Grateful for hello
Never want to say goodbye
Lets go back to start
Jul 2, 2017
Jul 2, 2017 at 9:24 AM UTC
Give me a woven necklace,
to hang around my throat.
You always knew black and blue,
were my favorite colors.
Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 2:34 PM UTC
But why did you leave?
It's cold without your presence,
I'll wait for you here.
Sep 26, 2016
Sep 26, 2016 at 8:38 PM UTC
I miss you in words that don't exist,
the way the moon misses the sun,
and plants miss rain in a drought.
I miss you in feelings that I don't understand.
When I scan rooms I only search for your face,
but it's never there.
I miss your smile, like I miss warmth,
even when it's sunny I don't feel it on my skin.
Your absence leaves a void,
I just want to be whole again.
Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 4:28 PM UTC
I want to know you
The way your hand heats my skin
Set me on fire
Sep 21, 2016
Sep 21, 2016 at 11:39 PM UTC
When I grab scissors from my bedside table,
to draw patterns along the flesh of my thighs,
I try to imagine something beautiful.
I carve daisies and sunflowers into my skin,
like children carve pumpkins at Halloween,
and for a moment my body can bleed out the voices,
until they’re silent.
Sep 20, 2016
Sep 20, 2016 at 6:46 PM UTC
Brick, by brick, by brick
We build our hearts like small homes
Settle down in mine
Sep 19, 2016
Sep 19, 2016 at 8:18 PM UTC
Nothing stops him.
He sneaks into my bed at night while
I am asleep and wraps his arms
around me tight.
When I wake there is no relief.
He only clings to me tighter when I try to break free.
But this is the only form of intimacy
I know.
Like an old friend,
I succumb to the power of emptiness.
I want so desperately to feel
something more.
How can I when he promises
sweet release if I follow him
into the darkness?
It’s only in my suffering
that I am reminded that I am
still painfully
and willingly
alive.
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 10:25 AM UTC
Time is ticking away for him.
Those days when he's in the awake will slip out of his fingers like grains of sand on the beach.
The rushing tide will weaken him until he is yearning for sleep.
Storms are inevitable.
Tiredness is inevitable.
We must all rest to calm those raging waves,
but when he lays down to let his mind slumber,
he knows he'll never wake up again.
Sep 10, 2016
Sep 10, 2016 at 9:43 PM UTC
Let us be like trees in autumn.
Let us turn colors and leave the landscape of this world more beautiful than it was before.
Let others bask in the purity of our evolutionary changing leaves.
May we not be afraid to shed our skin.
May we know that even when we are most barren, like the branches of winter it will not last.
Spring will come again.
It will put bark back on our trunks.
It will feed our roots that we embedded deep within the earth.
It will allow us to bloom again.
Sep 4, 2016
Sep 4, 2016 at 2:42 PM UTC
