You wish
to prevent yourself
from sadness and pain
I can show you
how to
forget
It's not hard
just hide them all
in the sand
deep down
your throat
and your heart
act like
there is nothing
in your mind
learn to stop
your eyes
from cry
and build
shel where
you can disappear
but remember
that feelings
always came together
sadness and
happiness
no longer in your heart
being numb is
in prize
you won't care anymore
because you can't feel
how you can be sad
that your mother died
you can't now cry
you can't now love
but you won't hurt anymore
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 4:43 PM UTC
I'm so sorry that my poems are so cheesy
I'm so sorry that my life is so
worthless
I'm so sorry that I still talk to you
I'm so sorry that I love you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 4:23 PM UTC
Is it accident
that we met at the day
when my happiness began?
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 4:21 PM UTC
I laugh when you say
I can't feel this way
I feel
you are mad when I say
you can't think this way
you think
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 4:30 PM UTC
I'm laying in my bed
another day
I lost truck of time
they say
go out
why you always like that
I can only smile to them
and quietly say
I don't care anymore
I haven't changed my clothes in days
I haven't brushed my hair
I stoped taking shower
I'm not sure
if I'm even exist
or I'm just shadow of person
maybe I died
and I just didn't notice
I'm not the smartest anyway
If I'm still alive
I would die
But I'm too tired for this
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 4:27 PM UTC
my eyelids so heavy
I lost my body
in the darkness
how can I make myself happy
when I can't make myself
get up
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 4:18 PM UTC
you look at me
i kid myself that you like me
there's snow outside
wind moves limbs
maybe i'm self-absorbed
because how dare i think
that someone likes me
but there's snowing harder
and appear more delusions
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 10:24 AM UTC
i loved girl
who had blonde hair
but i was scared
and instead of words
there was only silence
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 5:42 PM UTC
i don't think i miss you
i miss everything what i lost
when you've gone
i miss every unrealized chance
every memories that we won't share
every advice and every hug
that you no more can give me
i want it so much
but you can't come
and bring it back
you are so cruel
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 5:38 PM UTC