Like an ocean wave
You swept me off my feet
Riding the ocean
Without a care in the world
Deeper and deeper I float
The tides pull back
I am swept over my head
Nothing underneath me
I'm drowning
Out in the open
All alone
Nov 15, 2023
Nov 15, 2023 at 10:55 AM UTC
I know it is time to let this go
And that right there hurts me so.
My heart is breaking,
My head is aching.
I should have known from the start
To listen to my head and not my heart.
I shouldn't have let it go this long,
Because I knew it was so wrong.
But you brought me on this crazy ride
Which I really couldn't just slip aside.
And you brought me to a place
That made my heart race.
I'm writing this so I can let you go
And just so that you know
My feelings for you were real
But I can't keep letting myself feel
Because it's all too much to take in
And makes my whole world spin.
Without you here to tell your story
It makes me feel so sorry
But I can't keep feeling this way
Knowing it may never go my way
Just remember You had me at hi
And now I've got you at goodbye...
Nov 15, 2023
Nov 15, 2023 at 10:51 AM UTC
The air was sweet and crisp
The sun was bright and warm
My heart was full
On a summer day
The world seemed right
My life complete
Happiness defined
On a summer day
Grey clouds appeared
Rain with my tears
Broken and lost
On a summer day
I walk away from joy
I fall away from love
I trip on my fallen spirit
On a summer day
I have become a shadow
I am the rain
I lost my life
On a summer day
Nov 15, 2023
Nov 15, 2023 at 10:44 AM UTC
They said they couldn't stay
I don't know how to feel
My soul taken away
Rain fell hard that day
I don't know how to heal
They said they couldn't stay
Their love they took away
Hard for my heart to deal
My soul taken away
I tried and tried to sway
Convinced their love was real
They said they couldn't stay
I watched them walk away
My existence became surreal
My soul taken away
There is nothing I can say
As I eat my final meal
They said they couldn't stay
My soul taken away
Nov 15, 2023
Nov 15, 2023 at 10:32 AM UTC
I remember my childhood yard
There was this big tree
I played for hours there
Under the dark shadow
There was this big tree
Sometimes gone unnoticed
Under the dark shadow
Seemed the place for me
Sometimes gone unnoticed
Lost from the world
Seemed the place for me
I've lost my way home
Lost from the world
Wanting to be found
I've lost my way home
No one looks for me
Nov 15, 2023
Nov 15, 2023 at 10:19 AM UTC
In the dark of the night
I crave you
When silence fills the room
I miss you
The winter wind blows
I wish to be near you
What do you think about me?
In the light of the day
I crave you
When laughter fills the room
I miss you
The summer wind blows
I wish to be near you
But what do you think about that?
Nov 15, 2023
Nov 15, 2023 at 9:59 AM UTC
Like a plague in my mind, I didn't ask for you here
But there's no antibiotic, you won't disappear
Musing of times long past
In my mind, I feel I am trapped
The people around me have changed
You and I are estranged
The reflection shows my years in the sun
But my mind is cast back to when I was young
Like a plague in my mind, I didn’t ask for you here
Thoughts swirling around making all things unclear
Keep concealing
Stop feeling
Nov 15, 2023
Nov 15, 2023 at 9:54 AM UTC
She was a bright red rose in the field of dandelions
Reminding me there is no need for compliance
The shimmer of her petals drew people from afar
They shinned brighter than any evening star
For a ***** on the finger left them in fear
Why was she like this?
All alone
So afraid
That is when I got brave and came to her aid
Only to find she needed no upgrade
She was bright
She was brave
She was light
She forgave
And no one could take that away
She was a bright red rose in the field of dandelions
Reminding me there really is no need for compliance
Nov 15, 2023
Nov 15, 2023 at 9:52 AM UTC
Sunshine lightens the day
Masking the darkness inside
Letting you forget
Letting you smile
But when night falls
The portal opens to
The darkness inside
Consuming all Good
And we feel
Alone.
Sad.
Scared.
Tossing and turning
Can't breath
Hearts in pain
Only awhile longer
For the sun will come again
And hide all pain.
Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 12:13 PM UTC
I cant explain how stupid i feel
To ever think this all was real
It's all i think about day and night
And in my mind its such a fight
At night i can not sleep
Because my thoughts are that deep
I let you get inside my head
And let myself be mislead
My hearts in pain
I'm going insane
All i want to do
Is go back and redo
Everything i ever said
And every tear i ever shed
Because in the end
I cant comprehend
Why i was so weak
And what made you unique
Now All i want is for this all to be over
And nothing more to be leftover
Because I want again to feel strong
And feel like i belong
But I dont know how much more i can take
Before i finally break..
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 12:15 PM UTC