Forgive me, Father who has shapéd me,
Forgive me, for I know not what You do.
Such knowledge is reservéd still for Thee,
While I, left blind, can naught but cry for You.
Forgive me, Father who has blesséd me,
Forgive me, for I know not what I do.
I know not how to act or speak or be,
And, try as I might, I fall short of You.
Forgive me, Father who has guided me,
Forgive me, for I know not what to do.
And, like a fool, I so oft refuse Thee.
Despite this, You remain faithful and true.
For like a flower, I am fading fast.
But You, O God, You will not fade, but last.
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 1:40 PM UTC
Don’t cry for me. Please, don’t cry
I’m sorry that i’m what you want
Please, oh please, just let me slip by
I have made your heart hurt enough.
I can’t be the one that you love.
Don’t cry for me. Please, don’t cry
I’m sorry that i couldn’t stay
Please, oh please, just tell me a lie
Say you never loved me anyway.
Forget all our yesterdays.
Don’t cry for me. Please, don’t cry
I’m sorry for all my mistakes
Please, oh please, just dry those blue eyes
I lack the courage it takes.
What needs to be said, i’m too scared to say.
Don’t cry for me. Please, don’t cry.
I am not worth your tears.
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 6:49 PM UTC
silently puppeteering,
ceaselessly poised under our noses and over our heads,
most visible when crawling by,
and too often moving much too fast.
time is an imposing figure,
intimidating and all too present.
yet it is also just the ticking of a clock,
seconds between minutes,
minutes between hours.
clouds slowly drifting across the sky,
the rising of the sun and moon,
generous and unhampered.
and is it fair to give it our burdens?
to use it as a pocket in which we neatly tuck away our problems?
time is not our enemy,
but neither is it our friend.
we ask it to heal all wounds
but time has no cures and no sympathy.
time has no intentions.
and so we ponder and debate and ask it for favors,
and time watches and says nothing.
Jun 10, 2018
Jun 10, 2018 at 1:05 AM UTC
an object in motion tends to stay in motion.
an object at rest tends to stay at rest.
my thoughts spiral
and i cannot get out of bed.
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 11:16 PM UTC
hello, poetry
i've missed you.
what worlds have you created since i've been away?
Who have you comforted,
who have you met?
tell them hello from me.
thank you, poetry
i hope to see you again soon.
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 11:12 PM UTC
but eventually, all the metaphors fall apart
and come to nothing
like paper dissolving in water
fanciful words dissolving with it
and without romanticized phrases
and rose-tinted writings
there is only unembellished truth
Apr 11, 2018
Apr 11, 2018 at 9:46 PM UTC
music is a sigh of relief in a world that holds its breath
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 8:09 PM UTC
the game has ended
all the cards in their places
still, i am alone
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 2:10 AM UTC
i finally remembered what it was
to feel happy and content
instead of just "not sad"
the sun comes around more often
sticks around longer
it paints my world in colors more beautiful
than those it gives the sky because suddenly,
when my friends laugh , i can too
and i am loud again
and instead of walking, i skip
suddenly, instead of dreading the day,
i wake up to moments full of potential
and i worry less about every single thing i do
suddenly, being with people
is as invigorating as it used to be
once upon a time ago.
of course, the rain will come again
and the sun will leave with summer
and it is then, especially, that i will hurt again
but suddenly, i have hope.
Mar 30, 2018
Mar 30, 2018 at 7:03 PM UTC
it scares me;
i am constantly terrified of how fast it comes and goes,
how slow it comes and goes,
how much power it holds.
i can think
of no better way to describe it but to call it sand
i try to focus on each grain, each second, and
it just slips right from my hand.
it makes me
want to do everything available to me,
want to do nothing but crumple and weep,
want to stop and go unseen.
i am scared.
i am so scared of what it will bring,
so scared, because time is the one thing
that i can never keep.
Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 10:39 PM UTC