Most people don't know what love is
I do.
It's when you're sad and someone is there for you
Can hold you
Can kiss you
Can tell you that everything is alright
Can say that you're pretty
That you matter
In this world of hate
and judgment.
Its when someone can be there for you.
Can support you
Can encourage you.
But it has its downsides.
Like when its used only to get another kiss
Only to touch you
When you don't want to be touched
Only to make you think that you matter
Just to find out
It was all a lie.
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 7:56 PM UTC
I'm scared.
Scared of failing.
Scared of losing.
Scared of feeling pain.
Scared of emotions.
Scared of love.
Scared of everything.
But no one knows.
Because that's the thing
About being scared.
Only the people that are scared
can see it.
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 7:37 PM UTC
Either I'm crazy
or friends are supposed to know each other
get along
be nice
and funny
and sometimes silly
not focused all the time
so focused you forget what matters
and what matters is your friends
maybe I'm just crazy
but I'm not crazy.
I'm not crazy.
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 7:33 PM UTC
Crashing.
Burning.
Fast.
Too fast.
No stop.
No control.
Its a disaster
A huge mess
That I can't clean
Because I don't know how.
Its a snowball
Rolling down a hill
crashing into trees
along the way
But I get through.
Somehow
I get through.
Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 6:16 PM UTC
My smile is often fake
It's often more than I can take
Everyday when I wake
It goes away for my own sake.
Then one day
It went away
Gone today
For it to stay
Now its here
There's no more fear
There's no more tears
I know you're near
Because of you
This one is true
Because of you
I feel brand new.
My smile is real
I'm able to feel
The things I've concealed
Are now revealed.
Mar 12, 2019
Mar 12, 2019 at 9:10 PM UTC
In 20 years I will
Have forgotten about 8th grade
About the hell I went through
About how I felt I was in a cave
Filling with water
No escape
No one there for me
No one to save me
There, I drowned
Everything collapsing
Around me
No escape
No one there for me
No one to save me
The water was my thoughts
The awful thoughts that filled me
No escape
No one there for me
No one to save me
All the drama
The bullying
The anxiety
Everything collapsing
Around me
No escape
No one there for me
No one to save me
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 4:07 PM UTC
You make a sand castle
You make it too close
The tide comes in
Gone
Your hard work
Gone
Some people will give up
Others will keep trying
People are like the tide
They will knock you down
If you give up
They win
If you try again
They lose
Don't let them win
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 3:55 PM UTC
Danielle and Dakota were the reason we ended up breaking up,
I don't know how to put this but they made me realize stuff.
You're not supposed to like someone when you have a girlfriend,
especially when you said our relationship would never end.
You really broke my heart when you told me that you cut
you lied to me again and did not leave me with much.
Then Kylee moved back and you told me that you liked her
you asked me if it was okay and I replied with a "sure."
I really miss you Justin, I really really do,
I wish it could have worked out, maybe it would have without you.
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 3:38 PM UTC
Pinky toes aren't thought of much.
No one really notices them.
Until they are gone
and you fall
because
you are
unbalanced.
I am like a pinky toe.
No one notices me
unless
I
am
gone.
Then they notice.
Only if
I
am
gone.
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 2:57 PM UTC
Deep in the cornfield
under the ground
there is a place
that is hard to be found
you can still find it
just keep looking down
deep in the cornfield
under the ground
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 1:22 PM UTC