
tilted...off
balance
unsettled...dis
eased
you seem so earth bound, so in place
all of you...well...many of you
no matter
for my restless and my peculiar sprite
screams...unheard
muffled into whispers
by convention and intentional
limitations...imposed on me...embraced
by me
for
there
is comfort in the arms of not doing...of shifting upon
the pea in the mattress...limping away from the stone in the shoe...enduring the unpleasant
incessant prodding
of ... of... you
to...for
too long
OH, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD----- STOP!
i give up
...fine..now what?
tell me what to do! **** you.
---------silence----------
i need a translator for this constant, loud, chattering white noise...
Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 1:51 PM UTC
See them hiding there…behind
The ass-umptions
Peeking within the cheeks of clauses
Phrases
Phantoms daring to pronounce
Your memories
Best forgotten and sullen
Actions
Pole dancing impressions on the axis of
Anxiousness
Sliding silently along the line
From hip to ****
A cocked look from the slit ‘tween
Consonant on vowel
a.e.i.o…you
Know the no-nos
Whispering around conjunctions
Reminding you of other _unts
Too old or too young for sanctified hosts
Oh God…please don’t tell anyone
…still
God knows and my poems…
My poems know your secrets
Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 7:20 PM UTC
When the snow comes
It's fur cloak of white
Muffling and blending plans
Cardinals become red birds
And
Sophisticated adult schemes
Fall to childhood dreams
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 9:49 AM UTC
Crisp cotton sheets
Wrapped in layers of down and doubt
Silken shifts and daring dreams
Wandering arms, hands and schemes
In this sunrise, season, shaping
We meet
Morning.
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 12:13 PM UTC
Stopped
By
Pain in the back
Stilled
By
Mucus and head aches
Silenced
By
Laryngitis and miscellaneous fears
Stopped. Stilled. Silenced.
Filtered sun through mid-day blinds
Distilled thoughts of shallow mind
Yield
Little light or clarity
Sheets damp with familiar musk
Covers twisted into a personal husk
Descent
Into loathing and disdain
Stopped. Stilled. Revealed.
In sickness and in health
The union within of lies to self
Broken
Stolen
Dying…yielding
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 2:36 PM UTC
Lust
One of those words that turns you
Grabs likes and causes comments
Lustful
Lingering upon lust
Requires courage for we can be trapped
Inside her endless taunting and tasting
Saltiness of you while waves crashing
Cause us to linger...lost
In the luscious luxury of you
Lust...
Shhhhhh...
We dare not speak your other names
***
Passion
Pleasure
Self satisfaction
Sultry sensuous
Luxurious lust...
Sep 30, 2014
Sep 30, 2014 at 5:09 PM UTC
Gnarled fingers hold
Gently
The dog-eared photos of youth
Shingled eyes search repeatedly
Among shades of white and ash
Wavering hope yields
Regret for memories lost, trampled
Underneath
Rote recollections
Snapped
This snap shot is…this…me?
Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 3:28 PM UTC
The digital exhale
Pushing out
Content creation and idea regurgitation
Outfacing ideas, concepts
These things become the shell, the defined exterior of us
The fodder for perceptions
Of others
About us
We update, share, ideate and create
We post, pronounce and proclaim
We share with trite exclamations
Cute cats
And clever #hashtags
We spray forth our digital exhale
Hoping
Believing that we will be, become this feed
Of me
Until we are
Out
Of breath
And then
We must, gasping
Pause. Stop.
In the momentary emptiness of ourselves
The frightening hollow
Of our millisecond of solitude
Touches of singularity
Haunting, taunting us
With ourselves
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 3:07 PM UTC
Eagles weep the dust of fury
Glory hangs in a breeze filled sky
Trumpets howl forth silence
Empty eyes gaze on debris and cry
Paradox rains upon sweltering souls
Discordant melodies find no harmonic tone
Sleeping giants fail to wake
Dreams of horror in daylight come
Restrained talons seek to rip
Flesh and bone. Retribution wails
Bridled shouts from viper lips
Broken tongues speechless, still
Such foreign chaos, grief born questions
Here rests doubt, fear rooting
Anger to pain beget rage
Tearing fabric, destroying the shoot
A blast through heart’s cage
Cries, screams and eternal rage
Why! Demands our soul
Why? Defiant voices entreat
Into this realm of despair
Touching sinew of exposed hope
Lifting corpse-like remains
Our Hope stands, lifted hands
In a speechless voice the whisper comes
Gentle words rock our perilous stance
Words carefully spoken, deeply heard
Faith, Hope, Love the memory calls
Again, glorious birds will find their songs
Heavy banners will lift in a gentle breeze
Clarion call of brass sounds, proclaims
Life has come and still remains
Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 8:43 AM UTC
I tried to write about abuse
How the hitting makes the
Hurting ease
The shame and fear rage out and strike
Bleeding, pulsing crimson shrieks and shouts
Curling fists and guts
Determined to be done
To be finished with the fear and frustration
Cursing, blaming, hating another person
And yourself is somehow easier
More natural
When loving isn't easily
There, anywhere
Absent from awareness like
Light in the darkness jumping shadows
But then, I wasn't sure if I was writing about him or her...
Ouch.
Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 3:51 PM UTC