i wake up and wonder
could i have done better
than this person who sleeps
so peacefully
next to me
or the onewho
i have shared with
my entire existence
and committed my life to
no
i wonder
i wonder
wondering
is it you who regrets
giving your love to me
is it you who wakes up
hoping
wishing
i leave you
so that maybe
you don’t have to
Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 7:43 PM UTC
gazing at this man
i notice
behind his eyes
you can see
the way he loves is almost like wind and rain.
it is soft and gentle,
pure and fearless,
passionate but innocent.
as he looks up
gaze meeting mine
i hope
his wind and rain
longs for my earth and fire.
Mar 12, 2019
Mar 12, 2019 at 2:13 AM UTC
your shoes.
the laces frayed and tangled.
just like me.
your shoes.
pure white fades to something *****
just like me.
your shoes.
missing a forgotten sole.
just like me.
your shoes.
cheap leather peeling more and more every time it is used.
just like me.
your shoes.
are just like me.
you love those shoes.
you love me.
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 1:50 AM UTC
the first time he told her he couldn’t love her she asked
what did i do wrong?
the first time he told her he would never love her she asked
why am i not enough?
-part 2
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 12:49 AM UTC
the first time she told him she loved him he asked
how
she looked him in the eyes and said
how could i not
-part 1
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 12:48 AM UTC
i remember crying
asking him to stop
as he held me down
face in a pillow
some people call this
doggy style
probably because
they know
men are dogs
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 12:46 AM UTC
i didnt say no
i didn’t move
it wasn’t violent
like the time before
but just the same
he filled me up
in 2 minutes
leaving me feeling
empty inside
-January 10th, 2016
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 12:45 AM UTC
i would rather
not be enough
for a bad guy
than not be enough
for the good guy
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 12:43 AM UTC
you stick your head out of the window to look at the stars.
star gazing.
star tripping.
come down from space !
get your head out of the cosmic cloud you claim is "love" (!!!)
do you not understand ?
you’ve become a black hole devouring me like i am easily replaced.
you crave the attention of other planets,
never satisfied with my atmosphere.
but i would give you the entire solar system if i could.
you wouldn’t take it from me.
you would take it from HIM.
you stick your head out of the window to look at the stars.
i never knew the stars had their own agenda in mind.
i never knew the stars could be so selfish.
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 8:22 PM UTC