now I’m haunted by all these holes found in my armor
and if my heart beats any harder I will lose it
well congratulations, I didn’t know
you two had made things so official
just don’t call me when it fizzles
in fact, don’t call me at all.
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 2:03 PM UTC
The ground beneath my feet began to give in.
My heart began to break and my head began to ache.
Every word you ever said began to pound inside my head.
But it wasn't over, no.
I was bound to fight for you, but even the words I tried to speak felt like an open wound on my heart.
The day you left, I lost a part of me i'll never get back.
A part where three years, a coffee stain and 6 unfinished books lingered in my head.
The day you left I lost myself in an abyss of broken promises, 2 hour fights and make up ***
Yet you're still the only thing i'll never forget.
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 1:50 PM UTC
Baby, please.
It's the way you speak,
forming words so easily.
And I think of the way you think,
it keeps me from falling asleep.
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 1:18 PM UTC
The air was cold, but your arms wrapped around my waist like a snake killing its prey, and that warmth was enough to keep me from shivering.
You were some kind of imaginary happiness,
but it was okay because I had nothing to lose.
You spoke words of kindness that melted my heart, and calmed the world.
but the difference between you and the world,
is that the world is always going to be there.
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 1:08 PM UTC
My body was covered in chills,
the sound of your voice made me complete.
Not even the sound of sirens could alarm me.
You were perfect.
And I was not.
But that didn't stop you from screaming to the world that I was.
I loved you.
and you loved me.
Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 10:22 PM UTC
Well I hate your cigarettes,
and the men that you go see.
Because one is killing you,
while the other's killing me.
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 10:37 PM UTC
His fingers ran up my leg like a snake searching the bottom of a rain forest.
His eyes shifted to my lips, with a need, he stared.
But I was okay, I was okay with the need.
I was okay with the grip he had on my hair.
I was okay with the way he smashed his lips to mine.
I was okay.
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 10:33 PM UTC
I hate you!
The way you scream your words,
and how you know how much they hurt.
I hate the way you make me feel,
and how your smile is surreal.
I hate the way you hold my hand,
and pretend that you can.
I hate the way you pull my hair,
because I know that you don't care,
about the way you make me feel,
and how your kisses make my squeal.
I hate the way you bite my lip,
and make me cringe when you grab my hip.
I hate when you pull off my clothes,
and make all my worries turn to hopes.
I hate that I love you.
I love you.
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
You were perfect.
Your fingers settled into mine like laces lace to a shoe.
Everything in that moment felt just right.
You were perfect.
The cold weather, and lack of words.
The silence was perfect for the words i couldn't say.
You were perfect.
I still remember the smile you made when I said that,
the right amount of you liar, and you too.
You were perfect.
Oct 13, 2014
Oct 13, 2014 at 11:27 PM UTC
I could smell the rain.
Such a beautiful function,
lifeless.
drip, drip.
Sounds of such ease,
smell of such comfort.
A disaster in the making,
yet the most peaceful simplicity.
I could smell the rain.
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 7:16 PM UTC