Always cramming to do lists into my pockets
worrying about what I am going to do next
or what I am going to forget
they end up staying in the pocket of some shorts
left or forgotten anyway or washed by accident
I always try to lay out my life
like that will help anything
yet more desperately than anything
I want to live day to day
free of to do lists
my only care the present moment
how do I go about this?
I constantly bother myself with the idea
of what I am doing with my life
all the while wasting it
contemplating what I should be doing
I want to go out into the woods
and I want to sit by a river on a blanket
with my favorite book in hand
and I want to plant a garden
and grow my own food
and whittle little pieces of wood I find
and write letters to friends who are far away
and learn about what type of trees
are growing in my own front yard
Sep 24, 2012
Sep 24, 2012 at 8:02 PM UTC
You leave hickeys on my neck
and there are cuts on your skin
and all I want is to love you again and again
and my lips wont stop tingling
from the surprise of your kiss
at this point,
there is nothing I can do
there are so many reasons why
you are not mine
and I am not yours
let's just leave it at that
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 1:16 PM UTC
I still smell like you
your scent left on me
like the way I am leaving
to another state,
somewhere far away,
in 4 days time
and all I can recall
is the way you kissed me
without any fear at all
6 years of eachother
and we still don't know
how the hell we feel
and where the hell we stand
you are so sad
all of the time
why are you so sad?
i didn't plan it like this
i didn't plan anything
you say you're a wanderer anyway
we both know I can't be the one to make you stay
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 1:06 PM UTC
I remember when
You slipped your hand into mine
Changing everything
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 12:50 PM UTC
I think I could write
At least one hundred haikus
Just about your smile
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 12:45 PM UTC
deep inside of us
all that we are made up of
Everything Is Love
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 12:43 PM UTC
Some days I get so low,
I don't see how I could ever get out of the hole
I have dug for myself
Yet other days,
all I can feel is the sun shining
and all I know is the deep truth
that it will always rise again
I won't ever give up on the love I feel flowing through my veins.
May 21, 2012
May 21, 2012 at 12:39 PM UTC
I want to not know
where I end and you begin
do you understand?
May 18, 2012
May 18, 2012 at 12:33 PM UTC
rain tapping hard against my window
heart tapping light against my chest
it is so easy to feel lonely at nighttime
while all the world seems to be asleep
or in someone's arms
maybe at night it is like you are the last person alive
and the rain is trying to talk to you
i can't sleep because of you
i can't make sense without you
May 18, 2012
May 18, 2012 at 12:31 PM UTC
i hate forcing myself to feel less
the whole world just wants
everyone to feel less
and i wont give in
let my Heart spill all over everywhere
May 18, 2012
May 18, 2012 at 12:10 PM UTC