Dinner of Judgments
In a world full of false judgments,
Totally deceived by their senses,
Two genuine souls
Were dining at the table of truth,
Eating with love, laughter, and life,
Enjoying the precious moments.
It felt like no one was around.
Time stopped running.
No criticism.
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 11:51 PM UTC
You were standing in front of the crowd
Wearing the color of purity
White as the cotton and clouds
Clean as your intentions on me.
I walked slowly towards your way
Wearing the color of romance
Red as the rose and fire
To make your cold spirit warm.
As our bodies embraced one another
Two hearts made a distinct harmony
Even the great Bach won't understand
Love is really unexplainable
It is maybe the eyes to hear
Or perhaps ears to see.
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 11:39 PM UTC
We were kingdoms and oceans apart,
Until I met you in a distant land.
Love slowly thawed our frozen hearts,
As we reached out, hand in hand.
I held your caring soul so near,
And you embraced me, flaws and all.
Together, we became whole,
As another chapter begins to unfold.
Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 7:19 PM UTC
When you left, you had your reasons,
I whispered, “I understand.”
But deep down, I don’t.
My fault, my regret,
I’m still caught in the why,
Lost in overthinking.
I loved you
More than I loved myself,
Sacrificed all I had,
Thinking, “I’ll be fine.”
But now, I ache for your arms,
And all I feel is cold and blue.
Your smile,
I crave it so much,
Staring at your photos,
Counting the countless times
I’ve tried to remember
How it felt.
Where are you now?
Will you ever return?
I wait—patient,
Though I have little to cling to,
No promises, no guarantees.
I’m still tangled in your spell,
Blinded by the echoes of your words.
They say I’m foolish,
For believing in your promises,
But I’m in love with the illusion you gave me.
Please don’t wake me up,
Not until I uncover
The truth that you’ve already left me behind.
God once gave sinners grace,
So who am I to hold back?
How many chances should I give?
I’m already lost,
Insanely in love with a fool.
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 2:24 AM UTC
I need your love, for I’m just a man,
Please let me hold your hand.
I don’t have a grand design,
But trust my heart, and you’ll find it's fine.
You say I’m crazy, and maybe I am,
Crazy in love, I’m your biggest fan.
Come on, don’t be shy,
I’ll paint your world with colors that fly.
I want to rest upon your arm,
And talk through the endless night.
I’ll keep you safe, away from harm,
I’ll love you with all my might.
The memories we’ve made, so bright,
Are written in the stars above.
Every word I speak, so right,
We’ll never say goodbye, my love.
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 3:05 PM UTC
I am a man with a simple dream
To be a good husband to my half
Build a home full of life and love
And carry a child of my own.
I know I will come to that point
When? And how will it be?
Will it be change into darkness?
I feel like my time is up.
I'm now lifting a world at my back
Like Atlas, but I'm too weak for that
I am too young to be here
Experiencing this whole nightmare.
She has another man in her life
Her behalf is now sick to death
Their child is too young to understand
While I'm a half human and a half
Artificial.
Rip my body and tear it into
A big pieces, part by part
Sell my sinful soul to the King
Then buy a child a dress to wear
For the day of my memorial.
I have my one and only will
Bury my heart under a plant
So I will help the plant to grow
To have their child something to eat.
Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 11:38 AM UTC
He told me that he loves me
I do not know why to him
He's just silently crying
Slowly bent his knees at me.
He told me that he loves me
And I really love him too
Since we were in seventh grade
But I am scared to tell him.
He told me that he loves me
But we are not meant to be
And I know there is someone
That meant for him and not me.
Last night was the most awaited
I got full courage to tell him
But I bumped into a fast car
So I didn't tell him the truth.
He told me that he loves me
In front of my tomb kneeling
It hurts me so much more
than
I was hit by a fast vehicle.
Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 11:59 AM UTC
I gave my whole life to you
But...
You wasted it.
I offered my purest love
But...
You rejected it.
I made you happy
But...
You made me miserable.
I loved you more than anything
But...
You rejected and walked away.
You torn me into pieces
But...
I'm thankful I learned to love myself first.
Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 1:38 AM UTC
May I lay on your arm and let me rest?
And let my hand begins to touch your chest.
I feel your heart that is beating faster,
Don't be nervous, I will be your master.
Kissing your soft lips makes me line on track,
And I really love how you touch my back,
All your edges and your perfect curves,
Makes my soul alive, activates my nerves.
Tell me your secrets and I will tell mine,
And get to know each other's dimension,
Your body is a sign of a good merit.
Rip my skin and search for my cold spirit,
And my right hand starts to explore more,
Until I touched and hold the deepest core,
I look into your eyes and I felt something
I am now a complete human being.
Apr 4, 2016
Apr 4, 2016 at 10:00 AM UTC
First time in my whole life
Over twenty years of my existence
Realizing how beautiful life is
Even there are many hardships
Visiting good memories with someone
Elevate my mind, heart and soul
Realizing no matter what happen in life
More and more good memories will come
On the right time and the right place
Raising my life to God Almighty
Existence is my greatest blessing forevermore.
Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 9:00 AM UTC