairy-godmother*
A Woman of Many Words
I am a Woman of Many Words
I am drawn to all those places
That words congregate:
Libraries and bookstores
Road signs and billboards
Ticket stubs and subtitles
Nametags and license plates
Each one a journey driving inside me
I am a Woman of Many Words
I love the way the shapes feel in my mouth
The skittle taste of syllables
I am drawn to especially long words
With their phonetic entities stretching out like tentacles to reach new corners of pronunciation
Words like
Bibliophile and flippant-irreverence
Evanescent and Insouciance
Mellifluous and Effervescent
Mondegreen and Labyrinthine
Words like
Onomatopoeia and Tintinnabulation
I appreciate their weight on my tongue
The way my hands appreciate the thickness that is a fat book
I am a Woman of Many Words
I am attracted to their multitude
The space their figures take up on a page
The calligraphic punches
Typed up by keys
The carefully constructed
Brush strokes
Spouting
What is sure to be, nonsense
But I do enjoy the sound of nonsense in the morning
I am a Woman of Many Words
I cling to the lettered skyscrapers wherever I can find them
Because the familiar scent of scribbles across parchment is comfort food for me
I find them
On the backs of cereal boxes
And in Popsicle riddles
In fortune cookies
And alphabet soup
From magnets on my fridge
To junk food logos
And I hold on to them for dear life
For fear that silence should find me
And leave me empty
For fear it will take away the music of maracas
Made by words
Dancing the salsa inside me
I am a Woman of Many Words
because Words
Answer my Questions,
Soothe my fears,
and Humor my Whims
They are not always Right
But they are always Constant
They are not always Honest, in fact,
Mostly
They Lie
But ever so often
They tell such a Beautiful Lie
That you wish it were true
They sing from the rocks
offering Escape from
Terrifying,
Suffocating,
Mind numbing Silence
that echoes off my skeleton
I am afraid that silence will hollow out my insides
and leave me abandoned
with nothing between my Bow and Stern
my Forecastle all torn up
I am afraid of the skeleton inside me
So I am a Woman of Many of Words
For fear of silence
And contempt for truth
Because my words are sirens
And my shipwreck is home here
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 5:12 PM UTC
There’s something romantic about stairwells.
And something mysterious too.
They’re a journey
a winding
a turning
arduos
Journey
But perhaps well worth the view
There’s something artistic about stairwells
Maybe it’s the shadows
and the way
they flirt
with the light
(like I said there’s something romantic about stairwells)
but there is some magic there too
Maybe it’s the fairytale
the something magic
something tragic
flight after flight
a journey
Roadless and mapless
A dance of torchlight and candle and flame
I don’t know
but there’s something special here
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 5:05 PM UTC
You there
In the empty room
That’s filled with people
What do you see?
You there
In the bustling room
That is empty
What do you see?
You there
Peering through the mirror
That is a window
What do you see?
You there
Looking out of a window
That is a mirror
What do you see?
You there
Gazing at the sky
Longing for something
-I wonder-
What do you see?
You there
Staring at the clock
That is broken
What do you see?
You there
Watching seconds
Then minuets slip away
What do you see?
You there
Shuffling through years
-Did you lose a memory-
What do you see?
You there
blowing out Birthday candles
That are no longer wished on
What do you see?
You there
unwrapping gifts
That are still surprises
What do you see?
You there
Laughing at the world
That is sad
What do you see?
You there
Crying for a laughing world
That is silly
What do you see?
You there
Lost in a small world
That is huge
What do you see?
You there
Believing
In things you can’t see
What do you see?
You there
Lying
-Are you hiding from me-
What do you see?
You there
With the secret
That very few know
What do you see?
You there
With the silent face
That loves to tell tales
What do you see
YOU THERE
YES YOU
Let me borrow your shoes
And walk a mile
With a story
For each step of the way
Let me look through your eyes
And paint a picture
For I want
A different colored sky
You there
Reflecting in the water
And changing with the ripples
What do you see?
Jul 2, 2013
Jul 2, 2013 at 11:20 PM UTC
"I can't help it
you see,
I have this habit
of throwing
smiles
around and
it makes me quite
sad
when people
drop
them"
Jul 2, 2013
Jul 2, 2013 at 11:18 PM UTC
When i'm lying in bed awake at night, thinking of many things; of shoes and ships and sealing wax, and cabbages and kings, there are many a people that come waltzing through my mind and at this midnight hour i wonder if I'm dancing in anyone else's mind.
Jul 2, 2013
Jul 2, 2013 at 11:16 PM UTC
Disappointments are made out of
Doughnut Holes
and Doughnut Holes
are filled with Disappointments
Jul 2, 2013
Jul 2, 2013 at 11:09 PM UTC
I was going to learn to fly
but then
I changed my mind
I was going to go on an adventure
but then
i changed my mind
I was going to write a poem
but then
I changed my mind
...
oh look
there goes life
out the window
that i built
out of scratch
and
indecision
Jul 1, 2013
Jul 1, 2013 at 2:12 AM UTC
black blobs
on the page
and on my favorite
t-shirt
on the newspaper
spread before me
and on the tips
of my fingers
child like i press
my fingers
to the page
already occupied with blobs
and create fingerprints
that look like little people
and thus begins
my art work
Jul 1, 2013
Jul 1, 2013 at 2:06 AM UTC
The world is full of gray people
Who have a difficult definition
They’re hard to paint a portrait of
And don’t last long in pictures
Because
They can’t sit still for long
They aren’t an illustration
From a children’s book
Because
They lack the color
They haven’t got a green
Nor red.
Nor blue.
Nor yellow.
They’re not a black and white comic
One that can be easily understood
By all
For that they lack legibility
They are gray
You can’t find them in a picture book
Because
They have too many chapters
All words
No pictures
Vague words
With multiple meanings
Similes and metaphors
Symbols and motifs
Characterization
That still leaves them
Incomplete
Jul 1, 2013
Jul 1, 2013 at 1:49 AM UTC
She’s an inside-outside person
A tip-toeing lopsided dancer
A painter
A sculptor
A writer
Jul 1, 2013
Jul 1, 2013 at 1:48 AM UTC