Words crashing around,
But not coming around,
Time with you, running,
That which im trying to hold on to,
To tell you all about and everything about,but you? You are cunning,
Playing countering as if we're at a war,
No, darling even if everything's fare in love and war,
But we're at love atleast i am,
Pursuing you with false hopes,
Only thinking to my self,
Stuck and froze to myself,at exaCt same spot,that you put me on,its not what i wanna blame you for,
But you are to be blamed,as
I am getting punished,
Getting bullied and cherishing these moments of events or thoughts,
By myself.which of course are mine ,
Even though i want you in each every seconds of these hard painful,full of agony moments to feel,
And here you are with rose stuck between your teeths,with its thorns stinging your skin,which i cant even bear to watch you getting hurt,
Having a laugh,and spectating not even saying a word of hope,
Even though having you here comforts me in a way ,you just cant see me alone here fighting for you,with you.
Words only i wrote,not said even though could'nt reach you, aches my soul...
Jan 23, 2018
Jan 23, 2018 at 5:43 AM UTC
Why do you be you,
And i'll be me,
I can't be,
I need you,
Be with me,
I'll be me,
I'll burn all me's and masks,
Just be with me,
These masks will swirl into the air like sand,
If you'll be mine,
Come closer just say it,
And be mine,
Come and fuse and melt me away,
Be my yin as i am yang,
Which craves the balance only ,
With you,
And i'll be you.
Jan 12, 2018
Jan 12, 2018 at 7:46 AM UTC
Strange is this feels,
The feels strangely unreachable,but crystal clear,
This strange lonesome,in this sea of strangers,as it seems,
Strange are those emotions,you gave with no hiding ,but misinterpreted,
Strangled by your own strange thoughts,which have no end,doesnt have any loose ends,
Killing your wants each and every second is strange,
Killed by this bizzare strange expectations and reality created by the
God to summarise or to blame him,
Strangely stranger it gets at every steps of space whose next step is invisible,but you made a move anyway,but still fail to reach your strange destination,
Strange is you,thats what is percieved,
Its strange.
Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 11:45 PM UTC
Running chasing bus,
Getting somewhere,without any worries,i s
Freedom,
Standing in the first and last rain showers,is
Sorrow or pain ?,
Throwing yourself on someone else,is
Relief,
Taking the breeze inspiring,is
Wonderful,
And out of blues is this strange aesthetic,which has no shape neither it stimulate any of your senses,will stuck to your chest piercing your skin and viscera straight upto that beating heart,whose whole oscillations will be reset to that same time of hitting you,
No I will not say or write,
Nope
, you know what it is.
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 9:50 AM UTC
Red,white,black ,green or blue,
Everything,
Everything turning to grey,
People's thoughts,conversations,
There whole self's turning grey,
Everything is dull,
That summer love,that long wanted meetings,that connection to feel with someone or everyone,its turning grey,
Everything,
Everything's turning grey,
Hot seems like cold,
Everything even the understanding of others and self,which seems like transparent turning blurry,
Like the cigarette burning bright as sun's setting rays,and ending into the grey ashes and holding on the air which made it to burn,into the smoke.
Everything,like everything's turned grey........is it just me turning grey,or the whole world was just grey to start with.
Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 8:29 AM UTC
Try loving
Try fighting
Die trying
Try novel ****
Try yourself
Try ideas
Try music
Try sports
Try running
Try a laugh
Try chuckles
Try smiles
It'll fail all,
Try again.
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 8:28 AM UTC
Grasp
Absorb
Acquire
Indulge your insightful
Heart,by loving
By giving,by taking
By diving into the sea of sharks
Living through the night and day
Full of clouds,not showering,just roaming around,
Acquire yourself from yourself.
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 8:23 AM UTC
Bored to death
Bored to live
Bored getting bored,
Boring,
Boaring my way through this,
Boring way.
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 8:18 AM UTC
These signs always come in way,
Why do they come,
Why do they mean something,
These irritating signs,
Those indicators which hinder your freedom,
Freedom? Why there's freedom,
Signs,why they always **** the thrill,
Floating around like butterflies,
But irritating,
Is it real or delusion like yourself.
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 8:15 AM UTC
The way you say,
The way you lay
The way you live
The way you walk,
The way you talk,
The way you feel,
The way you smile,
The way you lie,
The way you cry,
The way you love,
Wish i know.
I wish.
Jul 26, 2017
Jul 26, 2017 at 2:48 PM UTC